Chapter 514

"Get out of the way. I've seen it." I waved to Zhang Xin and said in a low voice.

"Well... Maybe aunt an has other plans. In short, she must have something to cooperate with Yan Ruyu, or a very important investment. She has something to do with Yan Ruyu. You don't say that there are people behind Yan Ruyu who are willing to hold her. If you want to come, there must be something here. Yes, that's it, ha ha."

Zhang Xin has been trying to explain to me, but the more I listen to the reasons I used to convince myself, the more ridiculous it is. It's too far fetched. I used to convince myself like this. Now, even I can't convince myself.

I chuckled, pointed to the TV screen and said to Zhang Xin, "look, my mother has time to participate in Yan Ruyu's program, but she doesn't have time to have a good time with me. Isn't this ridiculous?"

"Maybe..." Zhang Xin couldn't even say words of comfort.

"You don't have to make excuses. I've made many excuses for such things. Now, it seems that I can't deceive myself."

I stared at the TV screen. An Yunying was wearing a beige fishtail dress with bright diamonds on it. Under the magnesium lamp, a little movement would glitter with dazzling light. Her elegant makeup and high rolled hair made her look more elegant and expensive. She took Yan Ruyu's hand and they stood together tightly and smiled so beautifully.

The coffee in my mouth has cooled off and tastes bad. I put down the cup like self abuse and continued to watch the program. Someone went to change the channel. It was the waiter in the coffee shop. I waved to the man, took out the tip and handed it over. In a low voice, "change the channel back, and the money is yours."

The man happily went to change the channel, and there was a voice of two people talking on it. Until the end of the program and the advertisement, I still stared at the screen.

"Why don't we go out for a walk? Xiaotuanzi hasn't seen his godmother for a long time and misses you very much." Seeing my ugly face, Zhang Xin tried to find a relaxed topic.

"No, let's go for a drink. Let's go." I took Zhang Xin's hand and walked out the door.

"What? Drink, but..." Zhang Xin was forcibly pulled to the bar on the corner by me. At noon, there was no one in the bar. I went to the bar, asked for a cocktail, poured it in at one mouthful, and then asked for three more in one breath.

Zhang Xin was frightened by my drinking posture and pulled my sleeve. "Don't drink too fast. It's easy to get drunk."

"Leave me alone and let me drink." I originally wanted Zhang Xin to accompany me, but when I saw that she was still holding a child in her arms, somehow she didn't lose her mind, I directly pushed her out of the bar, "this bar is not suitable for children. Take your dry son back quickly. I'll be fine here."

I hiccupped, shut Zhang Xin out of the door, and then began to drink one cup after another. At this time, I just want to get drunk and cry again. In this way, will I wake up and I won't be sad.

I always think that the people I care about are the same as what I think, and they all care about me. However, from beginning to end, the only person who cares most is myself.

It's not a matter of giving, there's a return. I knew this a long time ago. However, that person is not someone else, but my mother.

"This beautiful lady, if you have any trouble, you can tell me." After a few drinks, I was a little dizzy. Someone came and sat next to me with his hand on my shoulder.

"Who are you? What's bothering me and what does it have to do with you? Go away." I can't see who the person in front of me is. Anyway, it's a yellow hair. I hate this kind of rich second generation of dandies or little gangsters in the bar. I yelled viciously at the moment.

"Don't so refuse people thousands of miles away. I'm here to save you. As long as you follow me, I promise you can be immortal and die and forget all your troubles." Someone handed me a glass of wine and made an invitation in front of me.

Just as I was about to get the wine, the man stretched out a salty pig's hand and put it on my waist. As soon as I looked heavy, they said that the wine was strong and courageous. I picked up the wine OU on the table and threw it on his head.