Chapter 111 Who Do You Love?

"Please stop messing with the Yizhong. I don't want to see you again!"

If I didn't understand it, I would have stopped writing. This time, I immediately understood what it meant. Coincidentally, Liu Jingjing saw this and asked me, "Who sent this message? What does it mean? Who is Ao Xiaoxue?"

At that time, I was very upset and uncomfortable. I said to Liu Jingjing, "No one, just an old schoolmate!"

After that, I held her down and asked her to turn her back. I wanted to go from behind.

I vented my anger on Liu Jingjing. She wanted to ask me who Ao Xiaoxue was, but I didn't expect my attack to be so fierce that there was no space for her to ask why. Her voice was intermittent:

"You... Haven't... Sued... Sued... Me, her, who is she?"

I cursed, "No one!!"

At the same time, she sprinted so hard that she didn't even have a chance to ask questions.

"Why don't you sue me?"

When I released my grandchildren under the moonlight, I hugged her and fell on the grass. I gasped and looked at the moon. And she, under my pressure, said she couldn't breathe and asked me to tell her who that Ao Xiaoxue was.

She also said, "If you really don't want to say it, I won't force you!"

She turned around and I saw two lines of clear tears on her face under the moonlight, but she didn't want me to see them.

At this moment, my heart felt an inexplicable throbbing pain.

How to put it, I never thought that I would have any feelings for Ao Xiaoxue. When I was in the third year of junior high school, I only hated her. I almost forced her, and I only felt guilty for her. Later, she and her family saved me and helped me, and I felt grateful for her.

It wasn't until I went to the Qizhong that I gradually found out about love, the beginning of love. I thought I didn't know who I liked. Because I threatened Chen Shien, and then I had this feeling for her. I don't think it's love.

Chen Shien is my stepmother. I can't, and I don't dare to feel love for her. But I had this feeling. I didn't know it was love. When I saw Ao Xiaoxue last week, I had the same feeling. I thought it was just an illusion. It wasn't like or love.

I believe that many teenagers have such a feeling, that this is not love, this is not love, just a simple good feeling, until the good feeling explodes, it will burst out of love.

But until she agreed to Qiao Youliang, and when I showed up, she said, "Why do you care about me? You're not who I am."

It was only after she sent me the message that I realized that she liked me.

At the same time, in my heart, I also like her.

It's just that I kept this feeling in my heart, and I thought it wasn't love. Because I had such a strong feeling for Chen Shien back then, I don't think I would have such a feeling for a woman who could be my mother. So I concluded that this was not love!

But now, Ao Xiaoxue pulled me back to reality.

My eyes, too, were wet.

So, my feelings for Chen Shien are also love? Did I fall in love with my stepmother? That's why I was so excited, that I would rather give everything to help her get revenge. Is this love?

But she was already dead.

And now, because of Ao Xiaoxue, my heart is also very painful, I can be sure that I have feelings for her, and also have this feeling.

I didn't know that she liked me and that I liked her until she told me not to go to the Yizhong.

But I never knew.

My heart is very irritable, why didn't I know my feelings earlier, why haven't I learned what love is, my love has already left me?

And I, mistakenly, thought that I liked Liu Jingjing. In fact, this feeling towards her was the weakest.

This feeling was the deepest in Chen Shien, followed by Ao Xiaoxue, the feeling of Liu Jingjing, only desire and a little sympathy.

So when I saw Liu Jingjing crying after I had done it, I knew I was wrong. I couldn't get rid of her. When she was in my body, I knew I had to take responsibility. I couldn't be as irresponsible as her first boyfriend. But I know that the person I like now is Ao Xiaoxue.

But I can't tell her right now that I like her, because the person I'm dating right now is Liu Jingjing!

That's why I'm the most conflicted, the most uncomfortable, the most painful, and helpless.

The ancients were right. The greatest pain and sorrow in life is helplessness!

That's how I feel now.

Otherwise, would I abandon Liu Jingjing and immediately go to Ao Xiaoxue and tell her that I like her and let her be with me?

Am I worthy of Liu Jingjing? Can she bear such a blow? When I entered her body, I promised her that I would not let her down!

But if I don't go to Ao Xiaoxue and tell her, I like her. Then she would be with Qiao Youliang!

Whether she was with Qiao Youliang because she was angry at me or because she really liked Qiao Youliang, she would suffer and be cheated by that beast Qiao Youliang!

This is what makes me most helpless.

I'm really at a crossroads in my life right now, left or right. What should I do?

For the first time, as a minor, I felt what love was and I just learned what love was, but soon I was hurt by love!

This kind of pain, let me break my heart.

So I know Liu Jingjing's pain, but I don't know what to say. I can only hold her tightly under the moonlight, on the lawn, and let her feel my pain and helplessness. Our pain, intertwined, can only become the cry under the moonlight, so sad.

After a long time, when she finished crying and when my tears were dry, she turned around and kissed my face and said to me:

"Zhang Feng, I know you're such a good guy. Hongjie looks at you differently. I know I'm not good enough for you."

"That Ao Xiaoxue is the person you used to like, right? She must be a very pure girl who has never been touched by another stinky man. She's not as dirty as me, picking up jobs everywhere, being touched by stinky men, and often touching stinky things from men."

The more she spoke, the more uncomfortable she felt, and she cried again:

"Actually, I want to be like them. I want to be touched by my boyfriend and be alone with you, but I can't do it. I can't do it."

I hugged her, sighed silently, comforted her and said, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, I don't blame you, I can't blame you either!"

She cried until the end, stood up, wiped her tears, turned away, looked at the moon, and bit her silver teeth.

"Go find her!"