When consciousness comes back to me again, I can't tell where I am, whether my soul is swaying or whether my life is still lingering.
I opened my eyes slightly, the dazzling incandescent light stabbed me to close my eyes again in an instant, and my heart beat with frustration. I understand, I'm still alive!
At this moment, I don't know whether I should be surprised or sighed. I patted Lord Yan on the shoulder again and again and said, "goodbye!"
The strength of a person's survival is so strong!
At this time, it should be late at night. What I expected was that Chen Qian, Cheng Yaoxin, Hao Ru and others were always at my bedside. What moved me most was that Hu Zi was lying on the couch beside my hospital bed with a little brain on his side and a lot of saliva in his mouth. He had a good sleep.
This kid
"I dream of the future, holding your hand, small shoulders, big head. I don't want you to worry too much, as long as you take care of the kind insects... "
Qi Qin's song "to the children of the future" rings in my mind
Later, when I have my own blood, will she or he be as innocent as tiger?
Will you say to me, Dad, Hello, come on!
I have a rough heart and a sour nose.
These days, I shed two tears.
One time, I was worried about the injury of Mo Zhi dance, and the moment I saw tiger's innocent eyes when I was about to give up rescuing the little girl.
People who are familiar with me know that tears are rare with my character
Children Maybe when I have my own children, I can realize the incomparable meaning and sacred responsibility brought by the word father!
But think about it, it's all the future. In my heart, at this moment, tiger is my son!
The ward was quiet, and several people who were watching me were already in a dream. Only on the instrument panel of the equipment for testing heart rate and blood pressure, I kept drawing pulse lines and jumping numbers to confirm that my life still exists
All of you are already haggard.
I slightly move the inner breath, along the meridians in the body circulation, head, chest, abdomen, limbs
When the dragon spread to my left leg, a stabbing pain rose, and below the knee, unconscious!
I was surprised, secret way, no, something big happened!
It is a kind of internal vision, which can not only quickly find the injury in the body, but also promote the blood flow and accelerate the recovery of Qi and blood.
When I started breathing, I found out that my body was full of injuries. Even my shoulder blades were fractured and dislocated again, and many new injuries were added to my sternum, ribs, arms and wrists.
But in my heart, the pain is no big deal.
The five zang organs and six Fu organs are all right. As long as they are properly treated and carefully cared, they will eventually recover a little bit!
Difference, just need to spend different length of time!
But, in the body has been in the slow flow of the dragon, even in the knee stagnation, this can only explain one thing - I am disabled!
Broken leg, from below the knee!
Bean big sweat instantly seeped out from my forehead, I reluctantly reached out and groped down
I need to confirm one thing, whether the hospital amputated me!
A huge sense of panic rose from my heart, I kept praying, never, never
"Xiao Feng, are you awake?"
Chen Qian's voice sounded, with a trace of bitterness, a trace of choking, a trace of surprise.
"Ah ~ ~ ~ brother Feng wakes up?"
For a moment, several people in the ward with the bed were shocked from the dream, women, you say a word I a word, meaning only one --- thank God, I Jiangfeng, finally come back.
I smile bitterly, my voice trembles, "sister Qian, my leg..."
I dare not ask too directly, I am afraid, afraid to hear that sentence for me as the death penalty.
I, I am only 24 years old!
How can we accept the outcome of amputation and disability?
With my disability, in exchange for a fresh life, maybe everyone will think it should be so, worth it!
But can I, my family, really accept it?
If time goes back and I am told in advance that it will be like this again, can I still save people without hesitation?
The answer is I don't know, but the hesitation in my heart has told me a lot
"Ah, Xiao Feng, your leg..."
Chen Qian began to cry. She couldn't go on.
No one answered me, everyone, look at me in the eyes are thick sadness!
Grass!
I'm very anxious. I've broken my leg. Of course I know. What I want to ask is, is there any amputationI dare not ask, but none of them knows how to say it, it's amazing!!!
"Uncle wakes up?"
At this time, Huzi was woken up by the house. He rubbed his sleepy eyes and laughed at me, "uncle, how are you? What happened to uncle's leg? Isn't it well laid out there? "
"Huzi, you, don't talk!"
Haoru cried and stopped Huzi, but I felt at ease for a moment!
The leg is still there. It's good without amputation!
Even if, even if I am disabled all my life, I still want it to stay with me.
Skin and hair are all given by my parents. I am not qualified to give up any part of my body!
"Sister Ru, don't talk about children!"
I glared at Hao Ru discontentedly, "and what are you crying like?"
I said, "my leg's broken, isn't it? Is it still where it should be? "
"Yes It's broken, but it's still there. It's still there. I'll stay well... "
Chen Qian took the call and tried to smile at me, but it was really worse than crying.
"Hoo ~ ~"
I let out a breath, "just be here, just be there Great
They all looked at me like a Godzilla monster. I don't think anyone can understand why I am disabled, but I still feel relieved?
Silly girl, you don't know, as long as the organs are still there, as long as the legs are still on my Jiang Feng, it gives me hope to be cured and stand up again!
A person, the most fear is not life or death, but the heart did not desire, break the thought!
Hope is always the driving force for the continuous growth and existence of a living body!
It includes love, sexual desire, desire for power and money, and achievement in a certain field
I smile, like a pear tree in full bloom.
And they all look silly
Don't bother to tangle with them, so I can't tell you the truth. I suddenly think of the basic cause of my injury, that little girl!
I tried to raise my hand, stop their chatter, and gently asked, "where is the little girl, she, where is she now, how is she, is she in danger?"