Lan Lan's words make me cry like rain!
In my more than 20 years of life experience, even the first time I entered her body, it was not as unforgettable as it is now.
All the way to have you, is a lifetime!
With her words, what else can I say?
Don't say just to fly with her to the magic all night, even on the knife mountain under the sea of fire, I Jiang Feng also recognize, also no regrets!
For a moment, I couldn't speak, let alone keep singing.
However, after crying for a while, Lan Lan's mood seems calm. She grabs my finger and fiddles back and forth in the palm of her hand, and then goes on singing the half song I just sang:
memories are like a machine that has been on for a long time. When I don't pay attention, they are slowly and clearly shown over and over again
regretting that they are so painful that they will turn into thin air and make you gasp
for breath
It's nearly 30000 feet away from the ground. Missing is like the gravity of sticking to the body, and tears are dripping down
I listen quietly, flashed countless pictures in my mind, are parting, reunion, break up, get together
The pictures are so similar that I can hardly tell the sequence and relationship of the scenes.
My grandfather died, I saw Lin Fen off at the platform when I was in college, I watched Lin Fen fly to a foreign country on an international flight, and I had a drink with Lao Cai and Zhang Bin, chatting and farting
I can't tell whether it's real or just fantasy. I can only hide my eyes in the distant night sky outside the cabin
When the plane stopped, it was more than two o'clock in the morning the next day.
After getting off the plane, Lan Lan dials the phone for the first time. Although her expression is very anxious, there is no sense of collapse. I guess that at least Lan Lan's old father is still hanging in one breath.
Outside the airport, a black Mercedes Benz S500 stopped at the airport. Lanlan opened the door first and flew into the car. I followed him closely. Then I saw that in addition to the driver, in the co driver's seat, there was a gray haired old man about 60 years old.
"Uncle Jane, my dad, he..." Lan Lan asked a word, but only said half of the words, as if dare not ask next
I understand that she is afraid to hear some bad news that she can't bear at all.
The other side sighed and remained silent for a few seconds before replying, "I was in a deep coma a few hours ago. The doctor said that there was no other measure to carry out targeted treatment except hanging some nutrient solution barely maintaining vital signs..."
He turned his head, looked at Lan Lan's eyes, full of love, and Grief.
It seems that uncle Jian in LAN LAN's mouth should be her housekeeper or close relatives and friends, and he knows her father's situation like the back of his hand.
"That, that..."
"Xiao Lan, I know your mood. It's no use being anxious now. I can only expect you to have a look at the master before he dies..."
Jane uncle's words let Lan Lan strong self-supporting a trace of faith, completely collapsed, her face was blue, mouth half open, ah ah, can't say a word.
Like throat choked with a long time depression of phlegm, blocking the breath stick thinking
"LAN, LAN, you, don't scare me!"
I was flustered immediately, slapping her back in a hurry, stroking her down from her shoulder and neck, again and again.
"Wow ~ ~"
at last, Lan Lan burst out a heartrending cry. The sound was so desolate that it seemed to penetrate my internal organs and cut all my internal organs into pieces.
Uncle Jane's tears also fell, and in the luxury Mercedes Benz, there was a cry.
Lan Lan beat me on the chest and cried, "Jiang Feng, Feng, aren't you a doctor? Don't you say grandfather is good at medicine? Have you ever read some of his secret books? Can you help my father, please, please... "
Her mind had been confused, her mind had collapsed, and she was completely in a state of madness.
I tightly embrace Lan Lan, allow her fist to hit hard at my chest, but dare not let go.
"OK, OK, I will, I will try my best, I will save your father!"
I didn't know what I was saying. At this moment, for the first time, I felt that my promise was like a joke, without any basis or strength. I just repeated some simple syllables from my mouth.
I don't know whether these syllables or these words of comfort can play any role. My heart, with the cry of LAN LAN, keeps twitching. The feeling of tearing from the viscera makes me almost unable to breathe
"You save him, you must save my father, I I'll be with him, live or die! "
Her cry, I was scared, life or death, always together What is this mentality?
LAN LAN, this is to express, will she and her father live and die together?
"LAN, look at me, look at me!"
I yelled, "look at me!"Forced to pull her head, I roared, "you have seen my father, know he is a stubborn, introverted, and even the hands of an honest man, a teacher! But I'll tell you one thing you've been through, that Let me feel that my father is really a man of indomitable spirit
For a moment, I didn't care whether Lan Lan was listening or not, and whether I could listen or not, I said in a barrage, "when my grandfather was in his old age, he was hospitalized in critical condition once, and the hospital had issued a critical condition notice for the third time At that time, my mother and sister were in front of the hospital bed, crying into tears. At that time, my father took us by the hand and said a word, really, just a word, we stopped crying a few times, and that time, my grandfather finally recovered, and later lived for several years... "
"LAN, no matter what state of mind you have now, I just want to tell you my father's simple wisdom! Dad said at that time, what are you crying for? Is someone dead? Don't cry as long as you're not dead! "
Lan Lan suddenly raised his head, the tears on his face are still flowing, but no longer cry.
She looked at me and tried to control her choking voice. For a long time, she asked me, "is that what uncle said?"
"Yes, that's it!"
I stretched out my hands and put her two little hands in my palm. "I will always remember that moment Dad was holding us, just like I'm holding you now! I feel the endless power from his weak and thin body, as a man's power to lift up the sky! "
"LAN, do you know that the warmth from my father's hand gave my mother and sister courage and even confidence. I didn't know what was supporting all this. At that time, I felt very peaceful in my heart..."
"LAN, that sentence has become one of the maxims in my heart since then. Don't cry, as long as people don't die, don't cry!"
She looked at me, tears rolling, but laughing.
"Yes, my uncle is right. My father is still alive. Why do I cry? Lanlan doesn't cry. I don't cry..."