The debt I owe has already left me in a mess. I don't know how to face it.
Now, if you add a Hong Lei, what about Hao ru? What about sister-in-law xiao'e? What about Mozhi dance? What about Chen Qian and Yan Ran?
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I looked at her expectant eyes and finally said, "Hong Lei, I think I think so. After you go abroad, you should have a better development than at home. Moreover, since your family has contacted you well, you must consider everything for you, so... "
"So you want me to go abroad and leave you as soon as possible?"
Hong Lei looked at me as if she was about to shed tears. "Jiang Feng, I Do you really don't understand or pretend to be stupid? You just want to stay away from me, don't you? "
"No, that's not what I mean..."
I don't know how to explain it to her.
It can't be said that I don't have that idea about you Hong Lei. We are not suitable.
Or some high sounding, I Jiangfeng do not deserve you
These words seem so powerless to me. Hong Lei is not stupid. She is so smart that she can't hear them?
Accept her, not my willing, but if you refuse, it will hurt her
At this moment, I really don't know what to do and how to choose!
"What do you mean? Say, you
Hong Lei looks at me, her pretty face is red.
"Jiang Feng, you used to have Lan Lan, but I heard from my uncle that you and she have broken up, haven't you? And your little sister-in-law, a widowed widow, with children, but you do your best to help her I don't understand why Hong Lei can't compare with them. Why do you ignore me so much? "
I didn't want to say anything more about her censure.
Indeed, Hong Lei is not inferior to LAN LAN in terms of appearance, family background, education background, talent and future development. As for Qiao xiao'e, she is not the same level as Hong Lei in terms of objective conditions.
However, how can people express their feelings clearly?
It doesn't mean that who is better and whose conditions are better, I, Jiang Feng, should like and adore anyone!
Therefore, I am not very happy that Hong Lei's words seem to belittle Qiao Xiaoe.
Xiao'e's sister-in-law, she's my woman, and she can only be cared or scolded by me, Jiang Feng. It seems that it's not your turn, Hong Lei.
Yes, you are my old classmate. You spare no effort to help me with my brother-in-law's case, but it doesn't mean that Hong Lei can wantonly belittle my wife Jiang Feng.
So I opened my mouth and said, "Hong Lei, you're right! I broke up with LAN LAN, and Qiao xiao'e can't compare with you, but these are my choices. It seems that they have nothing to do with you? We haven't seen each other for such a long time, and we don't even have any contact. You and I are just old classmates. Why do you bother... "
I didn't finish. After all, some words really hurt people.
Sure enough, when Hong Lei heard that I was so rude and scolded her face to face, she couldn't hang up immediately. Her beautiful eyes were filled with tears.
"Jiang Feng, are you talking about me? Tell me, what do you mean by that? "
"I It's not interesting... "
"No fun!"
Hong Lei was angry. Her tears ran down her enchanting face. She didn't even wipe them. She asked me, "you said we didn't contact each other, but after I transferred, I wrote at least five or six letters to you. Have you ever answered me once? I can't find you, I can't find you... "
I believe what she said, but I was stunned.
Girls' psychological and physical maturity is always earlier than boys. When I was in junior high school, I was just a little boy who knew nothing about men and women, or even was not interested in them. Of course, I couldn't see or feel Hong Lei's favor for me.
But she said that I didn't reply to those letters once, but she wronged me.
Yes, I have received several letters from Hong Lei, and I have answered them according to her address. But when I hear from her again, they always ask me why I ignore her and don't write to her
At that time, I was still strange. I went back
Thinking of this, I immediately interrupted her, "who said I didn't reply to your letter? I remember at least two or three letters to you, but every time I received your letter, you were asking me the same question, saying that I didn't write to you, forgetting my good deskmate and old classmate But I did write it and sent it to you according to the address on your letter
"Did you come back? How could it be Hong Lei shook her head and choked in her voice, "Jiang Feng, why do you cheat me now? I've never heard from you
"You think I'm lying to you?" I'm not happy.
"I didn't get it anyway Wait a minute. You said you answered it at the address on my letter. Do you remember where it was sent? "
"How long has it been? Where can I remember? It's like Anyway, it's not the school. At that time, you always transferred, so what you left was not the school, but the address of your family or relatives? ""Yes! Oh I see! "
When Hong Lei said this, I actually understood.
My reply did go to the address she left, but it didn't fall into her hands in the end!
Hong Lei's family doesn't want their children to associate with me, Jiang Feng, a poor boy without power and money!
This is the truth.
As a result, none of us spoke. We looked at each other and looked away almost at the same time.
For a long time, I finally said, "Hong Lei, you Do you think you and I will have a result? At least your family can't get through that, can they? "
"I..."
Hong Lei finally couldn't help crying, "Jiang Feng, you should know something about me. Yes, my family has money, but when I was a child? My father only cares about making money, only thinking about the women outside, he treats me If you think it's a good day to let me have food and clothing, then I have nothing to say! But apart from giving me money and arranging for me to go to school, he has almost disappeared from my life! I don't have so much scruples about my family! "
She held out her hand, caught me and continued to cry, "I went to your house when I was at school, and your grandfather was still alive I remember telling you more than once that I envy you, your family, harmony and warmth... "
Hong Lei rushed to me and hugged me. "I don't know whether I like you or not. I haven't been in love. I don't know But you bring me that kind of sunshine happy feeling, but has been printed in my mind I didn't expect to take over your brother-in-law's case this time. In fact, ten years later, when I met your father, he became a lot older, so I didn't dare to recognize him, but I always felt that they were familiar with me... "
I nodded. Indeed, in the past ten years, my parents have gone through the death of my grandfather and tried their best to help me raise a lot of tuition and living expenses. They look much older than people of the same age.
So I'm not surprised that Hong Lei can't recognize them.
But, I don't understand. I've talked so thoroughly. Why did Hong Lei tell me about the past?