Chen Qian's taste buds are all open, and I can't help thinking
Sometimes, I can't figure out what kind of relationship we have with the women who are walking around me.
Like sister Ru, Mo Zhiwu, Hong Lei and xiao'e's sister-in-law, I still know what they need and what I can give them.
But more women, such as Chen Qian, Yan Ran, LAN LAN, Chen Hui, Ying Jie, and even Ma Xin, Wang Shan, Cheng Yaoxin and Liu Su For them, I don't know what I can do and what I can bring to these women.
Let's talk about Chen Qian. She's good to me. She can even say that the only one of all women is irreplaceable.
From the first day I entered the Shashan female prison, Qianjie had almost no reservation or even no principle to support me and protect me. However, this kind of love beyond friendship or even family affection made me feel a sense of fear from the bottom of my heart, and then consciously or unconsciously began to avoid her.
In my mind, there is a kind of love is unbearable, I really can't accept it, because I can't afford it.
I know and believe that no matter in my work, life, spirit or body, Chen Qian will give me whatever I want. However, this kind of love, which is totally reckless and even unreasonable, makes me afraid and makes me feel uneasy. Therefore, at the last moment, I will shrink back.
When I think about this and compare Chen Qian, Ying Jie and LAN LAN, I can't help but sigh to myself. How can there be so many differences between people?
I think their kindness to me is sincere, but Lanlan doesn't let me go into her heart. Although I almost know all her past, Lanlan is always like fog, rain and wind in my heart.
As for Yingjie, I know that I am a substitute for someone in her heart. Even after these days of contact, I also believe that the name Jiang Feng has a unique position in her feelings and carries a lot of weight. However, Yingjie's thoughts of confusing me with Jian from time to time are totally unacceptable to me.
Only Chen Qian, selfless, fearless and unreservable to me, but because I don't know what Qian Jie wants from me, I retreat again and again
Sometimes I even think, even if she put forward a clear wish like Mo Zhiwu and Hong Lei to stay with me for life, at least I can understand what Chen Qian's inner needs are.
Or, to say the least, she would like to be the woman behind Jiang Feng, just like Hao Ru and xiao'e's sister-in-law, as long as I can be kind to her.
No matter what kind of situation, I will seriously consider and try to make her satisfied But I don't say anything like this, just treat me well. It's really painful.
Chen Qian stopped persuading me and enjoyed eating breakfast under my gaze.
In the meantime, I was instructed to take this and that for her from time to time. Occasionally, I would open my mouth and let me feed her
I'm in a trance. Where am I and who am I with?
When did Chen Qian and I suddenly get along so intimately and naturally?
In my impression, this kind of situation only appears in the young couple who are married and affectionate!
Sister Qian finally finished the meal with satisfaction. She said to me with a smile, "Xiao Feng, it's no good if you don't eat something. Rougamo is crisp and tastes delicious. People can't find the right words to describe it! Spicy, spicy to death, get me some mineral water quickly
Chen Qian looks like a little daughter-in-law who is coquetry to her husband, and my heart is floating in her constant instructions, like falling into the clouds.
To say, Chen Qian and I seldom get along with each other in this way. Before Lan Lan, Yao Xin pesters me every day. With LAN LAN, all my private space is given to her. There is no extra part left for others, including the inability to accompany Qian Jie.
Then Mo Zhi dance and Hao ru
Therefore, although I didn't have a bite of this meal this morning, I was happier than eating a full bowl!
Because I see, Chen Qian is laughing, always laughing, eating and laughing
"Xiao Feng, come here and rub your shoulders for me. Don't think you can't work hard. I know you are good at it!"
I gently pressed on Chen Qian's greasy shoulder and turned my fingertips to massage her. For a long time, I finally couldn't help breaking the quiet warmth and asked her, "sister Qian, can I ask you something?"
"Come on, I know you can't go to the three treasures hall without anything. Hum, if you didn't ask me for help, you wouldn't be so eager to be gallant. So, my strategy is to give enough orders first. Don't be silly later. I can't do any good for you."
"Qianjie, you see what you said, I Jiangfeng is the kind of master who uses people in the front and doesn't use people in the back. Let alone buy a breakfast massage, even if it's anything else, as long as Qianjie opens her mouth, I'll do it!"
"Really?" She asked me.
"Really, it means what you say!" I answered very seriously.But when she heard my words, Chen Qian was silent and said with a smile for a long time, "it's good to buy breakfast and massage Come on, what can I do for you? "
I secretly sigh, Qianjie is still not willing to let me carry any psychological burden, she seems to have to put a clear attitude, to my Jiangfeng good, belong to no return, regardless of the consequences!
At last, I told her about my relationship with Yingjie and her family. Finally, I asked her, "sister Qian, do you really want to spot check the work of Xijing prison as a member of the inspection team?"
Chen Qian shook her head. "In fact, I came here just to see you Since you don't have time to accompany me, I have planned to go back to T city. As a result, I received a call from the Ministry of justice the day before yesterday, asking me to receive faxes and stay in Xijing as a member of the inspection team At that time, I thought it was quite sudden. I didn't expect it... "
I see. In fact, the original intention of Qianjie's visit is not because of the internal investigation of the judicial system. She just came to Xijing to see me, but she didn't expect to be arrested by the Ministry of justice.
However, from what she said, I was keen to grasp one information point - the Ministry of justice directly called Chen Qian!
Does this mean that someone from the Ministry of justice is always paying attention to the situation of Qianjie's going to Xijing?
And she can get a phone call from the Department directly under the Ministry of justice, which just shows that Chen Qian has someone on top and Qian Jie has backstage!
But I don't understand why Qianjie was only a section level cadre until she was 30 years old, and she had not been transferred back to the Department directly under the Ministry of justice for development. She stayed alone in T City, silent in Shashan prison, and bought a house in Donghe county How to explain all this?
It seems that Chen Qian also has too many unexplained doubts.