Chenhui no longer analyzes me, but starts to talk about her own inner world.
"Jiang Feng, the living environment when I was a child meant that I would be more mature than girls of the same age. After the alternation of life and death of my lover, I knew more about what I wanted than others emotionally."
She kept twisting her body, trying to tempt me out of control.
So this scene is a little strange - I hold her, just to prevent their fall. And Chenhui constantly struggle, but on the contrary, she wants to give herself to me completely!
The most ridiculous or unclear feeling is that our bodies are constantly fighting, but our mouths are saying totally different things, and we also seem to be very "rational.".
"Jiang Feng, I think clearly, since the first man I want to marry will leave forever, and the second one, I have so little hope of having him alone So, I'll probably find a man who is good to me and I don't hate him to marry in the future, just like that for a lifetime, I'll marry my husband and teach my son... "
"But Jiang Feng, why can't I pursue what I want when I'm single and you don't have a partner? Can't I give myself to you and have you at the same time? You tell me why? What's more, the pure love he hopes for, the idea that I raise my head to be a man in your mouth, is still there in the real society? Maybe, but at least not as many as before, right? Moreover, you men can have premarital love behavior, why can't we women? Have other men, I can't lift my head? You answer me, what's the logic? Is equality between men and women still in the mouth of you guys who are full of benevolence, righteousness, morality and good looks? "
I can't answer her completely, but I still don't think Chenhui's logic is correct, but I can't pick it out
"Jiang Feng, you don't have to worry about me! I Chenhui will protect myself, I will not let my future marriage too unfortunate! Hee hee, how can I live a lifetime? How long can I live? More than a hundred years old, but what about youth and love? How long can I have? "
She broke away from my arm, stretched out two clean and flawless arms and lifted my face, "Jiang Feng, you look at me and answer seriously, don't be ungrateful, you say, do you like me or not? Do you have a passion for me even if it's not too warm? Don't lie to me, answer well... "
I nodded, "yes, I like you, but..."
"Like is enough, where there are so many but!"
Chenhui interrupted me, "Jiang Feng, you are good at everything, but you are hesitant, especially in the love between men and women. You are always dragging your feet
"Alas..." I gave a long sigh.
"No sighing! What can I sigh for? Jiang Feng, you are not a single-minded person in your heart. Maybe you once yearned for pure and simple love, but you need to face it squarely. Now you are not what you used to be. You can't keep the canvas of your feelings a color So, I should ask you, Jiang Feng, why do you suppress yourself like this? "
So, tonight I was completely defeated and defeated by Chenhui!
I always feel that there is something wrong with her words and logic, but I can't find out how to refute her.
Thus, all I can do is listen to the other person's "teaching" me silently.
"Fool, will you take me?"
I have never spent the night alone with a man, and I know in my heart that after tonight, it may be difficult for us to have such a chance again Jiang Feng, tomorrow I'm going to travel with your parents. Don't you want me to have a right attitude? Do you want me to hold my head high in front of your parents? What is my status to you? I am an ordinary friend, can even give up work, just to accompany your parents? They said, how do you answer me? I can't have your feelings, and I can't have your body. How can you embarrass me? "
Absolutely, I really don't understand. Chenhui, the dead girl, is she a flight attendant or a debater? How could anything come out of her mouth and seem so reasonable? And it doesn't seem to be all wrong!
"Jiang Feng, Feng, my love, let me be your woman, OK? My Chenhui is not mean, nor can I find a man, but I know that I have never wanted to give my body to a man like this. Feng, can't you really pity me? "
Chenhui beautiful cheeks began to sprinkle with crystal clear pearls, like drops of candle tears in my heart, pain, make me pain.
I opened my mouth and wanted to say something to her, but I closed it and didn't know how to open it.
Chenhui looked at me and began to cry, "Jiang, Jiang Feng, you are so cruel, you hurt me!"
I was stunned. I held her tightly, but it seemed that there was still a long way to go to "hurt her". What hurt did Chenhui shout?
I asked, "what's the pain? I have a sense of propriety. "
"It hurts everywhere! Ouch ~ ~ "cried Chenhui, catching my hand.And in that moment, Chenhui has lifted the sheet again, the perfect body blooms in the air, also let me touch gently.
"Chenhui, you..."
I, blood boiling!
I can't stand it. As long as I'm a normal man, who can stand it?
And when I hold her tightly to control Chenhui's struggle, we already have too much physical contact. I can't hold on for a long time. I insist on it all by will
So, I couldn't control it any more. I lifted the sheet completely, picked up Chenhui's perfect and beautiful body, and fell into her beauty.
…
I stood in front of the window, lit a cigarette, upset.
Chenhui didn't hold me from behind, sobbing, "Jiang Feng, sobbing, up to now, why don't you want me? Is Chenhui so unattractive? Can't I evoke your desire to conquer as a man? I I'm such a failure. "
I don't know how to answer Chenhui, because a few minutes ago, when we were tortured by each other's passion, I retreated again.
At that time, Chenhui had closed her eyes, calmly and expecting me to enter her body, and opened a beautiful red flower on the snow-white sheet.
However, she did not wait for my storm, but wait until I stood in front of the window silently smoking back.
"Chenhui, I don't want to say I'm sorry. I can't find it, and I don't want to find the reason to explain it to you."
I was wrapped in a towel quilt around my waist, but my back was not obstructed. I was closely attached to Chenhui.
"Oh, Chenhui, will you give me a little time?"
Finally, I bravely turned around, eyes over her perfect body of Venus.
"Chenhui, no matter what you say or how you say it, there is a voice in my heart, that is, I keep If I didn't hurt you, it's the best gift and the deepest love Jiang Feng can give you. Do you understand what I mean? "