"Well, you say it!"
Ma Yuming held my hand more tightly, as if to encourage me to speak boldly.
I laughed, "ah, I'm not confessing. You are more nervous than me!"
"If you can tell me, I can't be happy. How can I be nervous?"
Yuming's voice is soft, just like a little daughter-in-law who is looking forward to the love of her lover whispering to me.
Holding Yuming in her arms, I understand that her mood today will be more likely to fluctuate than any other day, because, after all, she is single again, free and has lost her family
"Forget it, I won't ask you. It's a terrible question I want to take you somewhere
The taxi took us to the South Gate of Xijing ancient city and found the ticket office. I bought two tickets to the wall.
As a result, on the wall of this ancient city, which is almost the only one in the world and is well preserved and repaired, we rode a bicycle for two, wandering among the sparse tourists and local residents in Xijing.
I sit in the front to control the direction, while she sits in the back seat, responsible for occasionally pedaling twice to lighten my burden.
At the beginning, Yuming was a little nervous, holding the handle of the car behind her. Maybe she was worried that my driving skills were not good, so she would throw us both.
Slowly, my skillful car control skills conquered Yuming, she simply let go of the rear handlebars, tightly hugged my waist, put her face on my back, and cried.
Riding to the empty place on the wall, I opened my voice and cried, "ah ~ ~"
MA Yuming also cheerfully cried like me, "Jiang Feng, I like you ~ ~"
"what do you say ~ ~ ~ ~, I can't hear ~ ~" I deliberately teased her, "say it again ~ ~"
"Jiang Feng, I, I like you so much ~ ~"
maybe it's because I'm facing her Ma Yuming is more able to let go. The more she yells, the more excited she is. It seems that she can vent her grievances and sadness by shouting in such a world of "deserted cities with no cars on her own.".
I also cried, "Ma Yuming ~ ~ ~ you are a good girl, and I like you ~ ~"
so she held my two arms harder, and my back was wet with a water mark.
When I stopped, I found that I had been far away. At a glance, there were no people at both ends of the wall.
I pull Yuming to sit on the city wall, back to back, feeling the light rain and the gradually strong night wind.
The air was chilly. It took me a long time to light a cigarette. Then I said with a smile, "Yuming, do you have an old lady with a red hoop on her arm?"
"What do you mean? I haven't seen a single person... "
"Ha ha, that's good!" I took a hard puff of smoke and said, "I'm not afraid of a fine!"
"You! It's just disobeying the rules
Ma Yuming let out a cry, just because we are back to back, so I can't see the expression on her face. But I know that there must be less sadness and more joy on her face at this moment.
My phone rang. I took it out and found that it was my sister-in-law.
"Sister-in-law, what's the matter?" I didn't avoid the rain, so I directly got through and asked, "I haven't called for several days. Have you forgotten me?"
But Hong Lei's voice came out from the phone, "hum, I said Jiang Feng, you have no conscience, you know that you miss your little sister-in-law!"
I was a little confused, and I held my mobile phone in front of me to confirm that it was Qiao Xiaoe's number.
"Hong Lei, what are you doing? This is Xiao e's phone
"Yo, yo, you are a little girl. Look how intimate you are!"
On the phone, in addition to Hong Lei's voice, there was a slightly more powerful female voice giggling.
I know that it must be the two women who deliberately calculated on me. Hong Lei called me from Qiao xiao'e's phone, but she spoke on behalf of them.
I'm helpless. Hong Lei is always competing with me, with my sister-in-law and with herself.
"Come on, come on, what can I do for you?"
"I can't call you if I'm ok?"
Hong Lei was not happy. "I said Jiang Feng, do you still have a masculine taste? Don't you know that men should take the initiative to call women? "
"I I'm not busy
"Come on, no matter how busy you are, I can't believe that I don't even have a few minutes to call!"
I'm speechless.
In fact, I admit that Hong Lei is right. I'm not a phone person.
When I was in T City, I took the initiative to call my family far less than my parents and sisters used to call me. Now that I have been in Xijing for more than a month, it seems that I seldom call sister Ru, Yanran and laocai to say hello.
With some apologies, I said softly, "Hong Lei, you're right. I'll pay attention next time!""Why?" Hong Lei's voice made a fuss, "brother, when did you become so good at speaking?"
I asked her, "when can't I talk? Whenever it's not what you Hong Lei said, I'll have to listen and do it. "
"Is it?" Hong Lei asked, but she was silent.
"Hey, hey, talk to me. What's the matter with me? It's OK. I'll hang up! "
Hong Lei's voice sobbed a little, "brother, people, people just miss you. Do you know? My sister and I miss you... "
She no longer talks, hang up the phone, put down the other end of the phone, holding the phone at a loss, at a loss.
Ma Yuming jumped down from the inner side of the wall crenels and turned to my side, facing my four eyes.
She leaned forward, put her body between my legs and put her hand around my neck, "Jiang Feng, who was that? Do you have a girlfriend? Like yesterday you said you were alone... "
With a sigh, I didn't know how to answer her.
If it's just Hong Lei, I can deny it, because I never promised Hong Lei to be my girlfriend.
However, there is another Qiao xiao'e. she is not my girlfriend, but she is my Jiang Feng's woman.
"Not really, but we are very tangled." I answered an ambiguous sentence, which actually reflected the extremely complicated relationship between Hong Lei and Qiao Xiaoe.
After a moment of silence, Ma Yuming finally said, "Jiang Feng, can you tell me about your emotional journey? At least I have the right to know your current emotional situation, don't I? "
I was staring at each other and didn't want to say it.
Just think of today Ma Yuming just solo, her mood is completely because of my existence, so just barely in a state of no collapse, even can do forced smile.
If I refuse her or give her a little color, maybe Ma Yuming will feel more helpless and helpless, resulting in a huge gap in her heart. Maybe something unexpected bad will happen.
The night wind is chilly, I stretch out my hand to hold her tightly, and use my warm body to block the desolate impact for her.
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