I am speechless, especially, today I have met too many speechless moments!
Through thinking about the abnormal love between Xiang Minhua and her adoptive father, I realized again that in fact, everyone's psychology can't be 100% healthy, there will always be such and such defects or even deformities!
The only difference is that most people are bound by life, work, ethics and thinking inertia, and behave normally all their lives, while a few people are not bound, so they indulge themselves and finally make actions that are unreasonable and against the common customs in the eyes of others.
Just like a lot of diseases are hidden in almost everyone's body, but some people get sick, some people do not.
"Well, team Jiang, you may not believe it. That time, it was the only time we opened a room in the name of husband and wife You know, a place like the county town is not as strict as T city. It's big at night, and it's not so strict... "
I am silent, but my mood has been completely affected by Xiang Minhua's story. I don't even know whether I should reprimand her or sympathize with her.
I just want to say, paralyzed, this dog day life!
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"Later, my stomach showed signs of swelling day by day. Although I was a little scared, I always felt very happy! I teach, help him run the store, do housework, and even more than ever take the initiative to buy vegetables and cook! I don't expect to be taken care of by my parents in law like other pregnant women. I don't care. What I want is to be with him, live together and grow old together! "
Xiang Minhua's eyes were a little dazed, some dull, some sour, and he continued to say, "but he began to become more and more worried about gain and loss, and he was in a constant state of anxiety in his mind."
I sigh, and I have realized that the story behind Xiang Minhua will become more and more desolate, but I can't help her to kill the sadness that has existed in her life.
"Team Jiang, if that's all, it's all right!"
Xiang Minhua said with a bitter smile, "I've thought about it for a long time. When I can't hide the change of my body shape, I'll take a long vacation and go to another city to give birth to my child alone. After a year or two, I'll come back and say I'm married and divorced! In this way, even if some people in the countryside doubt it, they don't have any certificates. In the end, there will be more gossip Team Jiang, when I was in University, I worked hard to earn money. I had been a salesman, a tutor, and even applied for a small auto show as a car model I have a little bit of savings, enough to have a baby! "
Hearing this, I can't keep my head clear.
I can't imagine what a patient and persistent woman Xiang Minhua should be. She is very young, but she has already arranged her life in the next few years and even her whole life when she goes to university!
God!
At this moment, I can't help admiring her!
This kind of woman, don't mention me, I'm afraid most people are hard to meet in life, or even heard of.
"Ah, team Jiang, but I still can't count on it. There's something wrong with this point of view!"
Xiang Minhua's face suddenly becomes extremely ferocious and full of malice.
"He Well, I finally know why he has been depressed for so many years! It turns out that he once had a relationship and even had a child
I've already heard it, and my reaction has become unconstrained and illogical with Xiang Minhua's story.
What's more, her life has been divorced from secular understanding and social normal track, and my thoughts may only be divergent, so I can't find the focus for a while.
"With children? This is also Is that ok? The child... " My mind flashed, "is that Xi Yang?"
Ma De, I don't know where my inference comes from. Anyway, I think of this case. After listening to it for a long time, I still can't understand why Xiang Minhua said so much, but it didn't involve Xi Yang.
Therefore, I think Xi Yang is probably the daughter of Xiang Minhua's adoptive father. Otherwise, where do they get the hatred and connection?
However, I was wrong again, just as I didn't expect Xiang Minhua to have an affair with her adoptive father.
She shook her head. "No, it's not Chi Yang!"
"Team Jiang, just as I was about to leave the village and go to the nearby city to recuperate for a period of time, one day, he suddenly received a strange phone call. I watched with my own eyes. His face turned pale and gray, and even staggered. He could only stand by the table."
"Bad news? Is it His former lover is coming back with his children? "
I don't know how to ask, because I can't infer all kinds of abnormal experiences that happened to Xiang Minhua according to common sense.
"Yes, it's not good news! But Well, how can I say that his ex girlfriend has passed away, and his child, who was just a few years younger than me, was also his daughter... "
"Oh..." I nodded, more and more feel that the daughter should be Xi Yang.
"Only at that time, his daughter was ill. She was seriously ill!"
Xiang Minhua looked at me, eyes blurred, "hematopoietic stem cell malignant clonal disease, commonly known as leukemia!"My body, as she said this, could not help but fight a cold war.
Wori!
Is this man, this family, a traitor in the past? Why have you been so damned and suffered so much in this life?
I can't imagine how the poor man, who was already haggard, insisted on not falling down at the moment when he learned that his own daughter was suffering from leukemia, so that he still faced many hardships in the following years!
Paralyzed, by comparison, the injustice that our Jiang family has suffered is really nothing, and my so-called grievance and depression because of my love for children are just the troubles of happiness!
God, how unfair!
"Well, fortunately, her leukemia belongs to the type that can be cured by bone marrow stem cell transplantation. It's not the most dangerous and helpless one. Therefore, as long as we can find a bone marrow provider who can match successfully, his daughter's life will have a great chance to recover! "
Immediately, I seem to want to know something clearly, and unconsciously asked Xiang Minhua, "so, all hope is placed on the child in your stomach?"
"Yes
The other side nodded, "team Jiang, you're right this time. He knelt down and begged me, saying that if his bone marrow could not be matched successfully, he hoped that after I gave birth to my child, I could serve as a bone marrow provider to save his daughter and my child's half sister. "
"What did you say? I must have promised him, right? Because you love him so much, you won't break his heart, will you? "
That was my first reaction.
Because I really can't imagine that Xiang Minhua, who loves his adoptive father so much, will say no at the critical moment when he is saving one's life better than building a seven level putu, and hurt the poor man's heart!