Chapter 1007

I sigh, because I don't know how to express my depression at this sad moment besides sighing.

If God is willing to give me a chance to vent, I will blurt out, paralyzed, I Jiangfeng was a weak woman to strong!

Just looking at Fang Ya crying in the cold wind, I was really ruthless and resentful.

Can I just accept her request? And then on a dreary and cold autumn night in T City, holding a girl who was only my colleague an hour and a half ago on the street, kissing?

And her first kiss in fangya's real sense should not have given me Jiang Feng in this way!

I forced hard, while fangya hid in my arms, with tears in her eyes.

So, no one noticed that here, under such a street lamp, she and I are performing a sad drama of men's silence and women's tears

For a long time, I was cruel, soft voice but firmly answer each other, "Ya, I can accept this call, but I can't promise..."

"Jiang Feng, you don't want to kiss me, do you? You think we are inferior, don't you? "

"No, I don't mean that. I just don't think I'm worthy of you. I don't deserve such precious, precious..."

I can't go on, I can't express my mind at the moment.

"What about her, Hao ru?"

Fang Ya raised her head, released her arms around me, turned to hold my face, which was already twisted and cold, and asked me, "you are worthy of her, aren't you? Jiang Feng, why are you so insincere? What are you doing? "

I wry smile, "Ru elder sister's situation and you are not the same..."

"Yes? Why is it different, you say! "

"She, she is single, with a child alone, she is very poor..."

"Mean, hypocritical!"

Fang Ya scolded me, but still held my face tightly, "is she poor? You just went to her bed because you were pathetic? Jiang Feng, please tell me, do you love Hao ru? If you love her, then you shouldn't use the word "pitiful" to make excuses. If you don't love her, then you are playing with women, playing with women, you know! "

However, she was so depressed that she didn't understand what she said.

So I said, "yes, I am aihaoru!"

"Then you, you Jiang Feng, can you treat me like you did to Hao ru? "

Fang Ya's eyes began to sparkle, and her expression and tone became obviously warm. "You say, Fang Ya is still the daughter of Huang Hua, I'm better than Hao ru I will not be worse than her, no matter what, even in bed, I can make you comfortable I, if I can't, you can teach me... "

I, simply, I am almost driven out of mental illness by fangya's crazy words and her crazy actions at the moment!

I don't want to admit it, but I have to doubt that this evening's fangya is abnormal, is it sudden epilepsy?

Not daring to comfort each other, I pushed Fang Ya away and said coldly, "yes, I just love Hao Ru. She can't compare with you. She's married and has children. She's not even young and beautiful, but I just love her and like her! Fang ya, wake up. I don't know what happened to you tonight. But I have to tell you that I don't have that feeling for you. I don't like you and I can't fall in love with you! "

"Wow ~ ~"

my words made Fang Ya cry, her face gray and heartbroken. Tears rolled down her two beautiful deep eyes with some Western characteristics, and then fell on her face again.

I want to help her wipe away the tears. I can't help but reach out my hand. But I pause a few centimeters away from Fang Ya's pretty face. It seems that there is an invisible gas wall there, which will stop me

"Jiang Feng, how can you be so cruel? Sobbing I, I... " Fang Ya could hardly say a complete word.

I can't help it any longer. I finally put my hand in her arms and sighed, "silly girl, what are you doing? How can we be together? Hello and I, in addition to delay you, it is impossible to bring you any benefits! My Jiangfeng family is ordinary, and my parents are still in my hometown in Northwest China I can't afford to buy a house in T City, and I almost couldn't stay in this international metropolis And I have a bad temper, and I don't have any strong help in my official career. Even I'm not sure whether I will work in Shashan female prison in the future Well, what do you want me to say to you? What can you get if you follow me? "

I think Fang Ya should be able to listen to it, but the result makes me even more helpless - Fang Ya suddenly raised her face from my chest, hung crystal clear but already cold tears and said to me, "Jiang Feng, I don't care, I don't want to hear so much! I am very clear about your situation I'm going to ask you a question now. If you want me or kiss me, you can choose one! "

"What if I don't choose any of them?"

"None..."

Fang Ya let go of me, and laughed miserably and sadly, "yes, Jiang Feng, you can choose none. I'm a weak woman, a little woman, and I can't force you But can I hurt myself? I, I will make you regret itWith these words, fangya turned and began to run to the distance.

I want to catch up, but my feet seem to be nailed to the ground.

Gradually, fangya's slim figure is about to disappear in the dark, but she suddenly becomes paralyzed, just like the slow motion movie playing, withering to the ground

I stayed, and then ran forward with numbness in my feet, shouting, "Fang ya, Fang Ya, what are you doing? What's the matter with you? "

Dozens of meters away, I ran out of breath, my heart is like a fire, I don't know what happened to fangya!

Bending over to hold her, I was shocked to find that Fang Ya was in a state of delirium. If she hadn't been able to half open her eyes to see me, I would have thought she was in a coma.

"Ya ~ ~" I called, tears can't help flowing out, "what are you doing, you, you..."

"Medicine Medicine, give me medicine... "

"What did you say? What medicine? Where is it? "

I don't care about a lot of things. I put my hand in fangya's pocket and in Kun's bag.

"No, not on me In my house, in In the little white bottle at the head of my bed. "

With these words, Fang Ya tilted her head and fell into my arms

At this time, I don't know which damned guy should disturb the residents in the middle of the night, playing music in the room.

Holding Fang ya, she ran to the place she told me on the phone, but the song was melodious and could not stop it from invading the eardrum.

I can tell that it's Wang Leehom's song, "what you don't know"!

So, in this damned but beautiful sad song, my steps are flying, but tears are falling