Chapter 1021

Name:My alternative life Author:Rings
The sudden depression and anger made me feel very bad. I pointed to tan Jingjing and said angrily, "I've tried to tell myself to forget it these days. I'll solve my own problems! Now it's good. I didn't ask for you, but you took the initiative to send it to me! "

The other party was startled by my anger. He shrank back and hid in the sofa, trembling.

I'm even more angry, "what, now you know you're afraid, you know you're ashamed? Tan Jingjing, when you left those notes at that time, did you think about how much disaster you caused to my feelings and my life? You step on the horse, I I really want to smoke you. "

Raising my hand, I finally put it down again. I was in a complicated and depressed mood, so I lit a cigarette and began to smoke.

Tan Jingjing was stunned for a while, and began to sob for some reason. "Mr. Jiang, please, please forgive me, will you? I didn't mean to. I I don't want to hurt you. "

"Don't want to hurt?" I sneer, and did not feel any pity for her fox tears, "that night I have told you very clearly, I have no idea of you, no interest, your attention should not fall on me! Tan Jingjing, there are so many good men in the world waiting for you to explore. Why do you always stare at me when you have nothing to do? That's not bullshit! "

"I..." She cried again, sobbing, "Mr. Jiang, I just want to express my love for you. How could I expect you to show this note to your girlfriend? Sobbing I thought you would get rid of it. I didn't think you were stupid enough to show her! "

I'm angry, sister. It's clear that you tan Jingjing is a disaster and the source of evil. As a result, you make a whole mess. In the end, you blame me, Jiang Feng. What's so special? Is there any justice!

"Tan Jingjing, you're trying to be reasonable, you know?! Oh, according to you, it's OK for you to write me a love letter, it's OK for you to pester me, even I'll sleep with you That's OK, as long as she doesn't know, right? "

"Yes

Unexpectedly, when the words were all about this, Tan Jingjing's attitude was still very tough. She was unrepentant and said, "if the other party doesn't know, there will be no harm. Is it wrong?"

"You..." I was so angry that I shivered, "you, I can't talk to you. It's unreasonable!"

With that, I stood up and snuffed out the cigarette I had just smoked two mouthfuls. Turning around, I was about to walk into the revolving restaurant. Tan Jingjing immediately reached out to stop me and cried, "Mr. Jiang, you are not allowed to go!"

"Why can't you go?" I started to clench my fists, and I could hardly bear it.

"Jiang Feng, I know your name is Jiang Feng! I just want to ask you a word, please tell me, what is pain? OK, you don't have to answer first. Let me say... "

Seeing that I had to leave, Tan Jingjing was so anxious that she could not even shed tears. She was obviously afraid that I would go away and ignore her.

"Jiang Feng, well, how dare you tell your lover everything? How dare you say that you didn't cheat her or hide from her? Even if you dare to say that you have never lied to your close relatives or your parents? Then you answer me, why do you cheat her at other times and other things, and I just wrote you a few notes, but you have to tell her, and say what I made a mess of your life? Tell me, do you dare to tell the truth with your conscience? "

I

I want to refute her, but suddenly I find that Tan Jingjing's strong argument seems to have stopped me.

I really can't say I didn't cheat Lan Lan, at least, I have a lot of things to hide from her.

Those women, Hong Lei, Chenhui, Qiao Xiaoe, Yan Ran, even Ma Yuming and Kongshan late autumn And I have a close relationship, no matter whether there has been a negative distance game, I always feel guilty to LAN LAN.

Maybe Lan Lan didn't ask me because she didn't know the existence of some women, or she had faced Chenhui and Honglei, and knew that their relationship with me was extraordinary, but she deceived herself and didn't want to get a sad answer from me

Therefore, in the face of Tan Jingjing's query, I have nothing to say.

Because her rebuke poked my painful foot, and made me realize that I was so unbearable and full of appearance.

"Jiang Feng, you say, you answer me!"

Seeing that I was in a daze, Tan Jingjing was worried, "am I wrong? Did you lie to her? It's nothing to you like the other men? You're cheating on yourself physically or emotionally, but you're saying in front of me, "it's all a few notes."! Jiang Feng, you, you have no conscience

"Enough!"

I had a haze on my face. "What are you talking about? What do you know! Tan Jingjing, bite others out of thin air. Do you think it's interesting? "

"Cut!"

It seems to hear my argument is so pale, Tan Jingjing scornfully scolded me, "Jiang Feng, come on, you men have a virtue, the family flower does not have the fragrance of wild flowers, eating the bowl, looking at the pot, you and he, you are the same, stinky man, dead man, son of a bitch!"

All of a sudden, she was excited. It seemed that it was not me who was angry just now, but her. It seemed that the person who was hurt by this incident changed her into Tan Jingjing."You're out of your mind I became angry because of my emotional impertinence, so I couldn't find the place from the language, and the rebuke seemed so weak.

"Yes, I'm crazy! I've been crazy for a long time. I want to die on my horse! "

Tan Jingjing began to become hysterical and yelled at me, "Jiang Feng, do you dare to do it or not, you are so seedless, you are not a big man, you..."

I was scolded silly by her, I really can't stand the atmosphere here, and I'm worried that if someone comes out to see this scene, I want to walk away from her.

The other party hugged me, put his face on my back and cried, "Jiang Feng, why do you want to tell her? He, my ex husband, why does he want me to know about him? Wuwuwuwu ~ ~ ~ I don't know. I don't know. Isn't it good? I live my life, I don't want too much Even if I can guess that he is spending all his time looking for women outside, it's not true if he doesn't see it with his own eyes. I can pretend to be stupid, and I can choose to hide in the snail shell to protect myself, so that I won't be hurt, do you think? "

I was so stiff that I couldn't answer her question.

In a trance, I seem to understand why Tan Jingjing would say, "if you don't know, it's not hurt." why does she hold such a view? Because, in fact, she is a poor victim and an unfortunate woman

With these thoughts in mind, I was touched by her somewhere in the bottom of my heart and felt very sad. My resentment towards Tan Jingjing also began to weaken. I felt that she was really pitiful. This kind of angry and abnormal psychology was actually hurt by life.

However, even if I can understand each other, I can't avoid what Tan Jingjing said. Then I feel that I have been fucked by life, and I have been fucked all the time.