I stare at Chen Qian with tenderness in my eyes.
"Sister Qian, I want to do two things today. I hope you can promise me both!"
"Well, go ahead."
Chen Qian's voice was so weak that she could hardly hear her clearly.
"Qianjie, first of all, I want to know why you treat me so well that you are better than all the other women around me? I want to know the answer
Chen Qian raised her head and looked at me in seclusion. She didn't speak for several minutes. At last, she said, "what's another wish? What is it? "
"Another..."
I laughed, "sister Qian, you answer my question first, and then I can say another wish."
"This Do you have to know? "
"Yes, certainly." I don't have any hesitation, because this idea has been in my heart for a long time, I really don't understand, I need to get the answer.
"Because..."
Chen Qian broke away from me, went to the sofa in the living room of the hotel suite, sat down and asked me, "Xiao Feng, if I told you, what if you don't believe me?"
"How can I not believe it?"
I came over and sat down on the sofa opposite Chen Qian, "sister Qian, no matter what you say, I will believe it!"
With a sigh, I said, "sister, in this world, if there are only a few people I choose who won't cheat me and don't ask for anything in return, you Chen Qian will be in the top! In addition to parents, maybe it's sister Qian. "
As I said this, I felt a little uncomfortable.
Such a good woman, but I have been ignoring her feelings!
I'm not really a thing. I'm good with LAN LAN. I accept Mo Zhi dance, and I have Hao Ru, Xiao e's sister-in-law, Ying Jie A woman appeared in my life, none of them knew me as early as Chen Qian!
Maybe Lan Lan is an exception, but when I met her, she sat behind my interviewer. Strictly speaking, we didn't say a word. We didn't know each other.
Seeing that I was emotional, Chen Qian began to wipe her tears and soon burst into tears.
I'm scared. I don't know why I let Qianjie become like this when I ask such a question.
But I don't know what to say, and I don't know how to persuade her. I can only smoke one by one, or send the tissue paper to her hand one by one.
After a few minutes, Qianjie dried her tears and asked me, "Xiao Feng, do you believe there is reincarnation in this world? Or, is there a soul
I'm stunned. I don't know what sister Qian means by saying these words.
"Xiao Feng You may wonder why I have been so good to you since I first saw you, unconditional good, right? "
I hum a, the mood is more and more nervous.
"Because I've been married
"What?"
I'm surprised!
In my impression, even if I occasionally went to Qianjie's house in Donghe County, including the first time I ate braised rabbit head with Cheng Yaoxin and Xiaoqin, and stayed in Qianjie's house, I didn't find any man's breath in that house.
Moreover, we in the Shashan women's prison have never heard anyone say that Chen Qian has become a family, even without any gossip
I always thought Qianjie was single and never married.
"You're surprised, aren't you? That's right. I believe everyone in Shashan female prison will be as surprised as you when they hear that I'm getting married. "
Chen Qian's expression became more and more bleak. She said with a bitter smile, "Xiao Feng, I had a lover I loved when I was in college At that time, the sky was so blue, the clouds were so white, and even the stars at night were so brilliant We have been in love for more than three years and are going to get married as soon as we graduate from college. "
Then, I suddenly feel like my chest is blocked with a mass of cotton, breathless
It turns out that Chen Qian, who is deeply in love with me, actually has a lover. According to her tone, she and that male classmate are very deeply in love, and they have reached the point of marriage.
I can't say why. Maybe it's my selfishness. I feel as if I suddenly lost something very precious and of far-reaching significance to me. But what is it? I don't know
Seeing my ugly face, Chen Qian stood up and walked to me, gently sat down on the armrest of the single sofa and held my head in her arms.
"Xiao Feng, one of the things I regret most in my life is that I didn't give myself to him, but let him die with this kind of eternal regret..."
My nerves are tight, my muscles are as stiff as granite, and I can't say what I feel.
"Xiao Feng, but things in the world are so unpredictable and cruel Well, on November of that year, we got the marriage certificate and planned to hold the wedding in the new year, but... "
Chen Qian couldn't speak any more. She held me and cried like a tearful person.
Backhand, I hold Qianjie tightly, I really want to persuade her, but what can I say? How can I say?This scene is similar to that of Yingjie and Chenhui. One is that her boyfriend, who has been in love for eight years, is in an air crash in front of her. The other is because of a car accident
Is Chen Qian the third?
I feel bad in my heart, but I feel even more creepy in my mood.
It is said that the happiness of happy families is similar, but the suffering of people is different.
But why are the women I met so similar?
At least, the experiences of Yingjie and Chenhui are similar.
I couldn't stand it. I bit my back teeth and asked, "sister Qian, is that him, that big brother, what disaster has he encountered? Dead? "
In silence and crying, Chen Qian finally spoke again and answered me, "I don't know if this is a disaster Xiao Feng, so I said, "you may not believe it."
"Say it, don't be afraid. I'm here!"
This kind of meaningless comfort doesn't work, but I can only say so.
"I came from a university with him, but our major was different. Later, I joined the work, and I was assigned to the judicial system. He went to I can't tell you, even I'm not very clear. It's a very mysterious department. "
"Oh..." I think the most mysterious department in China is national security. Is there anything more mysterious?
But I didn't ask him where he was going, I just said, "then what?"
"Then, during the political trial, we were able to keep in touch at the beginning, but we seldom met each other."
My heart sank and I asked, "don't you really want him to work in a place like this? Why don't you persuade him? "
"I My opinion is useless. " Chen Qian said with a bitter smile, "I told him that he would not change his job, but he said that this is the career he pursued all his life. He will not give up, nor can he give up. I hope I can understand him and support him!"
Deep sigh, I know, next Chen Qian should tell me what happened later, but that kind of idea is very bad, according to her, the man that Qian Jie once loved, should not be in the world