Chapter 46

Lying in bed, I'm not sleepy. Tonight, the content of the conversation with Fu Sheng Ruo Meng is playing repeatedly in my mind like a movie, and I think of what she talked to me recently, which arouses my deep thinking

The more I think about it, the more I can't sleep. I think of Dong'Er again. I can't help feeling numb.

Tossed for a long time, simply do not sleep, put on a sportswear, go out for morning exercise.

I went downstairs to run, and soon ran to the beach of Xinghai Bay. In winter, the beach was very quiet. The sea seemed to be frozen, and the roaring waves were lost. There were very few people doing morning exercises on the beach.

I strolled to a row of small pine woods on the edge of the beach. I was interested in practicing martial arts. I used my skills and began to practice Sanda in the woods. I made a few strange roars from time to time, and the leaves of pine trees were falling.

Just as he was practising vigorously, a voice came from behind: "good - great!"

I quickly stop, a look, dizzy, turned out to be autumn Tung. She was wearing a white sportswear, and she was standing less than 10 meters away from me, smiling and watching. She didn't sleep all night. There was no fatigue on her face.

I stood up with my hands down: "good morning, Mr. Qiu --"

"good morning --" Qiu Tong came up to me and said, "I can't see that you are still a good Sanda player. You just played so well! By the way, I didn't see you in the company all day yesterday... "

"I'm practicing and playing I went out on business yesterday. " I stopped for a moment and said, "Mr. Qiu, why are you here?"

At this time, I don't know what happened in the company yesterday, and I can't imagine what consequences it will bring to Qiutong.

"I live nearby. I come here for morning exercises every day. It's my first time to meet you." Qiu Tong said with a smile, "Yi Ke, you just played very well. Let's say something. I'll come here every morning. I'll take you as my teacher. Can you teach me martial arts?"

I shook my head: "no good."

"Why?" Qiutong had some accidents.

"Because..." I hesitated for a moment: "because, I plan to resign from the company today, just met you, so let me tell you first."

"Ah, you're going too?" Qiu Tong blurted out.

I understood the meaning of Qiutong's words in my heart, and pretended to be puzzled and said, "how? Someone in the company just resigned with me? "

Qiutong seemed to realize his blunder just now, and said hastily, "no No I'm just talking about it. "

With that, Qiu Tong's eyes darkened and remained silent for a while, then he said, "isn't it a good job? Why resign? "

"No, everything may not have a reason, do you?"

"Where are you going after you quit? Got a better job? " Qiu Tong said.

I didn't speak. I looked at Qiutong in silence for a while. Suddenly, I felt sad. Then I turned around and left.

After a long walk, I turned around and saw Qiutong still standing there in a daze.

I know that the rhetorical question I just asked should have pushed down the question that just surged up in Qiutong's heart. But why is she so dazed at the moment?

After I went to work, I was thinking about how to tell Yunduo about my leaving, but Yunduo told me one thing first.

"Brother, I want to go out for a while and go to the oriental hospital with Zhang Xiaotian." The cloud looked at me and said.

Oriental Hospital is a private hospital, close to the company.

"Are you ill?"

"Do you have to be sick to go to the hospital?" Cloud looked at me: "I'm going to register with Zhang Xiaotian. I'm going to have a physical examination first."

I was a little surprised: "so fast!"

"What's the relationship between fast and slow? It has nothing to do with you anyway, does it?" The cloud looks at me with the sad eyes, and its voice seems to be angry.

I bowed my head for a while and said, "bless you."

"You -" cloud stared at me, speechless, suddenly turned and ran out.

The clouds left in such a hurry that I didn't even have time to tell her that I would resign.

I stood at the office window and saw the clouds running down to the gate of the yard, where a black Passat was parked.

I sighed, turned around and saw Qiutong coming out of the office in a hurry. She looked very serious and didn't know what she was going to do.

I sat in the office for a while, and then went to the finance department to get my salary and commission in November. I made a lot of money this month and got 39800 yuan. This amount of money is enough for a while.

Back to the office, I put my desk in order, wrote a letter of resignation and put it on the cloud desk. Then he stood up, took a final look at the familiar office, and said silently, "goodbye, clouds - I wish you happiness!"

I don't want to invite Yunduo and Zhang Xiaotian to dinner tonight. I'd better not disturb them.

Then I went downstairs, got out of the distribution company and took a taxi to the dormitory.

When I got back to my dormitory, I packed up quickly, and a great sense of sleepiness came up. So I fell down on the bed and decided to sleep before I left. When I woke up, I went to the railway station. I went there whenever I could.In this sleep, I fell into a deep sleep. In my sleep, Donger, who was wearing a red cotton windbreaker, and the tearful clouds and beautiful autumn trees, appeared. They flashed in my dream. My heart was miserable, sore and sad for a while

When I wake up, the corners of my mouth are wet and salty.

When I opened my eyes, I was startled. The cloud was sitting in front of the bed, looking at me attentively, with sadness on his face.

I sat up and said, "cloud, why are you here? When did you come? "

Cloud wiped the tears on his face: "brother, you just dreamt and cried I've been here for a while, and it's five o'clock in the afternoon. "

I looked out the window and it was dark.

I get out of bed: "cloud, you are not to check-up registration today, how do you come here, Zhang Xiaotian?"

"I went for a physical examination, and the result came out in the afternoon."

"That's why I missed the registration. I'm off work."

The cloud nodded.

"I wrote you my resignation, see?"

"Yes," said the cloud calmly, "I know this day will come sooner or later, and it has finally come I don't know if you have left. I come here with the feeling of having a try. The door is open here, and I come in. I'm here to watch you... "

I remember forgetting to close the outside door and the door of my room before going to bed.

"I'm sorry, cloud, I'm leaving. I cherish the time with you. I sincerely wish you and Zhang Xiaotian happiness and love." I said.

"Brother, don't say, don't say I'm sorry, you have nothing to do with me. On the contrary, I should thank you. You gave me too much, but I have nothing to repay you:" the voice of the clouds is very sad: "I know that people have their own aspirations, you can't force, you are the eagle flying in the sky, suitable for galloping freely in the vast world, just by me I can't keep you. I have figured this out. I'm here to see you off. Let's have a last supper together. "

"Let's call you two, Zhang Xiaozi."

"No, he won't come." The cloud shook its head slowly.

"Why?"

"He has something to do tonight:" the cloud looks at me pleadingly: "big brother, let's have a meal together, OK?"

What I think of at this time is Zhang Xiaotian's own jealousy and jealousy, hesitated for a moment, nodded: "OK - let's go out to dinner."

"No, it's here. It's in your dorm," Yunduo said, opening a bag with cooked vegetables she had already bought, and two bottles of yilitqu.

"Elder brother, younger sister, it's easier for you to practice tonight. Don't blame me, elder brother." The clouds said, while they placed the cooked dishes on the table, they opened the Baijiu, and found two cups.

I felt a sense of sadness and sadness in my heart. I sat face to face with the clouds and drank.

Cloud picked up the cup and looked at me, suddenly with a sad smile: "brother, this is from my younger sister. I wish you a smooth life, a smooth work, a good mood and a good health in the future."

With that, Yunduo held the cup in both hands and touched it with me, then drank it with his neck.

My heart a sour, also a dry.

Cloud and I drank cup after cup. Soon, two bottles of wine went down, one and a half bottles. We all had a strong taste of wine, and cloud's face was flushed.

"Brother, can I sing you a song?" The clouds looked at me clearly.

I nodded.

The clouds sang softly.

"The love songs of the grassland drift with the wind, the winding river flows with legends, the yurt in the grassland is fragrant with milk tea, and the elder brother's love on horseback will never change."

The song is long and desolate. Listening attentively, I can't help thinking of the scene of galloping with the clouds on the Horqin grassland

"The people on the grassland have love and hope. The love songs of the grassland drift with the wind. The winding river flows with legends." The voice of the clouds is getting lower and lower, and in the end, it can't be heard. Instead, it is choked and weeping.

My heart is shaking, but I don't know what to say.

After a while, the cloud looked up at me, wiping tears, eyes full of confusion and melancholy.

Cloud slowly stood up, bright eyes looking at me, full of affection: "brother, you are leaving me, maybe, once you leave, we will never meet again. I will cherish our good time together, I will miss those unforgettable days together, I will remember that you said that you like clouds by the grassland River, I will remember that you helped my relatives at night, I will remember that you stepped forward when I was bullied by villains, and I will remember that you helped me make progress step by step in my work. "

I couldn't sit any more, got up, went to the bathroom, wiped my wet eyes, and then went back to the room for convenience.

Cloud at this time is holding a bottle of wine, see me come in, hand shake, wine almost spilled outside.After pouring the wine, cloud raised his glass: "brother, there is the last half bottle of wine, we each have two glasses, come on, drink the first one first." The voice of the cloud was a little empty, and the look on his face seemed strange.