I understood the idea of cloud in my heart, but I was really worried about letting cloud go home by itself, so I said: "you go back by yourself, how can you do it, no matter what!"
Qiu Tong then said: "or, clouds, I accompany you home?"
Cloud shook his head: "total autumn, no, you still have snow to take care of it, I really can, no problem, I'm good now, I'm not so delicate."
The cloud refused Qiu Tong again.
Qiutong pondered, and suddenly a light came up: "well, I think of the most suitable person Yunduo, I asked piggy to accompany you home. She always wanted to go to the grassland. Last time I went to your house with Yike, she was envious. "
Cloud a Leng, looking at us: "you go to my house?"
Qiu Tong said with a smile: "silly girl, you didn't wake up years ago. We were worried about your parents' anxiety. Yike and I went to your house and took the company's new year goods and your year-end bonus and salary together."
The cloud widened its eyes: "Mr. Qiu, I I don't go to work, and my salary and bonus? "
"Of course!" Qiu Tong said as if nothing had happened: "you are still an employee of our company. Of course, there will be these. The big client department is waiting for you to go back to work. Of course, you have to wait until you are fully recovered. Before you are fully recovered, Yike will take charge of the work of your department."
I found that, driven by me, Qiu Tong's level of lying was getting higher and higher, and he was about to leave the school.
Cloud's eyes widened and looked at me: "brother Yi, you You're not leaving? Are you back at work again? "
I nodded: "well I'll go back to work after the Spring Festival. I won't go
The cloud's eyes suddenly burst out of brilliance, but then it went down, nodded and murmured, "OK, ok Don't go, OK
Qiutong looked at the cloud and my expression changes, silent for a moment, and then said to the cloud: "cloud, Yike presides over the work of the big customer department, do you rest assured?"
"Don't worry, of course In fact, "he said Cloud blurted out, and then want to say something, it seems suddenly thought of something, stopped talking.
Autumn Tong keen eyes looking at the clouds, did not continue to ask.
It's settled. Piggy accompanies cloud to go home. Qiutong calls piggy on the spot. Piggy yells happily on the phone.
I give cloud to do the discharge procedures, Qiutong accompany cloud back to the dormitory, I go to the station to buy tickets.
Before leaving hospital, cloud looked at me: "elder brother, I ask you, where do my expenses come from?"
I looked at Qiu Tong standing beside me, laughed and said: "there are Zhang Xiaotian's, as well as those donated by the kind-hearted people of the society."
The cloud looked at Qiutong. Qiutong nodded and then turned his face to me.
Cloud with a dubious expression, followed the autumn Tung.
For Zhang Xiaotian's betrayal, the clouds did not seem to be hit. For the appearance of Haizhu, the cloud seems to have been psychologically prepared and accepted all this with a gloomy but inferiority complex mind.
And Qiutong, although she doesn't speak much, seems to be observing all this with keen eyes. I don't know if she will guess what happened between me and the clouds.
In any case, the cloud finally completely good, my heart's biggest stone fell to the ground, completely relaxed.
I walked out of the hospital with easy steps and went straight to the railway station.
On the way, I recalled my conversation with Yunduo just now, and suddenly found that I didn't have the consciousness to leave Xinghai. According to my idea, I always want to continue to wander. Yunduo's health is not good, so I have no reason to leave. Now Yunduo's health has recovered, so I should have a reason to leave.
However, at the moment, my mind continues to wander, and the idea has disappeared unconsciously. I feel that I should go to work in Qiutong's company and work under Qiutong's leadership.
I don't know when I changed. Maybe it's a subtle process. I don't know why I stop wandering and don't want to leave Xinghai. Why?
I don't know why I really don't know. I still don't dare to think about it.
I don't know why my life is always so tangled? I want to live a natural and unrestrained life, but it is always so difficult. Is it because I am an advanced animal with thoughts and feelings? Isn't everyone? Is my life destined to move forward in the tangle? Or life is the environment in which we live. In fact, most people live very hard. Entanglement is the contradiction in everyone's heart
That evening, I went back to the dormitory of Wanda Plaza. Haizhu was playing with the telescope that Li Shun left me in the living room with great interest.
Before I could return the pistol to Li Shun, I hid it in a safe place. Haizhu couldn't find it.
After a while, Haizhu picked up the telescope, stood on the window of the living room, looked out, and said: "ah - brother, this telescope is very good, I can see things outside very clearly, I can see people in the building behind clearly."I smile, don't speak, sit on the sofa, turn on the TV.
All of a sudden, Haizhu let out a "ah --" and his face turned red. He put down his telescope.
I said: "Zhu, what's the matter?"
Haizhu put the telescope on the tea table. Her face was crimson, and her hands and feet said, "no Nothing. I I went to take a bath
Then Haizhu went to the bedroom.
I picked up the telescope, stood at Haizhu's place, and began to look out. When I saw the eighth floor, I understood why Haizhu's face turned red just now.
It turned out that Cao Li and sun dongkai were doing that in the living room.
I watched their activities. Today is the first day of the lunar new year. These two people are not at home to celebrate the new year with their families. They are running here to do piston sports.
At this time, I felt a little restless and feverish. I put down my telescope, sat back on the sofa and watched the TV screen, but my mind was a little confused.
After a while, Haizhu came out from the bath, wearing a pink cotton Pajama, with loose hair and pink face, which made her look very delicate.
I dare not look at Haizhu. I'm afraid I can't restrain myself.
"Brother - I'm finished, you go to take a bath!" Haizhu trembled and said.
"Well..." I stare at the TV screen and promise.
Haizhu came up to me, sending out a tempting faint fragrance. I don't know whether it's the smell of her bath liquid or the natural body fragrance of her body.
"Brother, do you think my pajamas look good?" Haizhu whispered.
I took a quick glance, then continued to watch TV: "nice, nice!"
"Do you like it?"
"Yes!" My heart is beating fast.
"I bought it for you. If you like it, I'll wear it in this color and style all the time." Haizhu's voice was lower, and her face was a little shy.
I swallowed a few times and didn't speak.
"Brother - I'll go to bed first. You can take a bath I'll put the pajamas away for you. " Haizhu said and turned to the bedroom.
"Well, good!" I turned around and watched Haizhu's graceful posture enter the bedroom.
Haizhu entered the bedroom, gently closed the door, but did not close dead, covered a seam.
After about 10 minutes, I got up to take a bath. When I passed the bedroom, I saw that the light in Haizhu's room had been turned off.
When I passed Haizhu's bedroom after taking a bath, I stopped, kept silent for a while, took a deep breath and went to the guest room
When I turned to leave, I heard a slight sigh in my bedroom
The next morning, I woke up to the sound of jingle in the kitchen and the smell of fried eggs.
I was just about to get up when the door of the guest room was pushed open. Haizhu appeared in front of my bed and looked at me: "brother, big laichong, get up, breakfast is ready."
I got up and went to the bathroom to wash. Toothpaste was already squeezed on my toothbrush.
After washing, Haizhu and I had breakfast together. Haizhu's craftsmanship was good. I couldn't help praising Haizhu.
"Hee hee..." Haizhu said with a smile: "I couldn't do anything before. I just started to learn it recently. Brother, as long as you like it, I will make it for you every day in the future My craft will be better and better in the future. "
I smile, hand scraped under the nose of Haizhu: "yes, a bit of a housewife."
Haizhu was even happier: "I'm not just a housewife. I'm going to be a woman in the kitchen Do you men like such women? "
I said, "well It should be, at least, I like it! "
"Ah - as long as you like!" Haizhu said with a smile.
After breakfast, Haizhu cleared the table and said to me, "brother, where are you going to play today?"
I said, "where do you want to go?"
"I want to go to Happy Valley!" Haizhu said.
"Well, all right, but we have to go to the railway station to see off the clouds first!" I said.
Haizhu nodded and looked at me: "Hmm
I said: "cloud to go home to see her parents, I want to send her back, she resolutely refused, finally piggy sent her back."
Haizhu said, "Yunduo is actually a very smart girl. Don't you understand why she won't let you send her?"
"I understand!" I said.
"In fact, I can't bear to hurt her. I sincerely wish her happiness. However, there are some things I can't do. I know that she loves you. I have felt this since she woke up. However, I also know that you are more affectionate towards her. After all, love can't be forced. It's two-way."
I look at Haizhu.
Haizhu continued: "I love a person, I will pursue him, but I will never cling to him, I will never seize you, that kind of love is boring, brother, although I love you very much, but if you tell me that you love clouds, like clouds better than me, then I will not hesitate to give up, I will complete you, but Yes, the reality is... "I appreciate Haizhu's attitude. When I am with her, my biggest feeling is that there is no pressure.
At this time, I did not think that Haizhu's mentality would eventually help me or drag me into another abyss.
That's what I'm going to say.