"Yes! I didn't expect... " I said.
"I didn't expect To be honest, I didn't think of many things after that deal. " Qiu Tong said: "at the beginning, I had a bad impression on you. I thought you were a little ruffian, dirty and vulgar. My feeling for you at that time was disgust and resentment."
I didn't speak, looking at Qiutong.
"You have gone to Xinghai, to my company to work, lurking in my side, then I didn't find it at that time." Qiu Tong continued: "when I found you, I still feel the same about you. I even want to find a chance to get rid of you. I don't think you are a good person
"However, later, the sudden rise of clouds made me suspect that there were experts around her, and the performance brought by your series of incredible good luck made me doubt you and guess your ability a little.
"To tell you the truth, I don't believe that Yunduo had such strong planning ability at that time. I initially suspect that you were behind the scenes. However, I have no evidence, and Yunduo's mouth is quite strict. However, I can still vaguely feel something from the attitude of Yunduo's eyes to you. At that time, although I began to have a new view of your ability, I was still biased against your character
"Until that time, I was in danger at the seaside at night, and you risked your life to save me. Until then, when you woke up, after Zhang Xiaotian gave up the cloud, you began to take care of the cloud, and even went to Li Shun to do what you didn't want to do for the cloud against his will. I began to have a new understanding of your character."
I watched Qiutong intently.
Qiu Tong continued: "later, after experiencing the golden triangle, the rescue of Xiaoxue in Qingdao, the rebirth of clouds, and a series of marketing plans that I purposely arranged for you, I gradually got to know a brand new you.
"I finally know that, Ike, under your low-key, cold and dull appearance, you actually have a warm, kind and upright heart, which hides outstanding ability and energy. You can pretend to be stupid, you can be cynical, you can control evil with evil, but you can also be enthusiastic to help others, you can also help others, you can also help others, you can also think carefully, you can also plan skillfully, and you can be good at it Innovation, you can also actively absorb new things
"In a word, you are different from you in August last year A man who is honest, kind, enthusiastic, enterprising, open-minded, studious, enterprising and hardworking, a man who is extraordinary and outstanding in his indomitable spirit, that is you.... "
My heart is surging, and I feel a little feverish.
"I don't flatter people, and I don't flatter someone. What I say is what I really think." Qiu Tong said: "now you are so excellent in my eyes. Although I don't know about your past and judge you only by your own experience, I know very clearly that with your ability and talent, I have wronged you. I'm your leader. It's good. But I'm better than you in terms of real ability and comprehensive real ability I don't like you
"One thing I always have doubts about is why you refuse the invitation from outside and are willing to give in to me. I once thought that you were lurking here with some secret instructions from Li Shun in order to spy on me and bring down my work so as to achieve Li Shun's goal
"But now I realize how humble and mean I am. I despise you Now I can probably guess why you are so persistent here that you don't want to find another job. "
My heart is aching.
"Yike, I thank you for your kindness, I thank you for saving my life, I move your affection for me." Qiu Tong continued: "but, yi Ke, do you know that women and men are different. A man may fall in love with another man when he has a woman, but for a woman, it is different. Once a woman gives her heart to a man, she will never accept another man, at least for me
"I appreciate everything about you, but I don't dare to compliment you on your life style or your attitude towards emotion. Of course, I don't mean that if you like other women, it must be evil. Besides, I don't know what's going on between you and Donger's sister However, I sincerely hope that you and Dong'Er will be happy and happy. I sincerely wish you all a happy life. "
I know the meaning of Qiu Tong's words, her heart to other men, can no longer accept me, I know who that man is, that is, the dog shit is also a guest, in the air is also a guest. And I in her eyes, everything is good, is not specific to love, this is not good, she this is a euphemism to refuse me to advise me.
Although I think so, I can't help saying: "well, Qiutong, your heart has been given to boss Li, right? So, no man can walk into your heart, can he? "
I said something cruel, voice just fell, I saw Qiu Tong's body suddenly trembled for a while, eyes with hurt expression, looking at me sadly.
"Yi Ke, you --" Qiu Tong's voice seemed very weak.Hard fan, I really regret it.
"I'm sorry, Qiu Tong, I'm sorry I made a slip of the tongue I said hastily.
Qiutong didn't speak and took two puffs of smoke. Behind the smoke screen, Qiutong's eyes seemed more confused.
After a while, Qiu Tong said, "Yi Ke, I'll tell you my life experience. Do you want to know?"
My heart suddenly beat up, business a little hoarse: "um..."
"I was an orphan, a Korean orphan. I was abandoned on the border, picked up by Chinese border people and sent to an orphanage. Later, when I was growing up, I was supported by a kind couple. They didn't show up, but they kept paying for me until I graduated from college
"After working for several years, I finally met my benefactor and husband. I am grateful and I want to repay them. However, they are already high-ranking government officials. They have no shortage of anything. They only ask me to be their daughter-in-law."
Qiu Tong said bitterly: "to be a man, you have to repay your kindness. I have nothing to repay. Of course, I can't refuse my benefactor's only request. So I agreed. I can only agree I think, speaking of this, you should know that the benefactor's son is Li Shun. "
Although I have heard floating life like a dream tell me her life experience, at this moment, the words from Qiu Tong's mouth, although very brief, still let me extremely shocked, my angina, my eyes ache, my body palpitation
I stare at Qiu Tong's bleak eyes and listen to her clear narration
"Li Shun is the only son of my benefactor. He has been spoiled since he was a child. When he grows up, he is bad. I think you know better than me how bad he is." Qiu Tong continued to say bitterly: "but for me, no matter whether I love Li Shun or not, no matter what kind of emotion I have in my heart, I have no choice. In the face of reality, I can only yield
"My life has been arranged to this stage by fate, I can only go on, can't stay, can't turn back, can't turn People are all fate, and that's my fate Character decides my destiny. Perhaps, my innate character and my experience determine my long-standing character and my unchangeable destiny. No matter how many thoughts I have in my heart and how wronged I feel, I must give in to the arrangement of fate. "
There is fluid in my heart, not tears, but blood.
"Every girl has her own dream of love, and her own prince charming. Although I have obeyed fate, I can deceive my body. I can get lost in my reality, but I can't deceive my heart My body doesn't belong to me, my reality can't fight, but my soul is beyond my control So, I just said that to you Therefore, I realize that a woman's heart can only accommodate a man
"So, I want to say, Yike, I thank you for your kindness to me, but, first, my life experience, my destiny, my reality does not allow me to have any realistic ideas; second, a woman's heart can not accept others at the same time, so do others, so do I; third, you should cherish your reality, cherish the love around you, and grasp the present."
Qiu Tong continued: "Yike, I regard you not only as a colleague, but also as my good friend, very good friend. That's why I will tell you my life experience. To be honest, the only person in the unit who knows my life experience is you, no one but you I've never told anyone But, Ike, we can only be friends. Even the best friends can only be friends forever. "
Qiutong's words are clear, but I can get close to her infinitely, but it will never arrive. There is an insurmountable red line between us.
I breathed a breath, looking at Qiutong: "Qiutong, thank you for your trust in me, thank you for telling me so much, thank you for taking me as your best friend, I am very moved and happy."
Qiu Tong took a sip of coffee and said, "Yi Ke, I have experienced a lot of hardships and vicissitudes in the world. Although my heart is more bitter than this coffee, I still believe that the world is beautiful. Since I believe that there are still many good people, I am still willing to believe that the people I can trust are worthy of my trust I believe I have the right vision for people, whether it's real or virtual. "
I said, "even if A woman's heart to a man, but still can't fight with the reality, right
Qiu Tong's lips bit tightly and bowed his head: "yes, the fate has been arranged. We can't fight."
With that, Qiu Tong raised his head: "I seem to believe that the body and soul can be separated. When the body no longer belongs to one person, the soul will still belong to you. As long as the soul is still yours, then it should be contented. Do you know how many people in this world have lost their souls and are living like walking corpses? It's hard to compare with them "Isn't this happiness?"
I looked at Qiutong muddleheaded, for a while, and said: "that The man you're talking about He Where is it? "Qiu Tong looked at the dim night outside the window for a long time and said, "he It's in the ai