Chapter 300

After playing and roaring, my mood also froze in impulse and excitement.

My brain is misty, some dizzy, in the heart suddenly empty, I this is how? I hit a woman, for the first time in my life, and I was my first love, Dong'Er!

Why do I yell that?

I've endured what happened in the past nine months. I'm going to deceive myself and cover it up with numbness? Is it not that Dong'Er hinted what he wanted to tell me, but I didn't let her say it in the past? Isn't it that I intend to expose the page of the past that I can't recall and tell in anesthesia and chaos?

Since I think so and do so, why can't I help blurting out this sentence at the moment and exposing the scars of the past? Is it true that although I keep trying to let all this pass in my heart, I'm still worried about it in my heart?

I looked at Dong'Er in a daze. After hitting Dong'Er's cheek, my hand stopped in front of my chest and kept shaking.

Looking at Dong'Er's blushed face, thinking about Dong'Er's deep slander on Qiutong just now, and thinking about the words he just yelled at Dong'Er, my heart was painful, bitter, bitter and sad. For a moment, the whole person seemed unconscious.

And Donger's reaction at this time surprised me.

I thought that after being beaten, Dong'Er would start to cry in accordance with the normal plot arrangement, or rush out of the door with a crying face. Although this arrangement is bloody, it is very caring.

However, at this time, after being knocked down on the sofa by my slap, Dong'Er just gave a "ah -" sound, but then stood up again. Instead of crying and covering his painful cheek, he bit his teeth tightly, pursed his lips tightly, and looked at me straight without any evasion.

In her eyes, she was stubborn, fearless, surprised, wronged and heartache, but she was not afraid. The blood red mark on Donger's cheek was very striking in front of my eyes, which made me almost dare not open my eyes.

I don't dare to open my eyes. In fact, I was not stabbed by the bloodstain, but forced by Dong'Er's burning eyes.

I have never seen this kind of look in Dong'Er's eyes. This kind of look reflects Dong'Er's amazing peace and quiet, but it makes my heart feel a little cramped and uneasy. Although I am still angry with Dong'Er, I am almost drowned by Dong'Er's extraordinary calmness.

Donger and I are opposite. The air inside is freezing. We are all silent.

After a while, Dong'Er suddenly snorted and said, "Xiao Ke, I've seen you fight, but it's the first time I've seen you beat a woman. Today, I've seen you for a long time You are a hero and a man. For a woman who has nothing to do with you, you have laid hands on your first girlfriend. "

Dong'Er's words make me feel embarrassed. I hate, hurt, angry and anxious in my heart. When I was about to open my mouth to say something, Dong'Er stretched out his hand: "shut up, don't say anything to me. I don't want to hear it."

Donger's stern eyes and stern tone made me shut my mouth involuntarily.

Dong'Er, with no expression on his face, continued: "you have finally said what you want to say I know that you have been worrying about the past nine months. No matter what you say, you will never get over this

"I remind you to ask me, but you just don't ask, don't ask, your heart has been unable to let go, what are you? Do you think what happened is really what you think it is? You think I'm such a cheap woman?

"I tell you, yi Ke, at any time, don't be too self righteous or too smart. People who are too smart are often stupid It's often sad people. "

Speaking of this, Dong'Er's expression seems to be a little excited. He can't say any more. His chest is undulating violently. There are some bright things in his eyes. It seems that he will shed tears at any time.

I stare at Dong'Er stupidly for a moment. Dong'Er's words are obviously the denial and irony of my self righteous subjective guess about what happened in those nine months.

It seems that she has a huge unspeakable dilemma in her heart. It seems that she wants to tell me, but she doesn't mention it to me because she is not convincing and worried that I don't believe it. It seems that she originally intended to carry on with my misunderstanding, and she didn't want to clarify or explain it. Just because today I slapped, I roared, aroused her resentment and grievance, after I burst out furiously, she calmly erupted.

My brain is a little confused. I don't know what to do or say for a moment. I'm at a loss.

The state when I get along with Donger is different from that when I get along with Yunduo and Haizhu. The character of Yunduo and Haizhu determines that when they are with me, they are almost dominated by me, and they obey and agree with me consciously or unconsciously.

And with Dong'Er, I always listen to Dong'Er for many things. It's a habit all the time. Dong'Er is more stubborn than me at some times. Although she always shows her obedience to me outside, I know it's her intention to give me a big man's face.

However, when only we are together, she is often the leading role. I can't help but become a supporting role.And tonight, I slapped Dong'Er on my own and uncovered the cover of those nine months. In the history of my love with Dong'Er, it was also an unprecedented beast and unprecedented courage.

Dong'Er stopped talking and gasped in his chest.

I know that although her appearance is very calm at the moment, her heart seems to be more excited and angry than I was just now. In addition to excitement and anger, she seems to have a huge grievance and grievance.

Looking at Dong'Er's expression at this time, my heart is scared. This is a scene I have never seen before. If Dong'Er wails at this moment, I feel better. However, her extraordinary calmness and calmness make me feel uneasy.

Although frightened and uneasy, I still refuse to forgive Dong'Er for his slander just now. This is absolutely unacceptable to me. No matter who it is, I can't say that about Qiu Tong. There is no room for compromise on this point.

Although I was unwilling to forgive Dong'Er in my heart, I was stirred up by what Dong'Er said just now. Was that not what I did for the past nine months? Is it true that I mistakenly assumed and arbitrarily determined that I did not dare to face up to the nine months that I did not dare to think about, and that I wronged Dong'Er?

However, if that 9 months is not my imagination, then why don't Donger explain it to me clearly? How to clean up the injustice?

My brain is reincarnated between anger and doubt, and my heart is interwoven between pity and uneasiness.

Looking at the bloody mark on Dong'Er's face, I felt a sense of shame. No matter what, I can't beat a woman. Besides, it's still my own woman.

I went to the bathroom, got a hot towel, came out and handed it to Dong'Er. Dong'Er took it without expression and held it in his hand, but he didn't put it on his face. After weighing it, he seemed to want to estimate the weight of the towel.

Suddenly, Dong'Er's hand was raised, and the hot towel flew out: "poof --" hit the wall, left a wet impression, and then fell on the floor.

Then, Dong'Er gave me a cold look. It was so cold that I was shocked. However, immediately, there was a faint sadness in his eyes

Dong'Er went to the bathroom by himself, and then the sound of water rang out in the bathroom. I think Dong'Er must be washing his face.

After washing his face, Dong'Er went into the bedroom: "Bang --" closed the door and locked it.

I stood still for a while, then sat down, lit a cigarette and began to smoke.

After smoking a cigarette, I heard that there was no movement in the bedroom. I quietly approached the door and put my ear close to the crack of the door. It seemed that I heard a suppressed sob

My heart aches again, more confused. I go back to the sofa and sit down. With a long sigh, I lower my head, grab my hair and tear it

After a long time, I went to the bedroom door and listened close to the crack of the door. For a long time, I didn't hear anything. Donger seemed sleepy.

I felt a little more comfortable and went back to the sofa in the living room and leaned on my back. At this time, sleepiness surged up and I was unconsciously confused on the sofa

In the confusion, Donger's flushed face, sad face and pathetic expression appeared in my mind. Then, Donger's slander and abuse to Qiutong and Qiutong's innocent, kind, tolerant and sincere blessing appeared

My heart is angry, compassionate, confused and ashamed in drowsiness

All of a sudden, a cloud appeared in front of me. She was so pure and beautiful, but she didn't seem to have enough confidence and courage in front of me. She couldn't stand the competition from anyone. She seemed to be willing to look at me in the corner. It seemed that she was very satisfied

My heart is melancholy, melancholy and sighing in an atmosphere of family affection over love

All of a sudden, I saw Haizhu with a face full of panic. In the dark, she was shouting my name and running helplessly. Behind her, there were a group of villains with teeth and claws, evil and funny. They were about to catch Haizhu

"Ah --" I woke up with a sudden excitement. I opened my eyes wide and had a cold war. Looking around, I slowly regained my consciousness and realized that the panic was a dream!

I calmed down my mood a little, and I was stunned for a long time. I didn't know why I had such a nightmare about Haizhu.

Half a day, I stood up, subconsciously went to the bedroom door, suddenly found the bedroom door opened, the light is also on.

But there was no one on the bed, no one under the bed, and the room was empty.

Dong'Er is gone!

My heart a song, look at the time, 2 o'clock in the morning, in the middle of the night, where has Dong'Er gone?

The worry in my heart immediately occupied the absolute advantage. In the middle of the night, a lonely woman was out alone. If something happened, how could it be!

Without thinking, I rushed out and dialed Dong'Er's mobile phone.

However, Dong'Er's mobile phone is off.

I rushed downstairs, all around empty, in the dim street light, occasionally ran past a night owl.