During this period of time, I worked hard during the day, using busy work to relieve my inner troubles, while at night, I was the most lonely and difficult time, often smoking or drinking alone in the room.
Qiutong has been paying close attention to me silently. She often orders meals for me after work and sends them to my dormitory.
Haifeng is very busy during this period of time, but he still takes time to drink and chat with me. Sometimes he calls the cloud together, but the cloud always seems very silent. When I chat with Haifeng, most of them just listen and don't interrupt.
Cloud seems to be frightened by this, often with timid eyes looking at me, like a frightened lamb.
During this period, I haven't seen Haizhu.
I return to my single life again. In the lonely night, I often lose sleep or wake up in the middle of the night, facing the boundless darkness alone, thinking about the past, present and future of Donger and me
From time to time, my heart will flash a feeling that I and Dong'Er are gradually estranged, not the distance, but the heart. I'm afraid of this feeling, even a little bit.
In a flash, more than 20 days later, the time entered July, the weather gradually became hot, but Donger and I still did not feel any heat, Donger did not have any sign of coming back.
This afternoon, I went to Ginza shopping center to do business. When I came out, I happened to meet Dong'Er coming out with big and small bags in his hand. He was in high spirits. Obviously, he just came out after shopping.
"Dong'Er --" I called.
Dong'Er turns around, sees me and stops.
"Xiao Ke -" Dong'Er called out. There seemed to be some surprise and surprise in his voice, but then he regained his light look, and his eyelids drooped: "what do you call me for?"
From the change of Dong'Er's expression at that moment, I can see that Dong'Er is very happy with my sudden appearance. She must miss me very much in her heart.
Having not seen Dong'Er for so many days, I felt quite excited. I reached out and took one of Dong'Er's hands: "Dong'Er, I haven't seen you for many days Are you ok? "
Donger's eyes were red. I took her hand and said softly, "I'm fine. How about you?"
"Me too I don't trust you. I just want you back. " I said.
"Let me come back Have you thought about it? " Dong Er looks up at me.
"Well, no matter what happens, I will never touch you again." I said hastily: "also, regarding the previous matter, I will never again take it to heart, will never again grieve, will never again care."
At this time, because of Dong'Er's letter, although I don't know what the reason is, I have made it clear in my heart that Dong'Er never betrayed our feelings in those nine months, and her body has been innocent for me.
It is because of this judgment that I say this. If Dong'Er is willing to say it, I certainly will not refuse to listen to it, but if she is not willing to mention it, I will not ask.
Dong'Er looked up at me after a moment of meditation: "Xiao Ke, it's OK to let me come back, but you have to promise me one thing -"
I can't guess Dong'Er's intention. Standing in the bustling crowd, the afternoon sun is shining on my eyes. I feel dizzy. I look at Dong'Er: "you say -
"dongdun, I'm going to leave the company with you."
My heart trembled for a while, I am most afraid of Dong Er mention this, but she is this condition.
I stared at Dong'Er, and didn't speak.
Dong Er saw that I didn't speak and continued: "what's good about that broken company? Isn't that the newspaper man? With your ability, in Xinghai, I don't believe you can't find a better job. If you can't find it, I'll find it for you, and I promise to find you a unit with a working environment and a much higher income than now When a tiger falls on the plain and is bullied by a dog, you are a boss, and you are reduced to such a situation. You are willing to watch a woman's eyes all day, but I am not! "
I looked at Dong'Er, still did not speak, Dong'Er now seems to have great ability, can find work for me.
"Although I haven't been in Xinghai for a long time, there are also several dignified people I know now. They are all big business owners. When you go to them, you can ensure that you can be reused. If you get an assistant to the general manager or even the general manager, you don't have to talk about it any more. If you work for a period of time and save some money, you will soon be able to start your own company and do your own business again I'll soon be able to live the way I used to Said Dong'Er.
At this time, I felt a sudden pain in my heart, and I seemed to realize that what Dong'Er said about the dignified tasks that she knew and made friends with included several people.
In the past, when I enjoyed happiness with Dong'Er, I never realized that Dong'Er's pursuit of material desire was so strong. Now, I feel a little frightened by Dong'Er's desire for material and enjoyment.
Is it true to answer that sentence: adversity sees the heart? Can't Donger bear the days of adversity? In just over half a year, Dong'Er's thoughts have changed so much. Is it the cruel reality that has changed Dong'Er, or is it the consciousness in Dong'Er's original thoughts that was just covered by the previous smooth sailing and triumphant singing and dancing?Dong'Er appreciates me and likes me, but she can't stand my present embarrassment and predicament. She seems to have a kind of mind that makes me develop rapidly and prosper. She has always been worried about my work under Qiu Tong.
But, of course, I can't agree to Dong'Er's request. Even if I exclude Li Shun's shadow, his threat to me and his threat to my family, I can't agree, because I can't leave Qiutong.
Today's Qiutong, in a calm and drizzle, hides a huge crisis inside and outside. There are sun dongkai, Cao Li, Zhao Dajian, Cao Teng inside, and Bai Laosan and even wood outside. At this time, the secret fight between Bai Laosan and Li Shun is becoming increasingly intense. Maybe something will start a bloody fight, Qiutong is likely to become an innocent sacrifice Goods or tools used to attack Li Shun, at this time, how can I leave Qiutong?
Of course, in addition to these, the deep feeling of floating life like a dream in my heart, and the complex of not getting Qiutong's personal wisdom but not giving up to leave also play a role.
Also, I can't let the clouds go in my heart. I'm worried that she will be bullied by Zhao Dajian at any time.
"Xiao Ke, what's the matter with you? Promise me, will you? " Dong'Er looks at me with expectant eyes, grabs my hand and shakes it.
I recovered from my meditation, looked at Dong'Er for a while, and then gently said a word: "no -"
when Dong'Er was stunned, then he changed his face, and the corners of his mouth tensed: "say, why?"
"It's hard to say. I can't leave the issuing company, and I can't leave the issuing company!" My voice is not big, but my tone is decisive.
Dong'Er's face became more and more ugly, his voice was a little cold, and he was also disappointed and angry: "if you don't tell me the reason, I know In my opinion, you are fascinated by that woman. No, it's not a woman. There's another one and the cloud! "
I look at Dong er with wide eyes. How did she mention the clouds.
Looking at my face, Dong'Er sneered: "don't think I'm blind, deaf and stupid. I already know that you had an affair with that cloud very early. Yes, when I first came to Xinghai, I was really a fool, blind and deaf. I believe what you say. I thought there was only one Haizhu and you used to have, but now I know, except Haizhu There is also a cloud. This girl looks very honest and upright. She has been with you for a long time
"No wonder I always think there's something wrong with the way she looks at you. Now I have the answer Hum, you are generous enough. The woman you have used will be introduced to your brother Haifeng, and your brother will reciprocate and introduce his sister to you as compensation. "
Don't ask. Dong'Er knows about me and the clouds. It must be Zhang Xiaotian who told Dong'Er.
I looked at Dong'Er: "Dong'Er, you don't know the reason, you don't understand the things."
"I don't know, I don't understand, you know, you know:" Dong Er looked at me tit for tat and said, "Xiao Ke, I tell you, don't think I'm so easy to cheat There is Qiu Tong, who plays with you all day in the name of work. He has a fiance, and he doesn't pay attention to the influence, but also plays with other men's ideas.
"I can remind you that as far as you are in the doldrums, people will not take a fancy to you at all. She is a woman of black boss, and people are rich and powerful. In her eyes, what are you? At most, it's just a tool that can be used. She's just working hard. Don't be sentimental. I feel good
"I also have to remind you that you are playing with her. If the fiance of the black boss knows, you won't know how to die then? The underworld you've offended has been Bai Laosan. I haven't dealt with him there. Don't provoke that Li Shun again. "
I looked at Dong'Er, angry and confused. My voice was a little loud: "Dong'Er, don't look at people with colored glasses like this. Qiu Tong is not the kind of person you think. You don't know her at all There will never be anything between me and her. She has no idea of me at all
"Besides, who worries you about the relationship between me and Bai Laosan? Who asked you to deal with it? What are you doing? You must not get involved in this matter. I will handle it myself. The more you get involved, the worse it will be. Do you know? "
Donger's voice has also increased by a decibel. "I say these things and do them for your own good. If someone offends Bai Laosan, will I care? Why do I care about you? You don't understand? I just want to be good for you, but I didn't expect you -
"besides, I don't want to discuss with you what kind of person Qiu Tong is. The facts will prove everything. Finally, you will wake up, and you will understand when you suffer a loss. She invited us to dinner that day. In name, she wanted to set us up for our good. Hum, in my opinion, only she knew what to do. "
"Shut up When I was angry again, I glared at Dong'Er: "you are really a dog biting LV Dongbin. You don't know a good heart. You don't deserve to be cared about. You treat you well Besides, you are not allowed to interfere in my affairs. You don't need to worry about it! "
"You -" Dong'Er trembled angrily: "who doesn't know a good heart? I think it's you - you look like a bear. You are angry and show your teeth. Do you want to fight again? Hit me again, hit me again!"I feel suffocated to death, but helpless, raised his fist hard hit on his head, heavily roared.