When I finished, Haifeng suddenly realized: "I see Zhang Xiaotian, a dog in margobi, is not a thing at all. He almost killed the cloud, but he left it behind. Seeing that the cloud recovered, he came back to chase the cloud. How can such a dog have such thick skin No, clouds must not follow such people. "
"Cloud has been avoiding him, but Zhang Xiaotian has been pestering!" I said: "when he saw you pursuing the cloud, he naturally thought that it was because of you that the cloud ignored her. He naturally sent his resentment to you, so he hired someone to beat you..."
"Damn it - damn it, damn it, what is it?" Haifeng yelled: "this Zhang Xiaotian is not a thing. He can't be regarded as an individual at all. Damn it, I have to settle with him!"
"You don't have to change. I've taught him a lesson for you. In the future, he won't trouble you any more!" I said.
"But..." Haifeng suddenly remembered something: "but Zhang Xiaotian is not with Dong'Er How could that happen again? "
As soon as my face sank, Haifeng quickly changed his words: "OK, OK, I won't say it, I won't say this..."
I was silent for a while, smoked a cigarette, and then looked at Haifeng: "Haifeng, let me ask you a question!"
Haifeng said, "if you have a fart, let it go!"
"Well, I wonder if you really love clouds?" I said.
"Nonsense, of course it's true!" Haifeng said: "since I met a nail in Qiutong, I have gone from one extreme to another. If the goddess doesn't want me, then I want the most simple, purest and original clouds in the world. Qiutong brings me nobility and elegance, and clouds bring me freshness and warmth. I can't see the traces of worldliness in her. What I see is the most beautiful kindness and kindness in the world Simplicity, this is what I pursue With the clouds, my heart is always purified
I said, "well, since you like clouds so much, would you care about her past?"
"What happened before? What happened before? " Haifeng looked at me: "you said -"
"before..." I hesitated, and then told Haifeng about the emotional entanglement between Yunduo and me after I knew Yunduo, as well as what happened, including the indulgence of Yunduo and I after drinking that night.
Finally, I said: "for the cloud, I always feel very guilty. I regard her as my sister in my heart. Although I have the kind of love between men and women for her, between us, what I treat her more and more is a kind of kinship. This kind of kinship makes me care for her all the time, and also makes her misunderstand. Therefore, there has been a misunderstanding between us I didn't know that I haven't told you about it. I dare not tell you But I must tell you about it, sooner or later
After listening to me, Haifeng was stunned, stunned, stunned, and looked at me straightforwardly, as if he could not believe that what I said was true.
I dare not look into Haifeng's eyes. I drink, smoke and keep silent.
Haifeng was also silent, stupidly stupefied -
for a long time, we were all silent
Suddenly, Haifeng held my chin and raised my head. I saw Haifeng's eyes become fierce.
"Look at me," Haifeng ordered.
I look at Haifeng with some guilty heart.
"Are we brothers?" Haifeng asked me fiercely.
"Yes -" I answered weakly. I was suddenly very ashamed and remorseful. I didn't dare to get rid of Haifeng's hand pinching my chin, though I just needed to shake it away.
"Since he's a brother, that's good," Haifeng said, taking his hand away and holding up his glass: "drink with me --"
then Haifeng took up his glass, took care of himself, dried up, picked up the bottle and poured the wine. His eyes were a little red.
I didn't dare to talk. I worked with Haifeng.
I drank a cup of Haifeng's cup, and I didn't speak. A bottle of Baijiu was quickly dried up by us.
Haifeng doesn't drink much, but he drinks a lot today. At this time, his face is red and his eyes are red.
After the last glass of wine, Haifeng looked at me and hissed, "why didn't you tell me before?"
"I I I'm afraid
"What are you afraid of?" Haifeng stares at me: "son of a bitch, you didn't tell me before, why do you tell me now?"
"Because Because we are brothers, see you really like clouds, I I don't want to hide you... " I said.
"Don't want to hide me..." Haifeng suddenly sighed, staring at me with bloodshot eyes: "do you think I know your previous things, how will I treat the clouds?"
I said, "ask yourself this, I don't know!"
"You don't know? You're lying! You must think that I will give up the cloud, I will ignore the cloud, I will hate you and the cloud, right? " Haifeng is gnashing her teeth.
I bowed my head and kept silent.
"We've been brothers for so many years, you'll know me." Haifeng sighed again: "I told you, what you told me, in a moment, it really shocked me, and it calmed me down However, just now I thought about you and cloud. Before I knew cloud, there was an excuse between you. She loves you. There's nothing wrong with that. You're a better woman than me. I admit"And you, who did that to her, were passive. She, a poor and infatuated silly girl, gave you medicine. You can't control yourself, and I can understand You are close to her. I've felt it for a long time. She has feelings for you. Now I think of her eyes and expression when she looked at you. It's really good It's just that I didn't care and didn't think much about it before. "
I look at Haifeng.
"Now I seem to understand why Yunduo has always been indifferent to my pursuit and doesn't make any active statements. It turns out that her mind has always been on you. Although you have a girlfriend now, her heart is still on you. It's just because of her personality that she has withdrawn and avoided. She seems to have some inferiority and timidity and dare not compete with Donger Haizhu 。” Haifeng had a painful expression in his eyes: "what a good girl, what a kind and pure girl, she is really like a lonely and spotless white cloud on the prairie I pity the lovely clouds
Listening to Haifeng's words, I feel pain in my heart.
"I tell you, although there was something between you and the cloud, and although the cloud has already despaired of you, my heart is still on you. Although the cloud has never expressed any initiative and emotion to me, Haifeng's expression became firm when he looked at me:" but I will never give up the pursuit of the cloud, I will never shrink back, I love you She, I will not care about her past, I still love the cloud without hesitation, I will use my heart and true feelings to move the cloud, move the cloud, shake the cloud, I want to use my real action to warm the cloud's heart that suffered from trauma and cooling, I want to pull the desperate cloud back from you, I want to save her heart I believe in one sentence - true feelings can shake the world! "
Haifeng's words are sonorous and forceful. Every sentence moves my heart. I think if I were a cloud, I would be moved to the embrace of Haifeng when I hear Haifeng's confession here.
Of course, at the moment, I can't fall into the arms of Haifeng. I'm not a basic friend.
Of course, even if I put in, Haifeng will not hold me.
"I know that Yunduo has not accepted my love all the time. Maybe it's also because of what happened to her and you. She has some inferiority complex, some timidity and some guilty feelings in her heart. Maybe she feels that she will be ashamed of me..."
Haifeng also self righteous analysis: "if it is really like this, it will be easy to do, I will use my sincere love to melt the ice and snow in the clouds, let her despair cool heart recovery, let her find the lost love and true feelings."
I feel a little comfort in my heart, secretly blessing Haifeng, blessing Haifeng and clouds.
"Haifeng, you are better than me in love I'm not as good as you... " I said.
"I'm better than you? Of course I'm better than you Haifeng stares at me: "son of a bitch, I tell you, from now on, you should treat Haizhu well and love Haizhu well. If you dare to be half hearted, I'll snap the things below you --"
with that, Haifeng does a scissors action, and I'm so scared that I can't help but reach out and cover my crotch.
Then Haifeng said drunkenly, "what is the true meaning of love? The essence of love is to be able to give everything for each other, which has nothing to do with wealth, appearance and status, and nothing to do with the past, let alone the past If you really love someone, you should include her present and past, and be responsible for her future
"Love can't hurt or give to anyone. The hurt in front of you is more serious than the hurt behind you. Unintentional involvement is more painful than intentional involvement You Your experience in this field is more than mine. I admire you. I'm not as good as you
"But I know that I love cloud. Since I love her, I will tolerate her, including the past I love her pure and beautiful heart, her kind heart, her simple character and her excellent quality Love a person's inner, far more than her experience and appearance
I said, "I hope you succeed."
"Of course, I will succeed. One day, I will touch the clouds with my true feelings. One day, the clouds will accept their love and fall in love with me..." Haifeng said: "for this day, I can wait, I will wait until the clouds really accept me from the heart and fall in love with me..."
I feel happy for the clouds from my heart and wish for Haifeng and the clouds.
After dinner with Haifeng, I sent Haifeng back, and then went back to my dormitory. After talking so much with Haifeng today, it seems that I put down a stone in my heart, a stone that has been pressing on my heart, and feel a little relaxed.
After watching TV for a while, I thought about Duan Xianglong again, so I started to call Lao Qin.
"Lao Qin, where are you?"
"Ningzhou!" Lao Qin's low voice came from the phone: "wait a minute, don't hang up --"
after a while, Lao Qin's voice relaxed: "OK, go ahead, there were people around me just now I came out What's the matter? "
"I want to know what happened to Duan Xianglong recently!" I said.
"Oh, he has been cooperating with the casinos recently, and the cooperation is good. He has drawn a lot of big bosses to gamble here, which has brought a lot of benefits to the casinos. He can't change his own gambling style, and he often gambles a few." Lao Qin said."Oh, how much did he get?"
"Of course, there are many. The boss gives him a proportional Commission. All the money that the boss loses has his share. However, this guy gambles a lot, and almost all the money that he shares is lost by him." "It seems that he asked his boss to increase the share some time ago, but the boss didn't agree with him. He seems very dissatisfied in private," said Lao Qin
"Oh, how's his company?"
"It's not bad. It's mainly for domestic sales. The volume of foreign trade has decreased." Lao Qin said.
"Well Have you found out who he's been with lately? "