Xu Qing continued to say softly: "if you can't turn the past page, don't turn it. If you turn the dust down, you will be lost in your eyes. Some people can't say what's good, but no one can replace them! Those who used to say that they would never separate have already been scattered all over the world. Pick up your mood and go on. " Xu Qing continued: "he is the only man in my life, so far no one can replace him. Maybe no one can replace him in this life. Seeing that he is happy, I am also happy. As long as he lives well, I will rest assured He is good, she is good
"We used to be under the same sky, but now, I've gone to another sky. They have their quiet life. I can't disturb them any more. Everyone's life is predestined in previous life. My life now is predestined, though I'm lonely
"However, when I think of their happy present, I will not taste the loneliness any more. I will find my comfort and peace in the loneliness that will continue in this life. That's it The meeting of this life is fate, is inevitable, the miss of this life is inevitable, is doomed, since it is doomed, why do we have to meet each other It may be good for everyone if we don't see each other. "
In my heart, the waves are surging. I can't help it. My eyes are wet again.
"Xiaoyi, sister Qiutong, I beg you for one thing." Xu Qing said again.
"Sister Xu, you say --" my voice is hoarse.
Qiu Tong also looks at Xu Qing.
"Since we have missed this time, no matter when you see them in the future, don't mention me or my meeting this time." Xu Qing said: "as long as I can see that they are happy, I will be very happy. I don't want to be involved in their life any more. Since they have chosen this kind of life, let them live quietly
"I know that they have seen through the officialdom and the society. For them, the greatest happiness in life is nothing more than ordinary, and the greatest possession in life is nothing more than cherishing. They will cherish their hard won happy life and love, and I will silently bless them and bless them in a distant foreign country In this life, maybe we won't meet again, but in this life, my heart will accompany them silently until forever. "
My tears flowed down again, Qiutong was also full of tears.
"Promise me, will you?" Xu Qing looks at me and Qiutong with pleading eyes.
I nodded, Qiutong also nodded, and then turned to wipe tears.
Xu Qing continued: "before leaving Jianghai, with her and his help, I once opened a foreign language school. After leaving Jianghai and going to Canada, I opened a Chinese school there to absorb local Chinese children to receive Chinese education. The name of the school is Qingfeng school, which is a homonym combination of my name and his
"The school has grown up step by step, and now it has become an education group. To be honest, my achievements today are inseparable from his and her original teaching and guidance. They It's my relatives, my elder brother and sister, my tutor and guide
"Only when I left Jianghai did I really know what true love was, the true meaning of love, and the unforgettable love between them This kind of love, can span time and space, can last forever, can be the end of time, can live and die together, can give their own life and everything
"Over the years, I have been deeply remorse myself for what I did to them. This remorse has been with me, gnawing my heart and nerves every night."
Qiutong and I looked at Xu Qing's pathetic and miserable face and listened to her words. For a moment, we didn't know whether we should be happy or sad.
"Life is fate, encounter is fate, miss is fate, since fate is doomed, then, why force to change it, you say, is not it?" Xu Qing said, trying to smile, with two lines of tears on her face.
Qiutong and I were silent.
"Some people are together now, but they may not be together in the future. Some people may not be together now, but they will be together in the future." Xu Qing said a word.
I heard a shock in my heart, which is exactly the same as what Jiang Feng said on the wine table tonight. Is this their common feeling after going through the ups and downs of love and life? Is this the true feeling of the past?
Xu Qing now looked at me and Qiutong, eyes suddenly issued a strange look, although it is at night, but I still see very clearly.
This kind of eyes and tonight Jiangfeng Liuyue look at me and Qiutong eyes so similar, let my heart not from move.
Qiutong, however, seems to be aware of the strange look in Xu Qing's eyes, and looks at Xu Qing in a dazed way
I looked at the time, 12:30.
"Their train is off." I murmured.
Xu Qing pursed her lips and gazed at the sea: "well Here we go Life every day is a new departure, life every day is a new departure A new day has begun. They are leaving. In a few hours, it's time for me to leave. I'm leaving I'm leaving again Every day, we walk"In life, some people come and go, some go back and forth, some are close at hand, some are far away, some pass by, and some walk all the way. Maybe we meet at the end of some two roads, walk together for some distance, and say goodbye at the next fork.
"In any case, we can't avoid the sadness of ending. Those friends who are far away and close to each other may be too far away or too close to greet each other, but thank you for your company in that part of your life. "
Xu Qing's words made me ponder for a long time.
The bright moon on the sea gradually rose, and the bright moonlight sprinkled on us
After a moment's silence, Xu Qing whispered: "the tide of the spring river is even with the sea level, and the moon on the sea is full of tide. Where is the spring river without moon! The river flows around Fangdian, the moon shines on the flowers, and the forest looks like graupel. There is no dust in the sky, and the moon is lonely in the sky. Who first saw the moon by the river? How can Jiang Yue shine at the beginning of the year? "
I listen attentively. This situation suddenly reminds me of Jiang Feng and Liu Yue who just left
It seems that the song "moonlit night on the Spring River" is specially written for them.
But Xu Qing at the moment melancholy murmurs, I do not know is for whom?
"As the river flows away in spring, the moon falls from the lake to the West.
The slanting moon sinks the sea fog, Jieshi Xiaoxiang infinite road.
I don't know how many people will go back by the moon. The falling moon will shake the trees all over the river. " Xu Qing's voice became smaller and smaller. At last, she couldn't hear anything.
We were all silent.
Qiu Tong silently looked at Xu Qing and the sea, lost in meditation.
"It's getting late. Let's go back." After a while, Xu Qing seemed to wake up from her sleep and said something.
Qiu Tong nodded.
We began to go back, along the way, no one spoke, everyone seems to be thinking about their own mind.
"There is no eternal fate, no eternal life in the world. What we can have may be an ordinary life." Before leaving the beach and breaking up, Xu Qing finally said something, her eyes full of stubborn and strong loneliness and melancholy
Qiu Tong looks at Xu Qing in a dazed way. She doesn't speak. Her eyes seem to be filled with incomparable confusion and loneliness
Back in my room, I thought about what happened tonight, silently savoring every sentence of Jiang Fengliu and Xu Qing, and Pondering over what they said to Qiu Tong and me intentionally or unintentionally. I stayed up all night.
The next day, Xu Qing flew away and returned to the distant foreign country.
For Jiang Feng and Liu Yue, for Xu Qing, I don't know if this is a beautiful miss.
For me, for Qiutong, I don't know what our tomorrow will be like.
Every day in life, tragedies and comedies are repeated, and tragedies and joys are repeated and similar. Everyone in the world is an actor and plays different roles. I don't know which role I belong to in the play. I don't know whether the ending of Qiutong and I is a tragedy or a comedy.
So life goes on, so does love.
Qiutong and I promised Xu Qing that we didn't tell Jiang Feng and Liu Yue about meeting Xu Qing.
At this time, I don't know whether Jiang fengliuyue and Xu Qing will meet again and when they will.
Seeing off Jiang Feng, Liu Yue and Xu Qing, the story of Qiu Tong and I goes on
This trip to Jiangfeng, Liuyue and Xinghai, as well as the unexpected appearance of Xu Qing, has brought me a great impact. I can't help thinking about myself while feeling the impermanence of the world
This kind of thinking brings me, in addition to the chance of life, also makes me seem to have some stable heart from time to time, I am confused with my own lust, and my heart is entangled from time to time.
I don't know what impact this incident has had on Qiutong, whether she is also like me, with waves in her heart, thinking about her own destiny and love future.
Jiang Feng, Liu Yue and Xu Qing are gone. After a gust of wind, it seems that they are gone. However, what they left us seems to never blow away.
They left. Qiutong and I continued our work and life.
At present, the focus of the company's work is still to carry out logistics distribution. Some time ago, Cao Teng and I have done a good job in the early personnel training and planning arrangement, waiting for the replacement of vehicles. Appropriate means of transportation is a very important factor to restrict the development of logistics distribution.
This morning, I was in Qiutong office to report to Qiutong about the recent work arrangement of logistics distribution. Zhao Dajian came in happily.
"Ah - I'm so tired." As soon as Zhao Dajian entered the door, he began to complain. Sitting on the sofa, he wiped his sweat and said, "I've been to several car shops and finally found a suitable one The quality and load of this car meet our standards. I think it's very suitable. "
With that, Zhao Dajian put a brochure on Qiutong's desk: "look at it."
Qiu Tong took it up and looked at it, nodding: "Oh It's good But it seems that the price is not low... ""Good car, naturally, the price should be higher." Zhao Dajian said.
"Well..." Qiu Tong laughed and nodded: "it makes sense."
"So we'll choose this one?" Zhao Dajian stares at Qiu Tong with wide eyes, looking forward and nervous.