Chapter 506

"Give me a fart! Speak Haifeng looks at me.

Half a day later, I slowly shook my head: "Haifeng, it's late I can't get out now Now, I can only go step by step. I have to go to ningzhou tonight. "

"You - you're going to go all the way to the dark and never look back, aren't you?" Haifeng grabbed my collar again, with a fierce expression on his face and red eyes, as if he was going to eat me.

"It's not that I don't want to go back, it's that I can't go back." I said difficultly, "Haifeng, there are some things I can't tell you now. You just need to know that I have great difficulties I know that I have brought shame and anxiety to my parents, Haizhu, you and your parents. But now, if I don't mix with the underworld, it will bring them more anxiety This boat is easy to get on, but hard to get off. For a moment, I can't get off

"But, Haifeng, I'll tell you that I will never do anything that is unreasonable without conscience. I will abide by my bottom line If, if If you think I'm a scum now, and I don't deserve Shanghai Pearl, you You can let Haizhu leave me If If you think you can't convince Haizhu, I I can also take the initiative to leave Haizhu If you think I'm not worthy to be your friend, you can break up with me

"You --" Haifeng stared at me for a long time, suddenly sighed, loosened my collar and sat on the ground powerlessly.

I silently feel out a cigarette, is the point, was Haifeng a grab in the past, the cigarette in his mouth.

I felt out the lighter and lit it for Haifeng. Haifeng took two mouthfuls and coughed twice.

I lit another cigarette and smoked it silently.

It's very quiet around, with salty sea breeze blowing by, I look at the distance, the fisherman is still sitting in the Diaoyutai, the side of the back is also so lonely.

"I despise you!" After a while, Haifeng murmured.

"I despise myself, too!" I said.

"I spurn you!"

"I despise myself, too!"

"I hate you!"

"I hate myself more!"

"You let me down!"

"I know. I'm disappointed in myself, too!"

"You You're an asshole. " Haifeng's voice choked again.

"I I'm a real jerk. " My voice is choking.

"I won't ask you why, but you must abide by what you said just now, and don't do anything harmful to nature!" Haifeng said.

"Well, I stick to my bottom line!"

"You have to live up to Haizhu and protect Haizhu!" Haifeng said.

"I use my life to protect Haizhu!" I said.

Haifeng stood up wobbly and looked at me bitterly and helplessly: "Yike, stand up -"

I stood up and stood in front of Haifeng.

Haifeng clenched his teeth and looked at me. I looked at Haifeng in silence.

Haifeng slowly raised his fist again -

I didn't move.

Haifeng's fist hit me hard on my left cheek.

I'm taking it. I'm shaking a little.

"Well, you have to protect yourself Not just for yourself. " Haifeng's voice choked and his eyes turned red. He turned around and strode to the car. He opened the door and went in. Then he started the car and left.

I stood alone on the rocks by the sea, turned and looked at the unfathomable sea under the cliff. I felt sad. At that moment, I really wanted to jump into the sea.

However, I know that it's useless to jump in, and I can't wash away my sin. I'm already a person with a stain on my back.

Also, I can swim and jump in.

I stood by the sea, in the autumn sea breeze, standing for a long time, for a long time, also thought a lot, a lot

Finally, with a long sigh, I went down the cliff.

Looking at the distant cliff fishing alone in the autumn wind fishing Weng, I slowly walked past.

It's really Lao Li.

Hearing the movement behind him, Lao Li turned to look at me and laughed: "Xiaoyi, you're here."

I nodded silently and sat beside him.

"Yesterday, I thought about what you said for a long time after I went back." Lao Li said.

"What's that?" I said absently, looking at the sea.

"That's what you mean when you don't pay for your kindness." Lao Li said.

My heart moved: "Oh..."

"Although I haven't figured it out yet, I think your words are very reasonable." Holding a fishing rod and looking at the sea, Lao Li said, "of course, it's not so easy to transform one's mind. After all, it's hard to completely change one's mind set that one has developed for decades."

I said, "what's the point of changing or not? Does it matter? ""Maybe it doesn't matter to me But... " Lao Li said half of what he said, but stopped.

I understand the meaning of what he didn't say, and I also know that Lao Li may think I don't know.

After all, I am the only one who knows that Qiutong is going to marry his son in order to repay his kindness.

I don't expect Lao Li to change his mind all at once. It needs a process.

At the same time, even if Lao Li has changed his mindset, there is a more difficult stone to chew down - Lao Li's wife, son of a bitch.

I turned to look at Lao Li: "you must be a person who has experienced the vicissitudes and hardships of the world. You must have a deep understanding of life, human feelings, accidents and emotions Some things, in fact, may not be that you can't figure it out, but that you can't get out of your imprisoned environment and break through the reality you are facing. "

Lao Li looked at me and gave me a generous smile: "young man, you are very thoughtful You think a lot It seems that you can see through my brain. "

I said: "you look at me too high. I know nothing about you and the environment around you I only know now that you are a fisherman I also know that what you mean by fishing is not fish or landscape. I don't know what you mean by fishing. "

Lao Li still looked at me with gentle eyes, but I quickly caught a ray of sharpness in his eyes.

At this time, I suddenly realized that the fisherman in front of me used to be an old public security officer who read countless cases in the police circle. From his hands, I don't know how many crafty and crafty criminals fell under his hands. The people he dealt with were not lack of smart and capable people. For someone like me, playing games with him in front of him was like throwing himself into the net.

Thinking like this, I can't help being surprised and afraid to speak more. I'm afraid that he will see something.

Lao Li said with a smile: "you are a very clever young man It's very similar to my character when I was young. I like you very much Seeing you reminds me of my old days Ah Looking back on the past, the extraordinary years are thick.... "

Lao Li sighed with emotion.

I said cautiously, "how thick are the years?"

"Ha ha Very thick, very thick... " Lao Li laughed and looked at me: "Xiao Yi, I'll give you a word. I don't know if you want to listen?"

"Old master, please give me advice. I'm all ears!" I said.

"If you want to do great things, then, at any time, do not let people see that you are a very smart person, do not deliberately show their own intelligence." Lao Li said: "of course, in front of me, you can show it. I can see it's nothing After all, with my experience, not many people can escape my eyes. "

"I'd like to hear about it!" My heart beat.

Sure enough, old Li Wenhe has a pair of sharp eyes under his generous appearance. He is really a master that can not be ignored. He has been fighting for many years in the officialdom. He knows both plot and plot.

Of course, for me, he doesn't seem to have any malice. I don't have any interest relationship with him. He doesn't need to plot for me. On the contrary, I am a good friend in his lonely second-line life.

Li Lao put down a cigarette and put it into my mouth.

I quickly found out the lighter, lit it for him first, and then lit it for myself.

Lao Li took two puffs and looked at me kindly: "in fact, like your temperament, the temperament I know now, you are very suitable for officialdom Of course, it's unrealistic to say that all those who enter the officialdom are college students. They have to pass the examination. If you don't have a college degree, it's hard to pass those students. "

Lao Li seems to think that it is impossible for me to go to university.

Listening to what Lao Li said, I felt a little relaxed. It seems that Lao Li is not omnipotent. He also has something that he can't see.

"Well..." I nodded: "I am only suitable for mixed workplace, for officialdom those things, I do not understand, also dare not interest."

"In fact, many things in officialdom and workplace are often interlinked, and there is no strict boundary To say the difference, it is more cruel and insidious in officialdom than in the workplace. " "No matter in the workplace or in the officialdom, if you want to be invincible forever, you must be smarter than others, but don't let others know," Lao Li said

I nodded: "well You're right, so I'm not as smart as you. I'll let you know. "

"Ha ha..." Lao Li laughed: "between us It's a couple of old friends It doesn't matter who is smarter between us Is that right? "

I also laughed: "yes!"

Lao Li looked at me and said slowly, "since ancient times, those who have achieved great things should not only understand the subtle knowledge of getting along with others, know well the way of social intercourse, so as to appear in front of others with a popular face and win the opportunities and conditions of active attack, but also know well what will threaten your future and opportunities and make you lose Hang into"To do anything, don't declare at the beginning: I want to prove something to you. I'm smarter than you. I want you to change your mind. This is really a challenge, which will undoubtedly arouse the antipathy of the other party and other people around. In this state, it is impossible to change the other party's point of view. So why self defeating? Why bother yourself? "

I looked at Lao Li seriously and nodded, "um..."