Chapter 623

After chatting with Qiutong for a while, I went back to the office.

Cao Teng is busy in front of the computer, working very hard.

I didn't disturb Cao Teng. I continued to work in my department.

While looking at the data report of the logistics distribution of Sanshui group, I pondered over the issue of newspaper subscription. I really want to make a big article in Sanshui group, but I'm not sure how to start from which angle and how to take the way to win the group's big customer.

Thinking of Sanshui group, I can't help thinking of summer and summer rain

The key to this big list is summer. As long as it moves summer, some of them will be OK.

Since that day when I finished talking about the business of the travel company with summer, we haven't met again. He said that he would ask me to have coffee when he was free. I think that's a polite remark. How could the boss of such a big group, who has a lot of resources, pay attention to me? Maybe if I go to see him again, he will forget who I am.

And Xia Yu, the vice president of the little witch, I dare not take the initiative to find her. I wish she didn't bother me.

After work, Cao Teng left first.

, after busy work, I turned my eyes to the dark sky outside the window, watching the trees of Wutong trees falling down in the courtyard, watching the branches shaking in the autumn wind.

, I realized that it was already late autumn, and the days were getting shorter and the days were getting cooler. And here, autumn is strong.

I suddenly miss my parents and miss my Jiangnan.

Thinking about my changes in the past year, thinking about many people and things that have happened in the past year, thinking about what I have lost and gained, thinking about what is in my heart and what is in front of me, thinking about what is illusory and realistic, I can't help feeling in my heart, and many tastes are surging in my heart

The feeling of autumn is always so palpitating, my heart suddenly feel a bit sad and bleak

Suddenly I feel great melancholy and melancholy, suddenly want to drink, want to stay for a while.

I went out of the office without driving. I went to a humble barbecue restaurant near the company and found a remote corner by the window. I asked for a small stove, some meat kebabs and a bottle of Erguotou to bake, eat and drink by myself.

The whirring autumn wind outside the window sounds particularly depressed, just like my mood full of thoughts at the moment.

After a few cups of Erguotou, my cool body began to heat up.

I drink silently, barbecue silently, and think about my own thoughts silently

At this time, I saw a pair of legs appeared in front of my eyes. Before I could look up, the man then sat opposite me.

"Drinking alone is better than drinking together. Aren't you going to buy me a drink?" The voice sounds calm.

I slowly raise my head -

this uninvited guest is Dong er.

At the moment, Dong'Er is sitting quietly opposite me, looking at me with complicated eyes.

I shake my head and look at Dong'Er in a trance. I look at Dong'Er under the dim light through the blurred vision.

At the moment, Dong'Er's eyes are not as rebellious and arrogant as they used to be, nor as grand and domineering as they used to be.

Looking at Dong'Er, who is sitting quietly opposite me, I can't help thinking about the scenes of the past. Those scenes are all in the beautiful Jiangnan, the beautiful past in the beautiful Jiangnan

My nose suddenly a little sour, hard pursed lips, and then look straight at Donger.

"If you don't go back from work, what kind of muggy drink are you going to drink here?" Dong Er talks.

"I will!" I spit out three words.

Dong'Er looked at me with a sad smile and said, "would you like to You are always so stubborn. In this world, it seems that there has never been anything that makes you soft. "

I looked at Dong ER and didn't speak.

Dong'Er took my drinking glass and said, "pour out the water. He took the wine bottle and filled a glass of Erguotou directly. Then he picked up the glass and looked at me and said," if you don't invite me, I'll pour it myself. "

Then Dong'Er took a sip.

Dong ER was not good at drinking baijiu. After taking a drink, he coughed slightly.

I said, "that's my cup of water."

"So what?" Dong'Er said, his pale face was getting a little red.

"You took it. What should I drink?" I said.

"Man, get a water cup --" Dong'Er turned and cried.

The man in the shop brought me a water cup. Dong'Er poured me a glass of water and put it in front of me: "you have a glass to drink."

I took a drink from my cup and looked at Dong'Er: "what are you doing here?"

"I will!" Dong'Er said faintly.

"How do you know I'm here?" I stare at Dong'Er: "you are following me, aren't you?"

Dong'Er still said faintly: "you feel so good about yourself. Are you worth my following? It's just a coincidence. ""I said:" you are so stubborn, dead duck mouth is still hard

Dong'Er looked at me: "you don't seem very happy What's the matter? What's the matter with you? "

I snorted and laughed: "can I drink alone when I'm not happy?"

Dong'Er nodded: "it's true. When you are happy, you can drink alone."

I didn't speak. I took a drink from my glass.

Dong'Er sighed softly and said, "it seems that we have to quarrel every time we meet. I think, can we not quarrel this time?"

I said: "every time you start a quarrel, you don't look for trouble. How can you quarrel? Do you think I'm willing to argue with you? "

Dong'Er grinned bitterly: "Xiao Ke, you see, as soon as we say this, we seem to start quarreling again."

I don't talk, fiddling with the kebabs on the stove.

Dong Er turned to look at the cold night outside the window and said softly, "it's still so warm in Jiangnan, and here, it's going to be winter soon Xiao Ke, do you miss Jiangnan? "

I put down the kebab in my hand and looked at Dong er. I still didn't speak, but I couldn't help feeling disappointed.

"I'm a little homesick. I miss my Jiangnan, my family and the beautiful past in Jiangnan." Donger said softly.

I lit a cigarette and smoked it silently. I felt sorry for Dong'Er. If it wasn't for me, how could Dong'Er come to this distant northern country and stay here alone until now.

"Remember our past? The intoxicating past. " Said Dong'Er.

I nodded in silence.

Dong'Er sighed again: "but all that has become a memory Now, we have become strangers You are no longer you, and I am no longer me What has changed us, our destiny or the world? Or... "

"It's our choice." I said: "Donger, in fact, it's not our ability that determines our life, but our choice Character determines fate, and choice can determine life. "

"Choose Our choice. " Dong Er repeated: "Xiao Ke, do you think my choice is wrong?"

"Everyone has the right to choose, and everyone has no right to evaluate other people's choices I admit that there is an unchangeable persistence in your character. "

Dong'Er was silent for a while and said to himself, "maybe the best way for a person is not to be so stubborn. Even if one lives alone, one city after another, one street after another, one sky after another, and one gathering and scattering after another. And then it will fade, or finally you can say to yourself, I'm not so persistent. Just, I can't do now, don't let myself persistent, my choice, decided my persistent

I took a puff: "I understand your choice Just, I want to say, we live in this world, constantly running every day, even running, chasing the needs of the secular, rather than the needs of the soul. The rich may not find happiness; the powerful may not find happiness. Happiness and happiness, in the final analysis, is not money and power, but a kind of peace and tranquility in my heart. "

Dong'Er looked at me: "maybe, you understand my choice, or you don't understand my choice, or you will never know all my choices."

"I don't understand what you mean."

"I don't need you to understand. Maybe one day I will understand that the most precious thing is not the material you have, but the people who accompany you. But for me, I want both. "

"Sometimes you can't have both fish and bear's paw. You have to choose between the two. "

"You may have a point, but at the moment, I can't. I only know that what I want, I have to get, what I want to pursue, I have to achieve. "

"You are still so persistent."

"My persistence may not be just the above two."

"I don't know what you mean."

"Now you don't understand, maybe you will, maybe you will never understand, and I don't need you to understand. Xiao Ke, do you think I've changed a lot? "

"What do you say?"

"I admit I've changed a lot, but I think you've changed a lot too."

"It's not unusual that everything in the world will change."

"I can't understand some of your changes."

"I don't need you to understand, just as some of your changes I can't understand and you don't need me to understand!"

"This morning, when you drove to work, I saw you driving with Cao Li."

I looked at Dong'Er: "what do you mean by that?"

"You know that."

"I don't understand."

"I think you know better than me what kind of person Cao Li is Why did you get mixed up with her? Is it just to meet the needs of the body? You were not like this before. Why do you degenerate to this point now? ""You're using your understanding to think what you see, and you're so confident?"

"If I just listen to others, I won't believe it. However, at Cao Li's home, what I saw with my own eyes made me believe my own judgment. Besides, in the early morning, you will be together I have to doubt that you didn't go back at all last night I can't figure out if Haizhu can't satisfy you, or do you like looking for flowers and asking for willows now? "

I don't want to explain more. I know that the more I explain, the worse I get. I say, "how do you think it's your business? I don't make excuses! But, I tell you, I didn't do what you thought

Dong'Er had an expression of apparent disbelief: "do you think I should believe what you said?"

"Believe it or not!" I took a puff of my cigarette.