I turned to Haizhu and said, "who's calling?"
Haizhu didn't pay attention to me. She looked at the phone number on the screen with a worried look.
I stood up and walked over. I took my cell phone from Haizhu. The ring was still ringing.
Look at the number, it's Xia Er Nai.
Looking at Haizhu's expression, I suddenly felt a sense of guilt and uneasiness. I don't know whether it came from Qiutong or Xiayu, or both.
When I was looking for Haizhu, I began to answer the phone: "Hello, Mr. Xia."
"Second master, why did it take so long to answer the phone?" Xia Yu's teasing voice.
"I'm having dinner with my girlfriend. What can I do for you?" What I ask is not what I answer.
"Oh, I'm with big milk. I don't want to be a second wife when I eat. I just want to be big milk. You're a heartless ghost." Xia Yu scolded me a few words, and then said: "well, I know that it's inconvenient for you to answer the phone. I'm pretending to be stupid. It's not hard for you You see how reasonable I am, how considerate I am to you, how much I love you, I won't let you be embarrassed in front of Da Nai What do you say about me? Say it
"Well, good, good." I said, "is there anything else?"
"No, I won't play with you anymore Go home and have dinner. " Xia Yu said and hung up the phone.
I put down the phone, looked at Haizhu who had been standing beside me, looked at the uncertain and self-confident eyes in Haizhu's eyes, reached out and patted Haizhu's shoulder, and gave her a smile, Haizhu also gave me a forced smile.
"It's all right. Let's eat." I said.
"Well..." Haizhu agreed, sat down to continue to eat, look still some depressed.
Looking at Haizhu's manner, my heart is a little painful. Haizhu is supporting her love defense alone. More and more people need to be on guard. Donger, Qiutong, Yunduo, Caoli, now there is a brutal summer rain.
After dinner, Haizhu tidies up the table. I sit on the sofa and look at Haizhu's busy figure. I remember that I haven't had a good chat with Haizhu for many days. I can't help feeling lonely and sorry.
"Zhu --" I called Haizhu.
"Brother -" Haizhu stood in front of me.
I waved: "come here Sit on my lap. "
Haizhu smiles, then comes and sits on my lap, and puts her arms around my neck.
I put my hand on Haizhu's thigh and rubbed it back and forth, kissing her neck and saying, "are you tired of working these days?"
"Busy and happy!" Haizhu said, stroking my hair.
"I know you work hard." I said.
"For our bright future, no matter how tired it is, it's worth it." Haizhu kisses my ear.
"Money can't be earned in a day. We should take it slowly and step by step." I said, lifting the hem of Haizhu's pajamas and putting my hand in
"Just like your hand is now, step by step, isn't it?" Haizhu chuckled and warmed in my ear.
"Well, almost, like this, slowly approaching the target, slowly getting into focus." I talk and swim.
"Brother It itches Haizhu twists her body gently.
"That's the itch." I started
The end, the room quiet down, I fell on Haizhu body motionless, suddenly want to cry.
For a long time, I left Haizhu's body, Haizhu went to the bathroom.
I turned over and turned on the bedside lamp, and I finally came back to reality.
Looking up at the ceiling in a daze, my mind is numb and blank
After a while, Haizhu came in. Then, my lower part was gently wrapped by a warm and soft thing. At first sight, Haizhu was wiping my lower part with a warm towel.
I didn't move, looking at the movement of Haizhu.
Haizhu looked up at me with a smile.
I didn't make a sound. When Haizhu was finished, I sat up and began to tidy up.
"You want to get up?" Haizhu said.
"Well Is it too early to go to bed now I get out of bed.
"Well Yes, let's watch TV. " Haizhu said.
"I'm going to make a plan." I said. I still remember that I didn't do the plan that I promised to Xia Yu. I had already thought about it, so I had to do it.
"Oh That's good Haizhu looked at me, a pair of words and stop.
"What do you want to say? Zhu I said.
"Nothing." Haizhu said.
I hugged a Zhu, bowed my head and gave her a kiss on the forehead, then on the lips: "dear, I love you I'm sorry
"Why say I'm sorry?" Haizhu said.
I didn't dare look into Haizhu's eyes and said, "because Because I was so rude
With that, I felt a burst of emptiness in my heart.
Haizhu laughed: "don't say that. I like your rudeness I said, as long as you're happy, I'll be happy whatever you do to me I like your gentleness and your rudeness. I like any way you do. "I hugged Haizhu's body and felt bottomless emptiness and sorrow in my heart.
"Brother, can I please you in bed?" Haizhu whispered in my ear.
"Well Satisfied, very satisfied. " I said, "you did a good job Thank you... "
"In fact, I should thank you, you let me get a very happy enjoyment every time, every time you take me into a happy heaven, every time you are so hard and hard." Haizhu said.
Haizhu's words make me feel ashamed. I can't let myself discuss this problem with Haizhu any more. Release Haizhu and go to the study.
Turn on the computer, light a cigarette, I began to take back my thoughts just now, began to focus on the program.
I already have the idea of forming in my mind. Just type it out.
Haizhu is watching TV in the living room. Her voice is very low. I know she deliberately turns down the volume. She is afraid of disturbing my work.
Three hours later, the project was finally completed. I was relieved. Look at the time. It's 11 o'clock. There's a faint sound from the TV outside.
I carefully revised it again, then saved it into the USB flash drive, turned off the computer and walked out of the study.
The TV is still on, Haizhu is sleeping on the sofa.
I turned off the TV and bent over to hold Haizhu. I saw tears hanging on her cheek.
My heart trembles, how did Haizhu cry?
I was looking at Haizhu dazed, Haizhu woke up, opened his eyes, saw me, rubbed his eyes: "brother, are you busy?"
"Well Zhu, did you cry just now? What's going on? " I bent over and looked at Haizhu.
Haizhu's face flashed a flustered look, and then covered up with a smile: "no..."
"Don't lie to me, I see your tears." I said.
"Oh..." Haizhu continued to smile in disguise: "that's I saw a TV play just now, and I was moved by the story and cried. "
"Really?" I said.
"Really." Haizhu then stood up, took my arm: "well, brother, don't say, it's late, you are also very tired, go to bed."
Haizhu pulled me into the bedroom, undressed, went to bed, and then lay in my arms, hugged me tightly, silent.
I stroked Haizhu's hair: "what plot just saw moved you to cry?"
"The female master deeply loves the male master, and the male master also loves the female master. However, because the female master can't bear children, the male master empathizes and abandons the female master. The female master is in agony and jumps into the sea to commit suicide." Haizhu said softly.
My heart trembled and said, "it's all the plot made up by the screenwriter. Don't believe it. It's not a real thing."
"Brother You say, if I am as infertile as the woman, will you abandon me like the man? " Haizhu said.
"What are you talking about? How can you be infertile if you are in good health? Don't think so! " I said.
"I mean if."
"If it's impossible, it's impossible." I said.
"What if?" Haizhu said stubbornly.
"In case If not I would not do that in case I will always be with you, I will always take care of you... " I said, "love has nothing to do with marriage and having children or not."
Haizhu sighed: "you are an idealist, so am I However, if that happens, it's hard to accept in reality. Don't forget, you are an only child. How can your family accept that you don't have your own offspring? Your old Yi family depends on you to carry on the family Besides, even if your family can accept it, I can't accept myself If I can't have a baby for you, why should I have the face to stay in your house? "
I patted Haizhu on the shoulder: "ah Zhu, don't think about it. What are you doing with these assumptions? Don't you find yourself guilty? We are all healthy people, and of course we will have children. "
Haizhu looked up at me with a trace of panic and worry in her eyes, but she still laughed and nodded: "well, we are all good people. Good people should be rewarded. God won't treat us like this."
I pinched Haizhu's nose: "that's right. Sleep."
"Well..." Haizhu buried her head in my arms and soon fell asleep.
But I have no sleepiness. I open my eyes and look at the boundless darkness. The dark night covers everything. The consciousness and thinking that I did that with Haizhu come back to my mind. I think about the shaking and tearing, the scene of Qiutong in the afternoon, and the content of online conversation with Fusheng Rumeng in the afternoon. My heart rises and falls, and a deep sense of guilt is shrouded in my heart ……
After going to work the next day, I printed out the plan, and then drove directly to Sanshui group. I wanted to show Xia Yu the plan.
When I entered the office building of Sanshui group, I went upstairs and was about to go straight to Xiayu's office. A middleman came to me and said respectfully, "Mr. Yi, please stay."I stopped and looked at him: "what's the matter?"
"The chairman asked you to come to his office for a while."
"I'm looking for vice president Xia. Isn't she in the office?"
"She's here!"
I turned around and looked at the office in summer. It must be that summer was just standing at the window when I went upstairs. He saw me coming and wanted to have a chat with me.
Since summer wants to have a chat with me, it's OK. I just give the plan to summer directly, so as to save summer rain and be tortured by her.
I followed the man straight to the summer office.
When I push the door in, Xia Xia is standing at the window and looking out through the huge French window. Hearing the sound, he turns around and comes to me with a smile: "Mr. Yi, dear guest, come on, please sit down --"
I can't understand the intention of inviting me to come here in summer. Seeing that he has a subtle smile, he sits down.
Summer is the boss of a big group. It always seems to be an enigmatic look.
Summer sat opposite me and handed me a cigarette: "come on, smoke --"
I took it, lit a cigarette, and then looked at summer: "boss Xia, are you busy recently?"
"Don't call me boss Xia, just call brother Xia." Xia Yu said with a smile: "it's OK recently. We're not very busy. In fact, we've been doing business all day. We'll always be busy."
I said, "brother Xia asked me to come. What can I do for you?"