Chapter 763

I look at Haizhu. Haizhu stares at me with no weakness in her eyes.

"Zhu, what did you say just now?" I said, feeling very angry.

"What? What did I just say? " Haizhu said.

"What do you say? Qiu Tong is kind-hearted to come to see you, to tell you the news of the pig, to send you candy, how do you How can you talk like that? " I said.

"What? You feel bad, don't you? " Haizhu said.

"I You... " I couldn't speak for a moment and was choked by Haizhu's words.

"What? You feel guilty, don't you? " Haizhu stares at me.

"I..." I'm still speechless.

"I don't think you're the only one guilty." Haizhu sneered: "what is guilty conscience? I've seen it today You, you didn't expect me to have the courage to say these words today. You, you all think Haizhu is gentle and easy to bully, don't you?

"I tell you, I can be tolerant and gentle in other things, but I will not give in to the principle, and I will not be vague in the event of involving my life-long happiness. My happiness depends on myself to defend and strive for, and I must have a solemn and clear attitude to defend my love."

Haizhu's words are firm, without hesitation.

After watching Haizhu for a long time, I sighed: "a Zhu, don't think so much. Qiutong is a rational person. She won't do anything wrong to you. She always regards you as a good sister. She won't hurt you She's engaged to Li Shun. Soon, they will get married. She and I are just working together. Don't think so much about it. "

"I don't want to think so much You think I think so much If you hadn't forced me, I would have thought so much? " Haizhu's voice suddenly choked: "don't want me to think so much, you take practical action, don't let me feel uneasy, you say she won't hurt me, then, what about you, will you hurt me? Will you hurt our love

"I I will not hurt you, I will be responsible for our love I will be responsible for you. " My voice sounded weak: "I will remember your kindness to me, and I will treat you well."

"I'd like to believe it, but I'm willing to Why are there always some impure things interfering with me? Why are there always some ambiguous feelings eroding my heart

Haizhu's voice was a little sad and sad: "I know it's wrong to say that about sister Qiu today. I know I have a bad attitude towards her today. I want to control my emotions. However, seeing her, seeing you, and seeing you come in together, I really I can't help it. "

I said, "today is a coincidence You really think too much. "

"Coincidence Why are there always coincidences? Why do so many coincidences happen between you? Why do I happen to see so many of your coincidences? " Haizhu asked me: "are there few coincidences between you? Do you want to continue to use coincidence to explain more things between you? You You... "

I'm speechless.

After a moment's silence, Haizhu said sadly, "I don't understand why my fate is like this. When I meet a man I love, I encounter so many worries. It's not enough to be a thief. There's a half true summer rain, a half crazy summer rain, and a bright or dark autumn Tung

"What's more, your honest looking good anda cloud, why hasn't responded warmly to Haifeng's pursuit all the time? Although she and you have the name of brother and sister, I know why she suddenly proposed to marry you as anda. She Who knows what she thinks? Oh, my God. What's going on? Why. Why do I meet all of these

Haizhu said painfully, her eyes turned red and her throat choked.

I silently looked at the sad Haizhu, and felt extremely heavy and tangled in my heart. An unspeakable taste came to my heart.

I took out the tissue and handed it to Haizhu. Haizhu took it and wiped the corners of her eyes. After a while, she sighed and said, "brother, do you think I'm making a fuss Do you think I'm just cranking Do you think I'm annoying

"I don't think so Maybe, I understand your inner thoughts, maybe, I should understand you Maybe it's all my fault I'm really not a good man I'm really not a good man. I'm a real jerk I I'm sorry I said, with some heartache and guilt in my heart, and remorse.

I know Haizhu can't be blamed for all this. She has her inner world, her thinking logic and ideas. Haizhu is so painful and tangled because of me. All this can only be blamed on me.

However, I can deeply remorse myself, but I can't get rid of the complex in my heart, which can't be waved away

I want to make efforts to face the reality, I want to make efforts to accept the reality, I want to make efforts not to have those unrealistic ideas, I want to let myself return to the real reality, but However, I can't persuade control to suppress my true heart, I can't overcome my empty and weak soulI don't know how long this contradiction and pain will last. I don't know whether the extremely tangled depression in my heart will make my nerves collapse.

"Brother, I don't want you to say that about yourself. I know you are a good man and the best man in the world. I know that a good man like you will be favored by many women." Haizhu said: "but now you are my man and I am your woman. Love can't be shared. Love is destined to be a proper term for a person and only belongs to one man and one woman When I came back to you for the second time, I made up my mind that I would never give up, never give up, never give up my love to anyone This man, no matter who it is

I look at Haizhu's clear eyes.

"Brother, do you still love me?" Haizhu said.

"Well, I love you -" I nodded.

"I will always love you, I will only love you, no matter what the wind and rain, no matter how many frustrations and tribulations, I will love you, from the moment I give my body to you, I think well, in this life, I can only and only love you." Haizhu looked at me affectionately, looking a little excited.

Haizhu's words make me very moved, the inner self blame is also more and more strong, there is such a woman with me, what I am not satisfied with? What do I want to do? Why can't I let go of the tangle in my heart? Why?

I reproached myself and wanted to erase the deepest thing in my heart. However, when my consciousness just touched the edge of that thing, my heart suddenly began to tremble

After a while, Haizhu calmed down and said, "brother, don't be bored with today's things. I know what I said to Qiutong today made her embarrassed and embarrassed I was a little impulsive Some time, I'll apologize to Qiutong for what I said today. "

Listen to Haizhu's tone, it seems that some insincere, seems to be to appease me.

Looking at Haizhu's silent and worried expression, I sighed deeply in my heart.

"Sister Haizhu, it's time to leave." With the voice of little Pro Ru, the door was suddenly pushed open, and the girl came in directly without knocking.

Seeing the expression of Haizhu and I at the moment, it seems that we feel the oppressed air in the room. Xiaoqinru vomits her tongue, shrinks back and closes the door.

Haizhu and I took a look at each other, and I said, "I'm hungry. Let's go to dinner after work."

"Well..." Haizhu nodded.

I stood up and looked at Haizhu: "come here -"

Haizhu came up to me, stopped and looked at me.

I looked at Haizhu: "be happy Make your heart simple. "

Haizhu made an effort to smile at me. I swept Haizhu's shoulder and gently kissed Haizhu's forehead: "the simpler your heart is, the happier you will be."

"Well..." Haizhu lowered her head to prevent me from seeing her eyes.

"Look up -"

Haizhu looks up and makes eye contact with me.

I tried to make myself laugh and said: "in fact, I want to be a person without thought and brain. In this way, I will be very happy every day."

Haizhu laughed bitterly: "unfortunately, you are not. You can't Neither am I, nor can I In fact, what I care about is not how many women like you. What I care about is your attitude. As long as you are good to me, even if all the women like you, I don't worry about anything. On the other hand, the more women like you, the better you are. Maybe I should be more proud. "

I said, "well, let's not talk about this topic. Let's go to dinner."

Haizhu and I went out of the office, and all the others were gone. Only xiaoqinru was cleaning up the office. When we came out, she laughed and made a face.

"Xiaoqinru, how can you get there?" I said.

Small pro Ru looked at the door, I looked out, the fourth brother's taxi is parked in the road not far away.

Haizhu and xiaoqinru clean up the office together, close the shutter door, I went out directly, and said: "I'll go to chat with the driver who picked you up."

"Go ahead, this elder brother is silent all day. It's hard to say a word." Xiaoqinru said as she was busy behind me.

I went to the fourth brother's car, the fourth brother is half open window smoking, see me come, nodded.

I stood in front of the door and didn't go in.

"Li Shun is back. Lao Qin is with him." The fourth brother looked ahead and said without expression.

"Well, I saw them this morning." I said.

"What is the main purpose of Li Shun's return this time?" Fourth brother said, still don't look at me.

"Probably. I came back with Duan Xianglong, the Duan Xianglong I mentioned to you before Ah Lai is the one he brought back from Thailand and recommended to Bai Laosan. " I said.

"Oh Is Duan Xianglong still in Xinghai Fourth brother said.

"It should still be there!"

"Why did he come to Xinghai?""I don't know Maybe I'm looking for Bai Laosan. " I said.

"At such a time, he suddenly came to the sea of stars." In the middle of his words, the fourth brother frowned.

"What do you think?"

"I'm not sure I don't know about this person and can't make a specific judgment. " Four elder brothers considered next, then said: "today I followed Li Shun."

"Oh, what did he do?"

"He and Lao Qin went to Zhuanghe during the day." Fourth brother said.

"Go to Zhuanghe. Why do you go to Zhuanghe?" I said.

"You don't know where Erzi and Xiaowu are from?" Fourth brother said.

"I don't know. I didn't ask." I said.

"During the day today, Li Shun stayed in front of the tomb of Erzi and Xiaowu for three hours." Fourth brother said.

My heart was shocked. It turned out that the hometown of Er Zi and Xiao Wu was in Zhuanghe. It turned out that Li Shun went to their tomb today.