"Ha ha, ha ha, I I can count I can count... " Zhao Dajian gave a proud and happy laugh.

As soon as I was cruel in my heart, I stretched out my foot and rushed to Zhao Dajian. Behind his calf, I kicked him. With a "ouch", Zhao Dajian fell on his back.

I hurriedly pulled him: "Oh, Mr. Zhao, how can you walk so carelessly and fall down?"

"Damn, I tripped over something." Zhao Dajian got up on the ground and exclaimed, "no, it seems that he tripped from the back. If I go forward, how can I trip from the back?"

"Is there a ghost behind you..." I said.

"Ah --" Zhao Dajian was startled and looked back.

I stretched out my foot again and kicked him in front of his calf. Zhao Dajian fell forward again and cried out in pain: "ah - ah -"

I went to pull him again: "ah - general manager Zhao, what's the matter this time Why did you fall down again? Why are you so careless? "

Zhao Dajian got up and said, "Damn it, I tripped from the front this time."

I said: "there is a kid waiting for you in front of me..."

"Damn, don't scare me Get out of this place It's dark here. " Zhao Dajian looked around. Suddenly, he groaned and stumbled out.

I stood still and looked coldly at Zhao Dajian's back when he left. As a result, Zhao Dajian went not far and fell down again. This time, he fell down himself.

Maybe Zhao Dajian was really afraid of ghosts, so he got up and continued to run outside, crying and howling, regardless of me.

When I slowly walked out of the alley and onto the road, Zhao Dajian was gone. Maybe he took a taxi.

Standing on the side of the cold road, breathing the cold air, I looked up at the deep winter night sky, half the moon hanging in the sky, surrounded by a few stars.

I really drank a lot with Zhao Da Jian tonight, and one person was close to a jin of Baijiu.

At this time, the wine began to drink, some dizzy.

Drowning my sorrows with wine, I don't know why, a sense of sadness suddenly surged in my heart. Haizhu was not there. I didn't want to go back alone, so I walked along the road slowly and aimlessly.

I walk alone in this familiar but still unfamiliar city without a sense of belonging. Sometimes I stand alone by the side of the road to see people coming and going. I suddenly feel that I don't know which corner is the post station for me to stay, the post station for reality and the post station for my soul. When the noise of the day gradually calms down, when the restless mind can not subside, in such a night, the bottom of my heart gradually feel very sad.

The original long life, many times always do not understand why they live. We should take care of everything by ourselves. If we ignore it, we will not be able to manage more. People are always so contradictory, perhaps, my practice is not enough, black sadness has been around me, what way to melt this sadness and helplessness. Those who can not vent the pain, or even tears, can not be sad. Even if I am so melancholy in the cold winter, even if I never change my melancholy self

The cold wind whizzed past my ears. The cold air caused the temperature to keep falling. I felt cold, but it was extremely cold. It's like my mood suddenly fell into the abyss, trying to climb up and escape, but I was covered by thorns and couldn't reach out. He sighed at the loss but had nothing to do with it. Body feeling is pathetic!

I'm used to living in the south. The winter in the north is my season. Don't like winter, not just because of the thick clothes, but a lot of reasons mixed with a lot of mood. Seems to like in the cold winter, choose to be dull, live a boring every day, the heart is depressed and live.

My heart is very confused, and I am also worried about speculation, for fear that I will become a neurotic and a real psychopath. Suddenly feel the cold wind and slide a trace of desolation. Seems to have been really used to such habits, suppress their emotions, the lowest, and then low. In winter, the flying snow covers the injustice in the world, but who in my heart can heal the sadness and loss

I don't know how long I've been walking. I feel tired and can't walk any more. I feel more drunk and dizzy.

It's easy to get drunk when you're in a bad mood.

I walked to the side of the road and sat down under the wall next to a bar. It was a bit cold. I put up the collar of my cotton padded jacket and buried my head in it. Listening to the sad music coming from the bar, it seemed that the incomplete soul was running in despair in this lonely winter night I fell asleep unconsciously.

I don't know how long I was confused. I woke up slowly. I felt cold all over and had a headache. So I didn't move. I continued to bury my head in my clothes and listen to the music in the bar. It was still filled with endless winter nights

Open your eyes, through the gap between your legs, see a few coins scattered on the ground in front of you, and a few notes, one yuan, five jiao

I can't help laughing at myself. I'm sorry. Passers-by treat me as a beggar and give me alms.

Just want to stand up and walk, suddenly a slight sound of footsteps approached, and then stopped in front of me, a moment, an old head on the ground in front of me, a pair of white soft hands gently picked up a few coins on top. There is no doubt that this is a young woman's hand.Damn, this benefactor is generous enough. One hand is a hundred. This year, there are so kind-hearted women, really good!

I can't help looking up to see who this woman is.

When I raised my head, the benefactor was getting up to leave. He didn't step out yet. Seeing that I raised my head, he couldn't help looking at me.

At this point, something happened.

"Ah - ah - my God." The female benefactor covered her mouth with her white tender hand, which had just given to me, and let out a trembling exclamation.

The benefactor turned out to be a mistress!

When I saw Xia Yu, I couldn't help regretting that I shouldn't be so humble. I shouldn't raise my head for an old man's head. If I didn't raise my head, the benefactor would leave, and Xia Yu wouldn't see me.

I really don't want to meet Xia Yu. I'm scared when I see her. Even when I mention her name, I'll wake up in my mind.

However, this benefactor is Xia Yu, who is called Xia Er Nai in the Jianghu.

At the end of the call, Xia Yu squatted down with surprise and joy. Her head almost touched my face, and her hands grasped my shoulder: "Er ye, er ye, it's really Er ye My second master. "

"Calm --" I listlessly looked at Xiayu, and then turned to look around: "how can I go out at night, your personal guard?"

"Those two guys At last, I got rid of him. " Xia Yu smiles with pride, and then he looks at me with his eyes wide open: "second master, you have a lot of wine in your mouth What are you doing? Why are you sitting here by yourself in winter? I thought I was a bum begging You're not cold... "

Say, summer rain warm small hand to my cold big hand inside drill, I hand to the side of a flash, she did not drill in.

I put my hand into my pocket and looked at Xia Yu: "I've had a walk after drinking. When I'm tired, I'll have a rest here What are you doing? What are you doing out at night? "

"I was listening to music in a bar with some little sisters and just broke up." Xia Yu said, two hands casually on my knees.

"What time is it?" I yawned.

"It's half past eleven." Xia Yu said.

"Where is this?" I said.

"Stalin middle road in Shahekou District Where did you come for a walk? " Xia Yu said.

"Near the company."

"Erdishen, you've come from Shizhong District to Shahekou District. You've come so far..." Summer rain is a exclamation: "you this walk is too exaggerated, you walked nearly 10 kilometers."

Damn, no wonder I feel so tired. I have walked so far.

"Ah, brother, what's the matter with you? Do you go hiking outdoors in winter? Are you tired or cold?" Xia Yu said with a painful tone.

As soon as I finished, I sneezed.

"Look, I have a cold You think you are a real iron man. If you sit here all night, you will freeze dry the next day! " Said Xia Yu.

After hearing Xia Yu's words, I looked up and couldn't help laughing. Before I could laugh, another sneeze hit Xia Yu's face directly.

Xia Yu didn't evade, but he wrinkled his little nose, sniffed hard, and then said: "the taste of Er Ye seems to be wine This wine is like Hengshui Laobaigan. "

I was amused by Xia Yu, looking at Xia Yu and saying, "OK, you go home, I should go back, too."

"I'll take you back. My car is over there." Xia Yu's hand.

I said, "I can take a taxi It's getting late. You should hurry up and drive away. If the girl comes home late, her family will be worried. "

"Well, don't be wordy. I won't take you a few minutes to go back Get up. " Xia Yu reaches for my arm.

"I'll do it myself." As I stood up, I sat down again. I leaned. After sitting for so long, my feet and legs were numb and I couldn't move.

"What's the matter, second master?" Xia Yu said.

"My feet and legs are numb. I'll just move slowly." While I said, I rubbed my legs with my hands and moved my feet.

"I'll get it for you." Xia Yu said, kneeling in front of me, reaching out and gently rubbing my legs and feet.

I wanted to say no, but the summer rain has already started, and I can't say anything more. It's more polite. The summer rain has to say my mother again.

Xia Yu's little hand gently rubs on the leg belly, which is crisp and comfortable.

"Second master, are you comfortable?" Xia Yu said to me while rubbing hard.

"Well Comfortable. " I said.

"How do you feel comfortable?" Xia Yu said with a smile.

"That is It's a great feeling. " I said.

"Ha ha, there's wood and pleasure..." Xia Yu said.

"Pleasure." As soon as I heard this word, I didn't seem to use it correctly. I said, "wood has pleasure, but it feels very comfortable."

"It's very comfortable. That's the pleasure, the feeling of happiness..." Xia Yu said.I can't say more about Xia Yu's explanation of pleasure.

Xia Yu rubs my legs vigorously, and I shake my thighs slowly.

"EH - how does this girl serve a beggar here?" With a drunken voice, I looked up and saw three young men standing in front of us.

"Damn, it's true. How can such a beautiful girl massage this tramp?" Another young man laughed: "Hey, girl, I miss a man, don't I? Don't look for this dirty guy. Let's go with our friends. I promise to make you happy tonight. "

"Guys, I'm looking for a woman tonight. I didn't expect a beautiful girl here. Ha ha, it seems that we are going to have a good time tonight."

"Ha ha..." One of them, Xiala, was about to laugh.