Chapter 864

Looking at Qiutong's figure disappearing in the dark night, I stood in the same place, suddenly my legs softened and Putong sat on the ground

I sat down on the cold ground with no feeling all over, and my brain was numb. I finally confessed to Qiutong the biggest scam I made myself, and finally said everything.

All of a sudden, I felt a great relief in my heart, I felt that I had unloaded the heavy load, and I felt that I had no strength in my whole body.

But at the same time, my heart is tight. I don't know how much impact and damage my confession will bring to Qiutong. I don't know how Qiutong will face the tangle of reality and virtual coincidence in the future. I don't know how Qiutong will punish me. I don't know how I will face her tomorrow.

Slowly stand up, standing in the cold wind, standing alone by the Yalu River, my heart lost consciousness.

Stagger back to the hotel, go upstairs, pass Qiutong's room, put his ears close to the door, did not hear any movement.

Not from some worry, knock on the door, said: "autumn Tong, it's me."

There was no movement and no one came to open the door.

I can't help but worry more. I keep knocking and still don't open the door.

I'm in a hurry. I'll find the waiter and ask her to open the door.

"My friend is in the room, but no one opens the door." I said to the waiter.

The waiter looked at me, then followed me to the door of Qiutong's room with the door card and opened the door.

As soon as the door opened, I smelled the smell of wine and smoke in the room. Qiutong was sitting on the sofa drinking and smoking.

There is a wine cabinet and cigarettes in the room.

Seeing me and the waiter standing at the door, Qiu Tong looked at me with dull eyes. Without saying a word, he picked up the wine glass and drank all the wine. Then he picked up the wine bottle and poured the wine.

The waiter looked at me and Qiutong.

I said to the waiter, "go back, thank you."

The waiter looked at Qiutong again. He didn't move. He hesitated in his eyes.

Qiu Tong then said to the waiter: "waiter, you go back."

The waiter just left.

I closed the door, walked over and stood in front of Qiutong. A bottle of red wine had gone down for most of the time.

Qiutong touched the lighter, lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and didn't lift her eyelids.

"What are you doing here?" The cold voice of Qiutong.

"I Let me see you... " I said, still standing there.

"What else do you want to explain?"

"No I I just came to see you... "

"Look at me What will happen to me, what can happen to me. " Qiutong's voice is pathetic.

I didn't say a word.

"Now that I'm here Sit down. "

I sat opposite Qiutong, looking at Qiutong's pale face.

"Come on, drink Drink with me. " Qiu Tong took a glass, filled it for me, and then raised his own wine glass.

I raised my glass.

"Today we have wine, today we are drunk, no matter what is right or wrong tomorrow." Autumn Tong a sad smile, and then dry a cup of wine.

I held the cup and didn't move.

"What? You You don't want to drink with me. " Qiu Tong shook his head and glared at me.

I made a glass of wine.

Qiutong then filled me and her with wine, and then dried.

I did it, too.

A bottle of red wine soon bottomed out. Qiutong then got up, staggered to the wine cabinet, took two bottles of wine, this time two bottles of brandy.

Qiutong kept silent, lowered his head to open the wine, and then poured it on.

Holding up her glass, Qiu Tong looked at me with enchanted eyes: "Yi Ke You You are very good I I admire you You are really a master You are not only a marketing expert, you You are still a master of love I I admire you I I really admire you... " Qiutong's voice sounds very cold.

With that, Qiutong did it again, and then looked at me, drunk with an imperative tone: "dry - drink it."

I sighed and drank up a glass of brandy.

Qiutong's clear eyes turned red and looked at me straightly: "you Are you a guest in the air? Are you a guest who has taken away my heart Are you going to take me to the dreamland

"Qiutong I... "

"Shut up." Qiu Tong said arbitrarily, and then raised his glass: "drink Drink

I stopped talking and went on drinking.

After a bottle of brandy had been drunk, Qiutong opened another bottle. He did not speak. He continued to drink, and I drank too.

drank a lot of Baijiu tonight, and the red wine and the brandy mixed together, my brain began to faint, the nerves began to anesthetized, and some of them began to float.

Qiu Tong seems to be more drunk, and his body keeps swinging. It seems that he can't sit any more. He leans his back on the back of the sofa.

The second bottle of brandy and drink up, in this mood, I finally can't control my brain, I completely drunk.Qiutong looks more drunk than I am.

"Life is like a dream, like a dream." Qiu Tong's intoxicated voice sounded incoherent, and her eyes seemed full of dreams: "where can we not meet in life Floating life is like a dream If dream There is no wonder in the world It turns out, it turns out, something incredible will happen to me Am I in reality or in a dream? Do I dream in the air

"It's not a dream, it's reality." I became more drunk and looked at Qiutong with a sad expression: "Qiutong I don't want to go back to reality. I'd rather be in that illusory world forever. I'd rather be a person in the air forever But But... "

"But Reality is reality after all I You It's back to reality. " Qiu Tong said sadly: "Yeke in the air, do you know that you have taken away all my heart, you have occupied all my soul, you have seized my whole emotional world I thought

"I think I can't resist the reality, and I can find another comfort in the illusion. I would rather let my soul find another sustenance in the dream, but the reality is so cruel, I I am still disillusioned, I am still back to the cold real world Asshole - you ruined my dream, you ruined my only dream I hate you, I hate you so much I can't forgive you... "

"Yes, I destroyed your soul, your emotional dreams, your whole spiritual world, you You can hate me, you can not forgive me, you can severely punish me... "

"You You're a real jerk You're a big asshole You How can I hate you, how can I not forgive you You You bastard Qiu Tong scolded me, with incomparable pain in his eyes, but no hate.

I looked at Qiutong in pain.

"How I want to hate you, how I want to hate you But However, you always have so many irresistible reasons, these reasons are all because of me, because I can't change the reality Why, why should I be so cowardly, so weak, so afraid to resist, so afraid to fight. "

Qiu Tong said sadly: "I don't know whether I should hate you or myself, my innate character and my unchangeable destiny I My life, no matter who I meet, whether in reality or in dreams, is doomed to be a tragedy I am a tragic person My tragedy cannot be changed. "

After that, Qiu Tong looked at me: "you are not Yike in reality, you are Yike in the air, are you Yike in the air, do you take away all the Yike in the soul world? Are you going to take me to the dreamland

Looking at Qiutong's sad red eyes, I nodded: "yes, I am I am a guest who will always live in the air. "

"Yike It's also a guest in the air. " Qiu Tong murmured: "do you know Do you know how much I am in that illusory world How How much I love you Do you know, Hakka, Hakka You are the only one in my emotional world, and you are all the pillars of my spiritual world. "

My heart vibrated.

"But -- but --" Qiu Tong's lips trembled, and his eyes suddenly burst into tears: "but, why is the world so cruel, why does the world have reality You, Yike's appearance, you destroyed all my dreams, destroyed my only support, for my only support Why you are him, why he is you Why does God do this to me, why, why. "

With that, tears came out of Qiutong's eyes and fell from her white face

Qiu Tong lowered her head and covered her face with her hands.

Looking at the silent tears of Qiutong, my heart will be broken, stand up and walk to her side, gently patted her shoulder.

Qiutong suddenly hugged my body, hugged tightly, buried his face in my body, and then burst into tears.

Qiu Tong seems to be under the anesthesia of alcohol, and finally can no longer control his heart, crying heartbroken.

All of a sudden, my tears burst out and fell on Qiutong's hair and neck.

In the sound and silent crying, my brain is finally going to lose consciousness, to lose memory.

In this two person world of alcohol, forget reality, forget tomorrow, forget everything.

We seem to have blurred our memory, our brains seem to be broken, and we seem to have been completely anesthetized by alcohol.

I don't know how long I cried, how we separated, how many bottles of wine I continued to open, how many drinks I continued to drink, how Qiutong was helped to the bed by me, how many times Qiutong murmured dreamily to the guests, how wobbly I wanted to leave, but I couldn't lift my feet, and how excited I was I don't know how the volcano, which has been suppressed for tens of thousands of years, erupted

I don't know. I don't know everything behind. My memory is completely brokenI only know that when I wake up in the scream of Qiutong, it's daybreak and a new day begins.

I only know that when I open my eyes, I see Qiu Tong with naked body and hair. He is holding tightly to his body covered by the horn, shaking all over, looking at me with fear and tension.

All I know is that I see my coat and underwear and Qiutong's are scattered all over the carpet

All I know is that I saw the torn and wrinkled sheets, and the bright red on the white sheets

All I know is that I find myself naked.