Chapter 1062

Haizhu leaned in my arms and said softly, "in fact, it's not easy to think about her A man came all the way from ningzhou. He has no intimate friends, no one to say intimate words What's more, I've been staring at others all day. I'm tired, and I'm even more tired Sometimes, I even sympathize with her. "

Haizhu's words let my heart gush unspeakable taste, I gently patted Haizhu's shoulder, did not speak.

For a while, Haizhu did not speak. She looked up at me, her eyes clear and bright, with some expectation, but it seemed to be a bit shy.

I haven't been intimate with Haizhu for a long time. In the face of Haizhu's expression at this time, my heartbeat can't help aggravating.

I looked down at Haizhu's still pretty face.

Haizhu's face was flushed. She put out a hand to touch my face and said, "brother You lose weight Now as the general manager of the distribution company, I must be very worried and tired. "

I smile, shake my head: "worry is some, but tired can't say There is Qiu Tong in charge of it, and there is cloud under it. I'm not tired. "

"Qiutong Clouds. " Haizhu repeated, her eyes suddenly a little uncertain, and then laughed again: "well, this time Qiutong, you and the clouds have improved, it's worth being happy By the way, when Qiu Tong came to your home for the new year, did she accidentally conceive Li Shun's child, but she didn't want to, so she hid from Li Shun and went to your home to beat her child? "

My heart trembled and my body trembled.

"What's the matter with you?" Haizhu got up from my arms and looked at me.

I made a busy appearance and said, "nothing About Qiutong, I I don't know

Suddenly feel their voice is very weak, feel their heart is very empty.

Haizhu didn't seem to notice my abnormal look. She said, "look at the way Li Shun treats Xiaoxue, you can see that he likes children very much. If Li Shun knows what Qiu Tong is doing, Li Shunfei has to skin her I can't see that Qiu Tong is really bold. She seems to be shrinking in front of Li Shun, but she has her own ideas in doing things, and she beat Li Shun's children on her own. Isn't she afraid that Li Shun knows how to settle accounts with her? "

My heart is cold, looking at the ground.

"In fact, I can see that Qiu Tong doesn't love Li Shun. It's no wonder that a man like Li Shun is nervous all day, or the leader of the underworld. Which good woman is willing to marry him? Except for his family, his wealth and family status. " Haizhu continued to say to himself: "it seems that this man is all realistic and takes what he needs The material basis determines the superstructure, which seems to be a very difficult law to break. "

"Qiutong is not such a person. Don't say that about her!" I said.

Haizhu looked at me, kept silent for a moment, and then laughed: "well, I won't say three or four to others behind my back It's immoral But seriously, I hope Qiutong can get married soon This is my blessing to her

I stood up: "Zhu, busy all day, tired, it's time to rest."

Haizhu's face is a little red, with a bit shy, nodded: "well, I'll take a bath first."

Then she got up and went to the bathroom in her pajamas.

Haizhu seems to think I'm impatient and want to do that with her.

Haizhu to take a bath, I sat on the sofa lit a cigarette, slowly smoking.

Somehow, at the moment, I didn't have the slightest desire to do that.

Soon after smoking a cigarette, Haizhu came out of the bathroom and gave me a smile: "brother, go wash it."

I looked at the sea beads in my pajamas just after I took a bath. My whole body was full of attractive breath, and my face was even more charming.

Look at me, eyes straight at her, Haizhu tenderly smile, and then into the bedroom.

I press the cigarette end, then stand up and take a bath

After the bath, I went into the bedroom. The bedside lamp in the bedroom is on. The light is very soft. Haizhu is lying in the quilt, only showing her head. Her two big eyes are blinking at me.

I went to bed and got into bed.

It's warm in the bed.

The pleasant smell of Haizhu floated into my nostrils again. I stretched out my arm and hugged Haizhu

At the moment of our physical contact, I couldn't help shivering. Haizhu's body trembled and his breath was a little short

Physiological instinct made me feel the tide of desire. I hugged Haizhu tightly and then bowed my head to kiss it

Gently stroked, as if it was a long time no longer feeling. I'm a little out of control

"Brother Wait a minute Haizhu said suddenly.

I was stunned.

Haizhu a smile, and then reached out from the bedside of his own bag to take out a thing, tear.

It's a condom.

"You brought it? You bought it, "I asked Haizhu.

"Well..." Haizhu nodded.

It seems that Haizhu is ready for tonight."Brother, I'll put it on for you." Haizhu turned over and began to wear a condom for me.

Put it on, I think it's strange. It's like wearing socks.

Haizhu lay down, I fell on Haizhu again

I look at Haizhu, my mind suddenly some blank, as if suddenly no soul.

This kind of feeling let me feel a burst of fear, I can't help but speed up, want to find their own spiritual feeling.

However, it seems to have no effect. My mind is still numb and blank. It seems that my body is doing things that have nothing to do with my mind.

My fear continued to grow, and I began to sweat, not only because of exercise, but also because of tension.

The more nervous, the more sweating, the more unable to find the feeling of spirit, I seem to have become a tool to do that, no thought, no soul.

I feel a little flustered in my heart, because I seem to feel that the pillar brother in raincoat is softening.

We can't go on like this. We have to succeed this time. I gritted my teeth and turned off the bedside lamp.

It was dark inside.

In the dark, I began to let my brain start, I began to let Qiutong emerge in my mind, I began to think about that night's night in Dandong

All of a sudden, my brain became vivid, and my mind was full of hot and sunny, as if I was doing that with Qiutong at the moment

I close my eyes and try my best to release the lust in my mind

Finally, brother Zhu roared and vomited

I breathed a sigh of relief and lay on my back exhausted. My tight brain finally relaxed.

I know, my tired, not only from the body, more is the spirit.

At the same time of feeling relaxed, a strong sense of guilt welled up in my heart, which is a pity for Haizhu.

Sorry, Zhu I don't want to, but I can't. I feel a lot of pain in my heart.

After a moment of silence, Haizhu turns on the bedside lamp and starts to clean up the battlefield

I lay there motionless, closed my eyes, afraid to look at Haizhu, and let Haizhu gently take off Zhuge's raincoat and get up to go out

After Haizhu went out, I opened my eyes and looked at everything in front of me. At that moment, I wanted to cry

After a while, Haizhu came back, lay down beside me and hugged my body.

Haizhu whispered tenderly in my ear, and reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, like a docile kitten lying in my arms.

I didn't speak. I lay there motionless. I opened my eyes and looked at the boundless darkness around me. I felt boundless melancholy and loneliness in my heart

I know that no matter how much I have just committed adultery, Qiutong will not be mine. After all, if she is Li Shun's woman, I only have pitiful adultery for her.

I know that from now on, Haizhu and I have started our life again. Haizhu will not go back this time. I want to write a chapter of our life with Haizhu.

In front of reality, morality, conscience and responsibility, Qiutong has no choice, neither do I.

It seems that this is the only choice for Qiutong and me.

It seems that this is the final fate of Qiutong and I.

Dream is always higher than ideal, ideal is always higher than reality, for Qiutong and I, with the unity of illusion and reality, we have no dream, even thought is impossible to achieve, only helpless, cruel and powerless reality.

This is fate!

Qiutong has long given in to his fate, so I must face up to accept my fate.

Perhaps, to live with Haizhu well, to treat Haizhu well and to live together well is the only way I can go, and also the deepest and most sincere blessing of Qiutong.

Thinking of this, I sighed deeply in my heart, tried to wave away the sadness and sadness, and then hugged Haizhu's body

The next day, as soon as I went to work, I went to Qiutong's office to send her a report.

Entered Qiu Tong's office, saw her first sight, I can't help a Leng.

Although Qiutong put on her make-up, I can still see that her eyes are a little deep and her spirit is a little haggard. It seems that she didn't sleep last night.

I handed the report to Qiutong, and then I said, "you Didn't sleep well last night? "

Qiutong's body trembled slightly, and then he tried to smile at me: "no, I slept well last night."

I didn't speak and continued to look her in the eye. She seemed slightly uncomfortable, avoiding my eyes and looking out of the window.

I turned around and walked out slowly. When I got to the door, I stopped and turned around -

Qiutong was looking at me silently. She's watching me go.

My eyes collide with her again.

At that moment, I seemed to see something from her eyes, but I didn't feel anything.

And Qiutong, it seems to see something from my eyes, but it also seems to see nothing.I gently turned away. Back in the office, my sad and depressed heart suddenly collapsed

The fish said to the water, you can't see my tears, because I am in the water. Water said I can feel your tears, because you are in my heart.

In the afternoon, I want to set up a group of civilized newspaper reading activities in the city. Among the scoring standards of chuangcheng, the newspaper reading column and newspaper kiosk are also one of the scoring items.

This is a part of my recent work plan. It is also an important measure that Qiutong and I have discussed for a long time to improve the influence of the group's newspapers and expand the stable retail volume of newspapers. The civilized office has no money, but it has a high position and strong appeal. We pay for it, and the two companies jointly run it. In the name of the civilized office and the media group, the civilized office has a bright face and achievements. We get actual benefits.

I first gave the feasibility report to the leaders of the civilization office, then orally reported the specific operation measures, and analyzed the social benefits brought by this operation. Qiu Tong told me that when reporting such things to such department leaders, we can only talk about social benefits, not economic benefits. After the report, the leaders of the civilization office were very interested and said they would seriously study it.

Then, I'll come out and get ready to go back.

The office of the civilization office is on the upper floor of the Publicity Department of the municipal Party committee, and the office building of the Discipline Inspection Commission is in front of the publicity department, all in the compound of the municipal Party committee.

Out of the Propaganda Department office building, did not take a few steps, just met director Ji.