Chapter 1082

"Well, I'm not right? I think you're guilty. " Dong'Er said: "although Haizhu loves you, I admit that, she doesn't understand you at all, and doesn't understand your true heart at all. I am the only one who really understands you in the world, and the only one who loves you most in the world, because I really understand you, because I really love you

"So, I have to get you, I will give you real love and happiness, others can't do it! So, I can let you fly, no matter how you fly, I still have a thread holding you in my hand. In the end, I am your ultimate destination, you can only be with me. "

Dong er's tone is arbitrary and overbearing. I'm speechless again.

"Do you know what is the most lacking between Haizhu and you?" Donger said.

"What?"

"It's trust!" Dong'Er said, "the trust I'm talking about is not the superficial trust, but the insistence and waiting from the bottom of my heart. Her so-called feelings towards you can't stand the test of trust and can't last forever In a two person world, trust is more difficult than love. People can fall in love with one person in a moment, but it needs long-term investigation to trust one person; people may have loved many people in their life, but only a few people can be found who can really entrust their life; to love one person, we need to put our heart on each other, which may make us suffer the pain of separation of body and mind, but trust others can just guarantee our body and mind as one; love makes us more like people, and trust makes us more like people Can make us Superman, these, I can do, Haizhu can do? "

I stare at Dong'Er in amazement.

"I used to think that I was the best to get along with others when I didn't want to be calm. There is no excess enthusiasm, no suspicious suspicion, no hurt sensitivity, no abnormal anger, no expectation anxiety, no disappointment sadness, no irrelevant fantasy.

"When you don't love, you can feel the complete freedom and liberation of the soul. Sometimes, it's the best state to not love However, I've tried so long, I can't make myself do not love, I can't Since I can't do it, then I want you to come back to me and always belong to me! " Donger continued.

I look at Dong'Er helplessly: "you are talking in your sleep."

"I'm awake. I didn't talk in my sleep." Dong'Er said: "in my days alone, in countless sleepless nights, I keep telling myself to insist. I finally understand that it doesn't matter how hard it is to do something, whether it will have results or not. Even if it fails, it's OK. The key is whether you have the courage to free yourself from the shackles and face it bravely.

"Most of the time, people don't lack methods. What they lack is determination and courage. Don't be timid at the beginning of things, don't look forward and backward when things are going on. Only in this way can everything be possible. "

I said: "Dong'Er, don't entangle in an awkward matter for too long. Entangled for a long time, you will be upset, pain, weariness, tired, will be sad, will be heartbroken. In fact, in the end, you don't have to deal with things, but with yourself. No matter how awkward you are, you have to learn to walk away. "

"Get out of the way? You're talking in your sleep Dong'Er said: "I tell you, Xiao Ke, what I want to do is that I must succeed. I understand that real success does not come from the recognition and evaluation of others, but from the quiet and peaceful state of mind brought by self satisfaction. If I try my best to improve the situation of you and me within the scope of my ability, this is my greatest success.

"Everyone is endowed with different levels of body and intelligence by God. As long as we do our best and try our best to give full play to the energy of life, the result is no longer important. Of course, although not important, but the result must be my satisfaction, that is, you belong to me! You know, in my own time and space, I recall our past countless times, and the past time is always engraved in my heart It can never be waved away

I sighed: "Dong'Er, I advise you not to do this. Don't stay in the past all the time. You should look ahead. The important thing in life is experience. No matter how bitter or happy, the past will not be mentioned again. Recalling the past can only increase the sadness. When you hide your face and sigh, time is gone, and happiness is slipping away from your fingers. There is no injustice in the world, only a heart of injustice. Do not complain, do not hate, indifferent to everything, past smoke. Experience, drunk, wake up, broken, over, forget it! Grasp the moment, do it and cherish it. "

Dong'Er looked at me with a sad smile and nodded: "it's really easy to grasp the moment and cherish it You are so free and easy

I sigh in my heart.

Dong'Er said: "well, although you are flying, you never fly out of my sight, and you will never fly out of my sight. In fact, you don't want to fly out of my sight. Tonight, you can come to me and tell me such a confidential event, which fully shows that you can't give up on me at all. Deep in your heart, you can't give up on me Always can't forget our first love, forget our good time, no matter you admit it or not, you always love me, just like I always love you"I believe that after this ordeal and setback, our love will be stronger, deeper and more lasting. I am always waiting for you to come back, waiting for you to come back to me You can rest assured that no matter what happens to Bai Laosan, I will be able to get away. I have planned and reserved for a long time. As long as Bai Laosan is finished, you will not hesitate to leave Li Shun, officialdom and Xinghai, and we will be free. We can go to our own day. "

I shook my head and looked at Dong'Er: "Dong'Er, I'm here to tell you this tonight, just because I always regard you as a friend in my heart. I don't want to see you involved by Bai Laosan. There's no other meaning! Since you say you have a back hand, I can rest assured! "

"You're lying! Your eyes cannot deceive your heart Dong'Er said excitedly.

I stood up and said, "well, it's time for you to rest!"

Then I went to the door and opened it.

Dong'Er also stood up and followed me.

When I got to the door, I stopped and looked at Dong'Er. She was watching me deeply, her eyes full of deep feeling and resentment.

"And Haizhu?" Donger asked me.

"On a business trip." I said.

"If she didn't go on business, you wouldn't come to me tonight, would you?" Donger said.

"It's two different things!" I said.

"It's not two things, it's closely related!" Donger said stubbornly.

I sighed, "do you have to worry about this? Is that interesting? "

"Of course it's interesting!" Dong'Er said, leaning towards me, his voice trembled: "Xiao Ke, you hold me..."

I looked at Dong'Er's pleading and yearning eyes. My heart trembled and I couldn't bear it. Then I shook my head: "Dong'Er, don't be ridiculous!"

"I'm not fooling around, I'm telling the truth!" Dong'Er said, and suddenly jumped into my arms, arms tightly around my waist, face buried in my arms, body tightly close to my body

I don't have time to react, Dong'Er has already jumped into my arms.

My heart beat violently and my brain was blank.

I subconsciously push Dong'Er's body, but she holds me more tightly.

Dong'Er's body trembles slightly, as if she is looking for a long lost feeling.

I was shocked, and a sudden burst of inexplicable sadness rose in my heart.

This is the woman I first fell in love with. She is no longer my woman. She has left me. But now, she is in my arms, holding my body tightly.

The past has passed away, no matter how many remains will be left in my heart, after all, this is the past. I can cheat myself, but I can't cheat my conscience, I can't avoid my responsibility, I can't avoid my responsibility to Haizhu.

I began to push Dong'Er gently again: "don't do that, Dong'Er, calm down!"

"Don't talk Don't push me I just want to hold you, can't I? " Donger's voice is choked and sad.

I don't speak any more. Dong'Er hugs me so tightly that we just stand at the door.

My heart continues to be inexplicably sad and confused. In my mind, I am in a trance and think of a sentence floating like a dream: different people do the same thing for you, you will feel very different. Because what people care about is not what people do, but what they do. Love in the heart, never mention love, not do not love, but because of too much love. Too love, so afraid of injury; too love, so willing to be hurt; too love, so easy to miss love. The most urgent is the most beautiful scenery; the most hurt is always the most true feelings.

Just then, the elevator bell rang and the door opened.

As soon as I turned my head, I saw Haizhu coming out with her luggage on her face.

See Haizhu suddenly back, my head suddenly dizzy, the first reaction in my mind is: bad!

Haizhu walked out of the elevator and saw me and Donger in my arms. Her face turned pale and her body shook.

My brain door is not from hum of a, hastily forced to push open winter son.

Donger's hair is a little messy. At this time, she also sees Haizhu standing in front of us.

Dong'Er was a little stunned, and then he laughed: "Yo, the manager of the travel company has come back. It's not the right time for you to come back, but it's the right time Why don't you say hello in advance? "

With that, Dong'Er smoothed her hair, straightened the neckline of her pajamas, and looked at Haizhu with a provocative smile.

Haizhu stood there, pale, looking at Donger, with messy hair and exposed pajamas. Her luggage fell to the ground.

At this time, Dong'Er looked at me again and said with a loving expression: "Xiao Ke, I've been busy since I got off work. I'm really tired of you. Ah, I'm tired too. Go back and have a good rest. Let Haizhu make a soup for you You don't have to die to do it. If you can't do it once, you have to do it twice. I feel very painful in my heart... "

As soon as I listen to this, I cry bitterly in my heart. The meaning of Dong'Er's words is too obvious. She obviously wants to mislead Haizhu.I said to Dong'Er, "Dong'Er, what are you talking about? What once or twice Don't talk nonsense about nothing at all

"Oh, you're still a big man. You don't dare to admit what you've done. That's not good!" Dong'Er said, "I'm not afraid. What are you afraid of? Look at your shrinking face

I was even more anxious to know that the more I defended this kind of thing, the worse it was.