Chapter 1174

My heart beat, want to take away, but did not move.

Her hand seemed to tremble. She wanted to take it away, but she didn't move.

Our fingers touched so lightly that they didn't move.

I felt the warmth of Qiutong's fingers, and even felt her heartbeat

My heart beat faster, the feeling of ambiguity filled my heart

For a moment, my hand gently grasped her hand, gently grasped

Her hand is a slight tremor, want to leave, I slightly a force, hold

It seems that she can't move again

I hold her hand in the palm of my hand, containing, fingers can not help but gently touch the back of her hand

This subtle touch and feeling made me feel strange. I could not help holding her hand tightly, and the strength of touching was also increased

Qiutong wants to break free again, my hand is slightly forced, she didn't break away.

Qiutong is still looking out of the window. Her lips are tightly closed, her face is flushed, and her chest is undulating

My fingers began to gently rub her fingertips, slowly sliding to her palm, the index finger in her palm gently draw a circle

Qiutong continued to look out of the window, clenched her lips tightly, and her hands continued to tremble

I cross my fingers and hold them together, feeling the tenderness, warmth and tremor of the fingers on the back of her hands

It seems that what I feel now is not Qiutong's hand, but her heart

Ten fingers are linked to the heart, our ten fingers are touching together, and the heart is touching in the shudder

At this time, silence is better than words.

I just hold her hand and feel Qiutong with my heart

At this time, there is no person or object in my mind, only Qiutong who is sitting with me and flying at a height of 10000 meters.

Silently, it seems that this is the paradise in my fantasy

Heaven is so ambiguous, so pure, so warm, so heart.

I'd rather just keep flying, never reach, never let go.

Qiutong's face became more and more red, and her chest became more and more undulating. Suddenly, her body trembled, and she seemed to think of something. Then she pulled her hand back -

my hand didn't let go, so I couldn't help but follow her. Qiutong's hand pulled back, but my hand fell on Qiutong's leg.

My palm is on Qiutong's leg.

Immediately, I felt the temperature of Qiutong's legs, and trembled slightly. She seemed to be shaking all over.

I can't help but press it slightly, soft and elastic.

My body can't help shaking.

Qiu Tong's body also suddenly trembled, reaching out to move my hand, but failed.

My heart beat so fast that I couldn't move my hand in

I don't know why I want to be like this. I don't know whether it's my physical instinct or my psychological compulsion, or the drive of my soul

Qiu Tong's body seems to be very weak, seems to be some paralytic, but can't help clamping.

Qiu Tong's breath is short and his face is red. He reaches for my wrist and wants to pull my hand out, but it seems that he is so weak.

I looked around and I was dozing. No one noticed us.

My fingers gently pressed, Qiutong's body suddenly throbbed, grabbed my hand and pulled it out, my hand was pulled out by her.

I gently breathed a breath, the heart continues to jump wildly, but there is a bit of regret and loss.

I put my hand back, and there was a strong reaction under my body.

Qiutong didn't look at me, but covered her face with her hands, lowered her head deeply, and her shoulders trembled slightly

Looking at Qiu Tong's appearance, my heart suddenly felt pity and sorrow. I couldn't help stretching out my arm and gently holding her over, letting her body lean against my arms

Qiutong didn't resist. It seemed that she couldn't resist. She just leaned in my arms, covered her face with her hands, and her body still trembled

I gently stroked Qiutong's shoulder, then stroked her earlobe and her neck

Qiu Tong's body suddenly collapsed, powerless against my arms.

My other hand stroked her hand, her cheek.

Qiu Tong suddenly released his hands covering his face and grasped my hand tightly, tightly

Qiutong's face was then buried in my arms.

My hand stopped stroking her neck and started stroking her hair

The hands of Qiutong holding my hand were shaking. They were very tight, more and more tight.

My heart burst out of grief, at this time, I did not have the physical impulse, but in the soul felt a huge acid cool.

Qiutong suddenly let go of my hand, and then her body broke away from my contact. She turned to the window, covered her face tightly with her hands, and her shoulders kept stirringI watched Qiutong silently, and my heart continued to be sad.

For a while, Qiu Tong's body did not move, seemed to be gradually calming down, deeply breathed a breath.

Qiutong then sat upright and turned to look at me. The red tide on her face was fading away.

Qiutong's eyes looked as quiet as usual, and her lips gently pursed.

I suddenly did not dare to look at her and could not help drooping my eyelids.

Qiu Tong gently breathed: "we can't do this."

Qiutong's voice is very light, but I can hear it clearly.

I looked up at the pure eyes of Qiutong water, which was full of deep guilt and uneasiness at this time.

"We need to be rational." Qiu Tong said, the voice is still very light.

I breathed slowly, without making a sound.

Qiu Tong smoothed her hair, then turned to look out of the window

"Haizhu is looking for ruomeng." After a while, Qiutong said, he didn't look back.

"I I may have dreamt that she heard me I said.

Qiu Tong looked back at me: "talking in my sleep."

"Yes." I nodded.

Qiu Tong bit his lips uneasily, kept silent for a moment, and said, "Haizhu asked me that day, I I don't know how to answer her I don't know if I should tell her if the dream is me I don't know if I should tell her what happened in that imaginary world I want to tell her, but I lack courage. If I don't tell her, I feel very guilty and uneasy I I really feel mean. "

I said: "things in that world do not necessarily need to be known to people in this world It may not do us any good to know, the world is so cruel, so cruel that we can only dream in that world, don't destroy that world, leave an illusory illusion

"There are no dreams in reality. Dreams in reality will wake up sooner or later. Dreams in the illusory world may be the only consolation left for me and us. Don't be too cruel to yourself. Let the dreams in that world remain."

My voice trembled slightly.

Qiutong was silent and didn't speak any more. She looked out of the window again, with extreme pain and desolation in her eyes, helplessness and uneasiness

At one o'clock in the afternoon, the plane landed at Kunming airport.

Qiutong and I arrived at the exit, and the meeting was held.

We were received to Shangri La Hotel in Kunming, where tomorrow's meeting will be held.

The arrangement of accommodation, Qiutong enjoy the treatment of unit leaders, a room for myself, I and another unit of the distribution company manager a room.

Our rooms are next to each other.

After settling down, I went to Qiutong's room. She was looking at the schedule of the meeting.

"The three-day meeting is only held in Kunming for one day." Qiu Tong said and handed me the schedule.

I took a look, if so, the other two days were held in a hot spring resort in Tengchong, where I had a meeting while soaking in the hot spring.

Now the meetings are half meetings and half tours. The organizers are so thoughtful that they can have a meeting and a hot spring.

"You're going back to your second hometown again." Qiutong looks at me.

I nodded and murmured, "well Tengchong Tengchong. "

I can't help thinking of the first time I followed Li Shun to cross the border into Myanmar from Tengchong. Tengchong is on the border. If Li Shun had arrived at the golden triangle, he would be so close to me.

Thinking of this, my heart jumped up.

It seems that I Miss Li Shun and Lao Qin.

"We're going to Tengchong again." Qiutong said that she also thought of her trip to Tengchong, Myanmar.

I nodded again.

"In Tengchong, when the meeting is not busy, I will accompany you to visit your hometown again." Qiu Tong said.

"Well..." My mood was suddenly a little mixed.

"It's rare to take advantage of a meeting to come out and relax." Qiu Tong suddenly laughed.

I laughed, too.

"I'll be very busy when I go back!" Qiu Tong said again.

I nodded, and then said: "after I go back, I may soon go to the Party School of the municipal Party committee to study and participate in a theoretical study class for young and middle-aged cadres at section level held by the Organization Department of the municipal Party Committee Sun dongkai told me yesterday! "

"Oh..." Autumn Tong eyes a bright: "good, this is a good thing, how long to learn?"

"A month!" I said.

"Well It's going to be out of work! " Qiu Tong said.

"Yes." I said.

"Then someone will be in charge of the work of the company Does secretary sun arrange for Cao Teng to preside over the work of the distribution company? " Qiu Tong said, "did he ask for your advice?"

I shook my head: "asked my opinion, I thought his mind is to let Cao Teng preside over, said Cao Teng, but he did not agree!"

"Oh..." Qiu Tong's voice was a little surprised: "what he means is..."

"He's going to let you run the distribution company!" I said."Oh..." Qiu Tong frowned: "let me host."

Obviously, Qiu Tong was surprised by sun dongkai's arrangement.

"Yes, let you preside!" I said.

Qiutong pondered for a moment, nodded: "I understand."

"What do you understand?" I said.

"He was afraid that Cao Teng would screw up his work I'm not very confident about Cao Teng's ability to preside over the overall work of the distribution company Or, it's worried that Cao Teng will take the opportunity to leave you a dirty ass during the hosting period. At the critical moment of the city's establishment, he doesn't think of anything and doesn't want to take the risk However, Yunduo's current identity, ability and prestige do not seem to be able to preside over the overall work of the distribution company, so he chose me... " Qiu Tong said.

"Part of what you said is sun dongkai's reason, but he didn't say that Cao Teng left me a dirty buttock during the hosting period." I said.

Qiu Tong said: "this involves the delicate relationship between you and Cao Teng. Naturally, he can't say Although he arranged for Cao tenggan to be your deputy and wanted to use him to check and balance you, he was not willing to let Cao Teng do harm to you under the current situation. If Cao Teng left you a mess at this time, it would directly endanger the interests of secretary sun and bring him negative effects!

"Remember, he uses Cao Teng to check and balance you. From his point of view, he doesn't want Cao Teng to make trouble for you and the work of the distribution company. Checking and balancing doesn't mean making trouble. On the one hand, he needs you to improve the work of the distribution company and make achievements for him. On the other hand, he needs to firmly control you and prevent you from getting out of control "Yes."