Chapter 1238

When I returned to my hotel room, my roommate was in a dream.

I quietly undressed, took a simple bath, and then gently went to bed, turned into the bed, felt out my mobile phone and sent a text message to Qiutong: "I have arrived safely."

Immediately received a text message reply from Qiutong: "God You're back safe at last

I didn't expect that Qiutong didn't sleep so late, still waiting for my SMS notice.

"I'm sorry to make you stay up late. Please go to sleep." I said.

"Well It's almost dawn Are you in the hotel now? " Qiu Tong replied.

"Yes, in the hotel room!" I reply.

"Didn't wake up the roommates?" Qiu Tong said.

"No!" I said.

"Take a bath and relax!" She said.

"After washing, at the moment, chiguoguo is lying in bed naked It's so comfortable to sleep naked... " I suddenly had a bad smile in my heart. In fact, I was wearing the inner coat.

"You - you -"

I think her heart will beat and blush when she sees this.

"I-I -"

"you villain."

"Don't you like sleeping naked?" I sent a bad text message, my heart beat faster.

"You - you are good or bad!"

"Tell me!" My heart continues to beat faster, and my body suddenly reacts and feels ambiguous.

"Screw you, I won't tell you! You're dead. "

"Hey, hey..." I can't help laughing in bed. I think she must be blushing at the moment. My physical reaction is more severe.

"How can I stay in a hotel without underwear It's not a good habit. " After a while, she replied

"haha, I'm actually wearing inner pants I was just teasing you. "

"You - you liar, villain - won't talk to you, I'm sleeping!"

"Well Good night

"Not good night, good morning."

"Oh, yes, good morning."

I fell asleep in a daze. In my dream, I dreamt of Qiutong. I dreamt of floating life like a dream. I dreamt that she and I were lying naked in the same bed together

Although it was in my sleep, my body still reacted badly.

When I got up at dawn, my roommate said to me, "Hey, Ike, when did you come back last night? I don't know at all! When you wake up in the morning, you find yourself lying in bed and sleeping

"I went out for supper last night. I came back late. I didn't dare to disturb you!" I said.

"Oh, ha ha, you are still talking in your sleep Do you miss a woman in your dream He asked me jokingly.

I was stunned: "ah, did I talk in my sleep again? What did I say? "

"You murmur a name, as if it were a dream." He said.

"Ah -" I was startled. Fortunately, it's here. If you are with Haizhu, it's a big trouble again.

He looked at me with a bad smile: "if this is a dream, I'm afraid you are my dream lover?"

"Ha ha..." I gave a dry smile and went to the bathroom to wash. I was still scared.

After breakfast, I went back to the big group and worked with the team.

Qin Lu was very happy to see me: "Amen, thank God, you've finally come back. I thought you didn't work with us these days It's good to come back. Good comrades come back. "

I laughed: "did you have a good time yesterday?"

"Yesterday, we visited Rehai Park, where there are big boiling pot, pregnant well, pearl spring, toad mouth, scientific research field and beauty pool. Then we went to the volcano Geopark, visited the volcano museum and some places of big and small empty mountains." Qin Lu said.

"Rehai park is a national scenic spot, and volcanic Geopark is also a national one. It's fun there! Must be very happy? " I said.

Qin Lu looked at me: "the scenery is really good, very spectacular and beautiful, but I'm not happy!"

"What's the matter?" I said.

"Because you're not here!" Qin Lu said half true and half false.

There are several students around, all laughing.

Qin Lu said this in front of everyone, which made me feel embarrassed. I looked at the private detective photographer standing on one side, who was looking at me with a flattering smile.

I gave him a smile: "yesterday you also very hard bar."

"Ha ha, it's not hard, it should be!" He said.

"I will continue to work hard for you in the next few days!" I said.

"You're welcome!" He said.

Soon, the team set out to continue today's tour schedule.

Qin Lu is still sitting with me on the bus.

On the way, I absently looked out of the window, thinking about yesterday's experience, thinking about Qiutong, thinking about Haizhu, all kinds of feelings in my heart gushed out together

"Well, what do you think?" Qin Lu touched my arm.I turned to look at Qin Lu, a little stunned.

"Hello - silly?" Qin Lu held out her hand and shook it in front of my eyes.

I thought back and shook my head: "it's not stupid!"

"What's on your mind? Young man Qin Lu said with a smile.

I thought about it and asked Qin Lu, "Qin Lu, let me ask you a question!"

"Please, just ask!" Qin Lu said.

"You said Will love without trust continue? If we continue in the afternoon, will there be good results? "I said.

Qin Lu looked at me: "what? You have a problem? With whom? And Haizhu? "

I said, "no, it just occurred to me I want to hear your opinion

Qin Lu said: "is it really not a problem with Haizhu?"

I said: "of course not. What's the matter with you? Ask you a question, discuss a problem, just chat to pass the time without any purpose. Why do you always talk about me? Forget it. I won't talk to you. It's boring! "

"Yo - it's also a small temper. Why are you so excited? Well, I won't ask about your private life." Qin Lu said with a smile: "however, the question you just mentioned reminds me of one thing."

"What's the matter?" I asked Qin Lu.

Qin Lu said: "a girl friend once said to me with complacency: he loves me very much. Every day when he comes home, he will check my mobile phone, check information and exchange calls."

"Oh..." My heart can't help but move.

Qin Lu continued: "looking at her smiling face full of happiness, I don't know whether I should be happy for her or sad for her."

"Why?" I said.

Qin Lu said: "Byron once said that love is a part of a man's life, but the whole of a woman's life. From this we can see that women are all involved in the feelings, mixed with too much blindness and blind obedience. Is distrust called true love? Can the emotion without personal space be true? Since we have chosen each other, we should give each other a natural state and keep our personal space and personality

"If you are always wary of each other, men are afraid of women coming out of the wall, women are afraid of men picking wild flowers, is this kind of wary love tiring? Two people who love each other are suspicious, which means that they don't have self-confidence. Can a person without self-confidence face life calmly? Can a person without self-confidence get true love? If your love doesn't make you feel secure, it's not true love. If your love makes you have no self-confidence, you have to wake up. Love without self-confidence is doomed to be an emotional tragedy. "

I pondered over Qin Lu's words.

Qin Lu said: "love is to trust, love is to give each other space, if your eyes are always wide open, if you always hold the mirror for too long, God can find fault, open and close your eyes, a harmonious love at least one is a fool. As the saying goes: what should be yours is yours, not yours. Even if it is tied to the belt, it will run after all. To give each other space is equal to freedom, to give others trust is equal to confidence and open-minded, open-minded people are happy

I said, "Qin Lu, it seems that you have a good understanding."

Qin Lu said with a smile: "no comment. It involves my privacy However, I am sure that in this world, women do not care about decency, decency is because they are not attracted enough; men do not care about loyalty, loyalty is because the chips of betrayal are too low. There is a secret and beautiful scenery in everyone's heart. Men are eager to have sex and women are eager to know each other

"You can look at a person, but you can't look at his heart. Therefore, whether it's a woman or a man, you should learn to let go and trust. Love is like the sand in your hand. The more tightly you grasp it, the faster it leaks. Learn to let go, let it go, learn to be tolerant and trust, and then learn how to love. Doubt and speculation are no longer called love. They are selfish and disrespectful. They are narrow-minded, fragile and lack of self-confidence. "

"You say, what is the basis of love?" I said.

"Equality, of course, can also be said to be respect and trust." Qin Lu said: "mutual respect and trust are the key to maintaining balance. Distrust and trust are both contagious. It depends on how you treat them. The happy women in this world are all fools. They have no brains. They are happy and simple. They look at the positive side of everything and treat everyone with sincerity and trust, so they are happy. "

I couldn't help nodding.

"The best proof of love is to trust him. If you love him, you should trust him. Don't be shadowy. Don't be suspicious. If your trust is in exchange for his or her free indulgence, then let him or her go bravely, and let him or her become a runaway wild horse, so that he or she can achieve his or her own happiness How can people who don't know how to cherish understand true love? To give up is to fulfill one's right to pursue happiness. "

Qin Lu continued: "trust is the cornerstone of love. Especially in today's society full of temptation, love depends on trust to maintain. Colorful world, full of dizzy temptations, men or women, there will be lost, but there are some behaviors, some thoughts."If we measure true love from the perspective of behavior and thought, then I dare say that there is basically no true love in this world Those with wings are not necessarily angels, sometimes birdmen. Maybe our trust will bring hurt and disappointment, but we should not deny the whole forest because of a dead tree. "

After listening to Qin Lu's words, I can't help thinking. I don't know whether I should measure my current love from my behavior or thought, or whether I am an angel or a bird

I turned my head and looked out the window, pondering and struggling