Chapter 1263

I pondered that, indeed, when people come into contact with fame and wealth, their eyes will become dirty and their minds will be confused. Huang Yaping is like this. The reason why she loves Gao Jialin more is that she values Gao Jialin's development potential more, appreciates his literary quality more, and thinks Gao Jialin is better than Kenan. Gao Jialin is even more so. He loves Qiaozhen deeply and knows it in his heart. But when he combines love with reality, love becomes insignificant.

Perhaps women's view of love is more about love determining reality, while men are more realistic and rational. They can see love as a tool and ladder to change reality, and Gao Jialin is one of them. If we want to evaluate him euphemistically, we can only say that he gave in to the reality, chose the smooth road of reality, and chose a woman who can make him get rid of the rural life completely. Indeed, he likes Huang Yaping, but that kind of love is not pure.

I asked Xie Fei, "elder martial sister, do you think it's more unforgettable to fall in love in college? Or is it more simple to fall in love when we enter the society and face the choice of marriage partners

Xie Fei said: "I have said enough just now. You should answer this question yourself I want to hear your opinion

I thought for a while and said, "I think most people will choose the former!"

"Why?" Xie Fei said.

I said: "although many people think that love in college is very childish, it is also the love that people are most unaffected by external fame and wealth and most directly touch the heart - pure and flawless. Gao Jialin's love for Qiaozhen is so pure, that is love. When he fell in love with her, Gao Jialin did not consider whether she had culture or not, and did not consider whether their life would still be poor in the future. He looked blind, but he was absolutely pure, sincere and unforgettable. "

Xie Fei nodded: "yes, when we stand in Qiao Zhen's position, we will naturally scold Gao Jialin's fickleness and influence. But when we think from the standpoint of Gao Jialin, how many people can be loyal to their true love without the influence of reality? Will we bow to reality? I think we will, because we live in reality and have to consider a lot. When reality conflicts with love, how do we choose? I think more people will choose to be perfect in reality, that is to say, more people will choose to be Gao Jialin.

"When Gao Jialin returned to the village with nothing, he also paid for his choice - Qiaozhen left, no longer waiting for him. This not only reminds me of a sentence: some people, once missed, even strangers. Although Qiaozhen is still quietly helping Gao Jialin, she has become a stranger on a different road after she has lost it. "

I said: "elder martial sister, when love meets reality, how do you choose?"

Xie Fei said: "it's not how I will choose, but how I have made a choice. This problem is past tense for me. In fact, I understand that no matter how I choose, all the results will be accompanied by sour, sweet and bitter. At that time, as long as I don't regret it, I will But how many people can really tell themselves from the heart that they have no regrets? "

After listening to Xie Fei's words, I couldn't help being silent again.

Xie Fei was silent, too.

I thought that Buddha said that there are seven sufferings in life: birth, old age, illness and death, resentment and hatred, parting and not being able to ask. Is it easier to give up something you can't get? Looking for a person who dotes on himself more, will he be more happy? Learn to delete some memory, will there be less suffering?

Maybe I should try to change my mind to be open-minded in the face of all the sorrows in my life

Xie Fei and I were chatting and drinking. It seemed that she didn't drink much, but she was able to drink. Her face became more and more red and her eyes were more and more twinkling.

"Elder martial sister, there is a beautiful boss in our group, named Qiutong. Do you know him?" I asked her suddenly.

Xie Fei smoothed his hair and said, "I know you. When Lao Guan talked about your group at home, you and Qiu Tong were the most mentioned people. He appreciated your ability to do things. Of course, not only to do things, but also to be a person

"Although I haven't dealt with Qiutong directly, I still have a good impression on her. According to Lao Guan, she is still the first beauty in the municipal government Beautiful women plus talented women are still very decent beauties, which is rare in officialdom. "

Xie Fei's words were very helpful to me.

"In your group, there is another one named Cao Li." Xie Fei said.

It seems that Xie Fei also heard Lao Guan mention Cao Li.

"Yes, assistant to the president and director of the party office of the group!" I said.

"This man How's it going? " Xie Fei asked me.

"This man Although we are in the same unit, I don't want to make more comments. " I said. I think Lao Guan will not tell Xie Fei what kind of woman Cao Li is. Xie Fei is just asking me on purpose.

"Ha ha, I see." Xie Fei said with a smile: "women in officialdom can do well, but there are two different ways. Some women take the right way, while others take the wrong way. Even, in many cases, women who take the wrong way can do better than those who take the right way This is the reality This is the reality of officialdom women.... "Xie Fei's words make my heart move. Although Xie Fei is not a member of officialdom, she seems to be no stranger to officialdom. She seems to have been influenced by Guan Yunfei's ears and eyes.

See Xie Fei drink almost, so I proposed to finish the last glass of wine, Xie Fei agreed.

Xie Fei was a little drunk. I went to settle the bill, then went out together and took a car to send Xie Fei home.

Xie Fei seemed to have drunk too much. He leaned slightly on my shoulder and his head also leaned up

Some of my heart beat faster, I tried to reach for her hand, but I didn't dare to reach for it.

This is the minister's wife. You can't move. You can't make mistakes. I remind myself in my heart.

Xie Fei's hair makes my neck itch, and I can't help feeling itchy. Her body is warm, and the body of a mature woman exudes a unique flavor and charm. My heart beats faster and faster, trying to control myself.

Xie Fei seems to be asleep, so head against my shoulder, has been silent.

We kept this posture until we came to the gate of her residential area.

As soon as the car stopped, Xie Fei woke up, looked at me and said with embarrassment, "sorry, I drank a little too much. I fell asleep just now."

"Nothing Elder martial sister, do you want me to take you in? " I said.

"No, I can walk back by myself:" Xie Fei looked at me and laughed: "younger martial brother, thank you for having dinner with me tonight, thank you for chatting with me Thank you for bringing me back. "

"You are welcome, elder martial sister." I said.

"It's obviously my treat tonight, but I'm more and more embarrassed to ask my younger martial brother to check out!" Xie Fei said.

"Elder martial sister is becoming more and more polite!" I said with a smile.

"It's not polite. How can you let younger martial brother pay for the treat of elder martial sister I'll invite you back some other day. " Xie Fei said.

I laughed.

Xie Fei got out of the car and waved to me: "goodbye, younger martial brother."

"Goodbye, elder martial sister."

Xie Fei smiles at me and turns around.

Xie Fei swayed into the gate of the community, and I said to the taxi driver, "let's go."

On the way back, I seemed to feel a little damp on my shoulder. I reached out and touched it. It was wet. I put it in my mouth and licked it. It was salty.

My heart can't help shaking. Did Xie Fei shed tears just now? I was so nervous just now that I didn't realize it.

This discovery made my heart tremble.

Thinking of the conversation between Xie Fei and me tonight and her mysterious whereabouts in the hotel that day, I can't help shaking my original judgment. Isn't Xie Fei going to the hotel that day to have a tryst with other men?

If not, why did she see Guan Yunfei suddenly appear and leave in such a hurry? She seems to want to tell me the real purpose of her going to the hotel tonight, but she didn't say it after I expressed no interest. Why does she want to tell me this? Is it just because you're drunk? Is she really drunk or is she pretending to be?

In addition, from her words, it seems to be able to detect her dissatisfaction with the status quo of Guan Yunfei, and even some resentment. Why? Is she aware that Guan Yunfei has other women outside?

She didn't ask other alumni to dinner tonight. She just asked me out alone. It seems that she was worried that I would refuse to ask me out in advance. So in the name of alumni gathering, what's the purpose of asking me out for dinner? Is it just to thank me for helping her out that day?

These are mysteries. There are many doubts.

But I'm not interested in solving these mysteries. I still have a lot of excrement that I can't clean. Where can I care about these?

Just at this time, my mobile phone rang. It was Haifeng.

I answer.

"Shit, Hello, good evening!" Haifeng said.

"Good Are you still in the U.S I said.

"Sun I just got off the plane and went back to my dormitory. I'll report to you! " Haifeng said.

"Oh Back The people of the motherland welcome you I said.

"Ha ha, what are you doing?" Haifeng said.

"On the way back to the dormitory!" I said.

"Drinking again? You're not dead... " Haifeng said.

"Ha ha Muyou, you can still breathe. " I said.

"Yesterday I received a call from one of our elder martial sisters asking where I am." Haifeng said.

"Oh..." It seems that Xie Fei knew Haifeng was abroad in advance.

"I forgot to tell you that some time ago when your study class went to Tengchong, I attended an alumni gathering of Zhejiang University and met several alumni of Zhejiang University in Xinghai, including the elder martial sister I just mentioned According to other alumni, she is the wife of the propaganda director of Xinghai municipal Party committee She works as a teacher at Xinghai University Haifeng said.

"I know. Her name is Xie Fei! We had lessons in our class. " I said, "I just had dinner with her."

"Aha, you are eating with her tonight..." Haifeng laughed: "no wonder she called me yesterday. It must be another alumni party tonight, isn't it?""Well..." I said noncommittally.

, "I tell you, although this wine is blushing, she is not too small, but half a kilo of Baijiu can not be poured down." In this wine market, the blush can't be ignored, and the women can't be ignored. The elder martial sister has occupied it. Ha ha... " Haifeng said.

"Oh..." I let out. It seems that elder martial sister Xie Fei didn't drink much tonight, although she seems to be a little drunk.

Is it that everyone is drunk if he is not drunk?