Silence for a while, Haizhu said: "husband."
"In -" I said.
"Do you love me?" Zhu said.
"Love," I said. I know the answer is the only one.
"How much love?" Haizhu said.
"Love, love --" I said, feeling confused.
"Well, I love you, too. I love you so much." Haizhu said.
"Well..."
"You too?" Haizhu said.
"Yes -"
"what is it? Say it -- "
" love till the sea is dry and the stone is rotten. " I tried to say it.
"Well..." Haizhu kisses me again, and then says, "I'll be with you all my life. I'll stick to you all my life. You can only be my man. No one can take you away from me. Of course, I'll only be your woman, just your woman I will serve you all my life, and I will live and die with you all my life. "
My heart trembled, I don't know whether it was moved or frightened, I don't know whether it was excited or worried.
It seems that my soul is wandering aimlessly in the dark, wandering with confusion and perplexity, and I don't know where it will go.
"Brother..." Haizhu said, take my hand to her chest and put it on her little rabbit.
"Well..." I hold the bead of the rabbit gently rubbing.
"Do you mind if I always ask you something?" Haizhu said.
"Don't bother!" I immediately answered, I know, this answer is also the only one.
"Not really?" Haizhu asked again.
"Not really!" I said hastily.
"Do you think I don't trust you when I cross examine you?" Haizhu said.
"No It means you love me I said, my heart can not help but start tears.
"Well I'm glad that you think so. Yes, I really care about you out of love. I care about you not because I don't trust you, but because I lack confidence in myself Because I can't grasp myself, I want to hold you firmly. I'm afraid that one day, you will leave me suddenly... " Haizhu's voice is a little sad.
My heart hurt a little, and I hugged Haizhu: "Zhu, I won't leave you, no matter what happens, I won't leave you Our destiny is linked, destiny is destined to us together, I will never leave you As long as you don't leave me... "
"Well, I believe you Believe what you say I won't leave you. I will catch you. You are my man. You can only belong to me. You can only belong to me... " Haizhu murmured.
"Zhu, I hope you can be a confident woman, believe in yourself, live a little easier and don't be too tired." I said.
"I'm not tired. I'm very relaxed..." Haizhu chuckled.
Can hear, Haizhu smile some reluctantly, said some insincere.
I said, "two people together, what's the most important? Nature is happy, happy will be happy, happy will be happy
"Well..." Haizhu answered with a low voice: "I know."
"What is the basis of love? It's confidence, it's trust! " I said it sincerely again.
"Well Trust. " Haizhu agreed, gently stroked my body, said: "brother, do you think love is a burden?"
I said, "why do you think that?"
"No, it's just a sudden thought." Haizhu said.
I said, "if there is a burden, then there must be weight, right?"
"Yes." Haizhu said softly.
"So, do you think love has weight?" I asked Haizhu.
Haizhu thought for a while and said, "I don't know What do you say? "
I said, "I'll tell you a story."
"Well..."
I said, "a Hindu is walking to the holy temple in the Himalayas. The road is very long, the mountain road is very difficult to walk, and the air is very thin. Although he carries very little luggage, he is still struggling and panting along the way. He walked and stopped, constantly looking forward, hoping that the destination would soon appear in front of him.
"Just above him, he saw a little girl, no more than ten years old, carrying a chubby child, moving slowly forward. She was panting and sweating all the time, but her hands were still tightly protecting the child on her back. When the Hindus passed by the little girl, they sympathized with the little girl and said: my child, you must be very tired. You have such a heavy back! The little girl was very unhappy and said, "what you carry is a weight, but what I carry is not a weight. He is my brother."
After hearing this story, Haizhu was silent and said for a while, "what does this mean?"
I said: "there is no mistake. On the scale, there is no difference between the younger brother and the burden. It will show the actual weight. But as far as the heart is concerned, the little girl is right. She carries her younger brother, not a weight. The burden is a weight. In other words, her love for her brother came from the bottom of her heart. Therefore, love has no weight, love is not a burden, but a joy of care and no demand to pay This is true of family, and so is love. "While talking, I released a hand and quietly touched the gap at the head of the bed without touching the recorder.
After listening to me, Haizhu was silent again and yawned: "brother, I'm sleepy."
I patted Haizhu's body: "sleep."
We embrace each other and go to sleep
Half asleep and half awake, suddenly feel Haizhu's body gently moving, I wake up.
"Brother..." Haizhu whispered to me.
I didn't say anything. I went on sleeping.
Haizhu gently left, put my hand between her thighs away, and then sat up, groping for something in the dark.
For a moment, I heard a slight sound at the head of the bed.
Then Haizhu lay down again, nestled in my arms and put my hand between her thighs
In the dark, I heard Haizhu sighing softly
I lay there motionless, for a while, hearing Haizhu's breathing become even, she fell asleep.
I quietly pulled out her hand between her thighs, gently fumbled into the gap at the head of the bed, and then touched the recorder
I gently took my hand back, put it back to the original place, opened my eyes and looked at the bright moon in the night sky outside the window. There was a great sadness and sadness in my heart
I can't help but be afraid to talk about my dreams.
These days, dreaming kills people.
I can't help worrying about dreaming. The best way to stop dreaming is not to sleep.
But is that possible? I'm sleepy. I still have to sleep. How can I learn Marxism Leninism in the daytime if I don't sleep?
I fell asleep again.
In my sleep, I began to dream again, and dream of Floating Life in the air
Dream of the countless nights and the silent communication of floating life like a dream, dream of the heart to heart relationship with her, dream of the deep feeling of her calling guests, dream of the deep feeling of my calling like a dream
After daybreak, I woke up. Haizhu had got up and was making breakfast in the kitchen.
I was thinking about my dream last night. My heart suddenly shrank. I reached for the crack at the head of the bed, and the recorder disappeared.
I sit up and feel a little scared. Damn, did I talk in my sleep last night?
I don't know.
I leaned uneasily on the head of the bed, took out a cigarette and smoked it slowly
After a while, Haizhu's mobile phone rang in the living room, and then Haizhu began to answer the phone.
"Hello, sister Cao." The sound of Haizhu.
Sister Cao, could it be Cao Li? Cao Li called Haizhu early in the morning.
I can't help listening.
"Ha ha, OK, no problem But I'll treat you. How can I always treat you? " Haizhu said.
Cao Li invited Haizhu to dinner again.
I immediately get out of bed, into the living room, Haizhu just finished the phone.
"Brother, you're up." Haizhu said.
"Who called just now?" I said.
"Cao Li..." Haizhu said.
"What's the matter?" I said.
"What else? Business, of course It's about your group's employees' welfare, vacation and tourism. " Haizhu said: "Cao Li is very responsible and efficient. She is also very enthusiastic to customers. She said that she would offer me a meal and give me the list of tourists by the way. We can book the air tickets early."
I said, "business is business. Why eat? You don't want to eat with her. "
Haizhu looked at me strangely: "isn't it normal to have dinner with customers? Why are you so fussy? Besides, Cao Li is a woman, not a man. What's wrong with me having dinner with her? "
I was speechless for a moment.
"She is very hospitable. She has to invite me. I can't let her treat me this time. I'll invite her! I won't let you feel that I owe you Cao Li. " Haizhu said and went into the kitchen again.
I can't find a suitable reason to stop Haizhu and Cao Li from having a meal, so I have no choice.
At breakfast, Haizhu said, "I think Cao Li is very warm and sincere. It seems that you have a lot of face. It's good to have acquaintances in business."
I said, "remember what I said. When you eat with her, don't say anything useless."
Haizhu looked at me: "what can I say? Don't you just don't want Cao Li to know our personal relationship with Qiu Tongyun? I've known for a long time. You don't have to nag me. I know it in my heart! "
I looked at Haizhu a look of indifference, some bottomless in the heart.
Haizhu looked at me a little uneasy and said, "are you worried about me telling qiutongyun our personal relationship in front of Cao Li, or are you worried about other things?"
Haizhu's eyes were suspicious.
I was a little nervous and said, "of course, there is nothing else. Don't be suspicious."
Haizhu said, "I don't want to be suspicious But why is your performance not normal? "I laughed: "my performance is very normal, there is something abnormal in wood..."
Haizhu looked at me for a while, eyes blinking, did not speak.
I finished my meal in a hurry and went straight to school.
On the way, I received a call from Xie Fei: "sorry, younger martial brother, I drank a little too much last night There's nothing wrong with it, is there? "
I said: "no, everything is very good..."
"Good If there is any disrespect, if it brings you any trouble, younger martial brother will bear with you. " Xie Fei said.
"You are welcome, elder martial sister." I said: "you went back late last night, didn't minister Guan blame you?"
"He? I didn't see him until dawn when I went back last night He said that he went down to the county to check his work and lived in the county. Who knows if it's true. " Xie Fei said, his voice seemed to be filled with some bitterness.
Lonely young woman with deep sorrow
I seem to have this feeling for Xie Fei.