Chapter 1273

"Ah - Cao Li is really powerful. She drives a BMW..." Haizhu added: "an office worker can afford a BMW. It seems that Cao Li is really not simple Where did she get so much money... "

I said with indifference: "it's not easy for women in officialdom to get rich. Just find a man with power and power to sleep. After serving, it's not easy to get promoted and get rich?"

"Oh, you mean Cao Li." Haizhu said.

"Nonsense!" I said.

"Oh Cao Li can even do this... " Haizhu said, "it's not good. At this point, she has nothing to do with Qiutong."

"Such a woman, you don't have much to do with her!" I said.

"What? You're afraid she's going to spoil me? " Haizhu said, "how can it be? I'm not a child. I only have business relationship with her. I know it in my heart. "

Haizhu has a look of disapproval.

"You can have a fart number!" I said.

"Yes, I don't have a fart count. You do, don't you? You're good, all right?" Haizhu said unhappily: "since I want to do business, of course I have to contact with all kinds of people, whether men or women. Cao Li is a woman. What can happen to me and her? You keep trying your best to prevent me from contacting with Cao Liduo. What do you think in your heart? I don't think it's good that you have a ghost in your heart. "

Haizhu said this, I dare not say more, yes, for Cao Li, I have a ghost in my heart, after all, Cao Li has always had that kind of idea for me, although I did not have that kind of relationship with Cao Li, but after all, she still insulted me many times.

Haizhu continued: "even if Cao Li is the kind of woman you said, what's the relationship between her contact with those men and me? I don't associate with men she knows When I contact with men, you are jealous and I am happy. When I associate with women, if you are not happy, I can't understand it. "

I'm quiet. I just drive.

"Talk -" Haizhu looked at me.

"No words!" I said.

"I think you are guilty!" Haizhu looked at me suspiciously.

"Empty heart fart, I calm down, you pure nonsense light --" I tried to calm down, my heart can't help really some empty.

Haizhu stopped talking and turned to look out of the window.

We are all silent

I can't help thinking about the summer in Qiutong's office. At this moment, only the two of them are here. What are they talking about?

This thought, my heart can not help but sour, uneasy up.

I think I'm so small-minded that I'm obsessed with these things.

I feel very dirty, eating the bowl, looking at the pot.

I feel very selfish. I know I have Haizhu. I can't be with Qiutong, but I don't want her to associate with summer. Obviously, summer is a much better man than me, no matter from which aspect, I can't compare with summer. What's the reason why I don't want Qiutong to associate with summer?

Thinking in this way, I feel some inferiority and cowardice.

In restlessness and tangled contradictions back to the dormitory.

Haizhu was full of steam all the way. She didn't say a word. After going to bed, I just turned out the light. She said, "I tell you, the more you don't let me associate with Cao Li, the more I associate with her!"

As soon as I heard it, I sat up and turned on the light again. Looking at Haizhu, I roared: "ah Zhu, what's the matter with you? Why don't you listen to me? "

Haizhu looked at me without showing any weakness: "what are you yelling at? What's your name in the middle of the night? Show your ability, don't you? "

I slowly tone: "well, I don't roar, I just ask you, why my words you just don't listen?"

Haizhu also sat up and stared at me: "if you should listen to me, if you shouldn't, I just won't listen!"

Haizhu drank some wine, wine emboldened ah, she seems to have the strength to quarrel with me.

I looked at Haizhu and was speechless for a moment.

Haizhu then said: "I see, you must have a ghost in your heart. What ghost do you have in your heart?"

"I - I have a ghost in my heart!" I said.

My voice sounds a little hollow.

"Is there a ghost in wood? Well, do you believe that? " Haizhu said.

"Letter I tried to embolden myself, I said.

"Believe me, air!" Haizhu said.

"What is air?" I suddenly want to ease the atmosphere, half jokingly said: "air is not fart ah?"

Haizhu some want to laugh, but also hold back, continue to stare at me: "you less hippy, I'm serious with you."

"Well, no more noise, my good pearl, come on, brother hug." As I said this, I reached out to embrace Haizhu, trying to calm down the noise.

I really don't want to quarrel with Haizhu. I feel very tired in my heart. I hope I can live a peaceful life. No matter whether I am happy or not, I just want to be safe.

I really don't have any higher requirements at this time. I accept my life."Don't let you hold it --" Haizhu said angrily. She pushed away my hand and lay down again. She stretched out her hand and turned off the light.

The room was in darkness.

Haizhu lay there motionless, and I sat in bed.

For a while, eyes adapted to the dark, I lowered my head, close to Haizhu's face.

Haizhu is looking at me with wide eyes, big eyes blinking.

Although it's in the dark, I still seem to see Haizhu's eyebrows slightly wrinkled, and I still seem to see the suspicion and worry in her eyes

Haizhu then turned around and turned her back to me.

I lay down, reached for Haizhu, and touched her little rabbit.

I want to ease the current deadlock and liven up the atmosphere.

"I'm tired, don't move me..." The sound of Haizhu came from the night. It seemed a little cold.

I reluctantly retracted my hand and lay on my back, staring at the blurred ceiling in a daze

Confused, meet Buddha.

I asked Buddha: what should I do if I meet someone I can love but I can't grasp them? Buddha said: how much love to stay in the world, to meet the changes of the floating world, to do happy things with lovers, don't ask whether it is robbery or fate. I asked Buddha: Why are there so many regrets in the world? Buddha said: This is a whirling world, whirling is regret, no regret, give you more happiness will not experience happiness.

I asked Buddha: I want to live the simplest life. How can I do it? Buddha said: simplicity is the most precious background of life. Life must be simple, not indulge in fantasy, not at a loss in the future, take today's road, live the present life; do not admire prosperity, do not need to carve, simple to people, do things down-to-earth; do not be too stingy, do not be too rigid, to know how to choose, to learn to pay; do not bear the heart, do not camouflage spirit, let the pace light, let happiness often; do not greedy for quick progress, do not publicize themselves, success is low-key , free and easy after failure

I had no words all night. I didn't sleep in the middle of the night. I was talking with Buddha all the time. I didn't know when Haizhu fell asleep.

When I got up the next day, Haizhu's expression returned to normal. It seemed that she really drank too much last night. It seemed that there was no quarrel between me and her last night. It seemed that she had forgotten what happened last night. Haizhu makes breakfast and greets me for dinner as usual.

Looking at Haizhu's expression, I can't help suspecting that I had a dream last night.

However, Mingming is not a dream.

I hope Haizhu can be ok with me, but Haizhu is really OK, but I feel something is wrong in my heart. I always feel that Haizhu's performance is abnormal.

I feel uneasy in my heart.

On the way to class, I received a call from Qiu Tong: "I've finished your speech and sent it to your mailbox. You can take time to have a look and revise it again!"

"Oh..." I answered uneasily, thinking about how long she and summer sat in the office last night. I also think that she made the speech draft for me last night, and started to make it after breaking up with summer. I don't know what time it is.

As if to guess my mind, Qiu Tong said: "after you left last night, we sat for a few minutes, and then left."

"Er..." My heart suddenly a little relaxed: "well, good, good!"

Qiu Tong didn't speak. I don't know what she was thinking.

I said, "I worked overtime last night to make this speech."

"Well..."

"Hard work, ha ha It seems that my secretary is very competent It's very efficient. " I joked.

"You stink." Qiu Tong said: "no, you said that this morning the leaders of the provincial newspaper Association will come to our group for inspection, focusing on the newspaper business. I have to prepare for the next report."

"Oh The newspaper association is coming again. " I said.

"I heard that the leaders of the Newspaper Association came here to investigate newspaper kiosks. They are very interested." Qiu Tong said: "in fact, you should report this work. You are the specific operator, but when you study in the Party school, I am the only one to do it for you."

"You are my secretary. It's right to do it for me." I said.

"Screw you." Qiu Tong said.

"How do people from the Newspaper Association know about our newsstand?" I said.

"Some time ago, I went to a meeting in the province and took the time to report to them. They wanted to have a special on-the-spot look." Qiu Tong said.

"Oh It's my secretary's credit.... " I said.

I can't help thinking that Qiutong will never miss any chance to save my face. She always has me in her heart.

Thinking in this way, I can't help feeling warm and good about myself.

At noon, I took time to open my email and read the speech written by Qiutong. It was very wonderful and didn't need to be changed at all. It can be seen that Qiu Tong's writing skills are very deep, his ideas are very clear, and his language is very smooth. I feel a little ashamed.

I read the speech several times, almost recited it, and then printed a copy.

After class in the afternoon, I received a phone call from Qiu Tong: "please have dinner with the leaders of the Newspaper Association in the evening, and you will accompany me.""With you, I won't go." I said.

In fact, I'm not willing to have dinner with those provincial people who pretend to be, and I don't want to participate in this kind of entertainment.

"No, you are coming. When I reported to them, I said that you are the specific operator. They want to ask you some questions." Qiu Tong said.

"Oh Must we go? " I said.

"Yes

"Must I go?" I said.

"Nonsense!"

"Well, I'll listen to the Secretary!" I said.

"I am your leader!" Qiu Tong said.

"Oh, well, that's the leader." I said.

"Glib!" Qiu Tong said.

"Hey, hey..." I laugh.

"At 6:30 in room 208 of news hotel restaurant! Don't be late... " Qiu Tong told me again.

"Well No problem! " I said.

After making a phone call with Qiutong, I went to the spring hotel and looked at the new spring travel agency. The brand of spring industrial company also hung up. Haizhu is not here. Kong Kun said that Haizhu has gone out to talk about business. I asked him what business he was going to talk about. Kong Kun said that he was from Xinghai media group.

After listening to Kong Kun, my heart sank. Haizhu must have gone to meet Cao Li again.

Haizhu to talk about business, I can not say anything inappropriate, but my heart is always a little uneasy.