Chapter 1348

Xie Fei continued: "then one day, Plato asked his teacher what marriage is, and his teacher told him to go to the forest first and cut down the biggest and most prosperous tree in the forest, which is most suitable to be used as a Christmas tree at home. In the meantime, it can only be picked once, and it can only go forward, not back.

"Plato did as the teacher said. This time, he came back with an ordinary, not very lush, not too bad tree. The teacher asked him how to bring this ordinary tree back, and he said: with the last experience, when I was empty handed when I walked most of the way, I saw that the tree was not too bad, so I cut it down, so as not to miss it and finally bring nothing out. The teacher said, "this is marriage."

I seemed to understand something and nodded.

Xie Fei said: "people inside and outside the besieged city have different opinions on love and marriage. Why? The reason is very simple, just because of experience, experience can change a person's thinking

I am convinced: "what elder martial sister said is very true, I agree with it! I wonder if what you just said can be understood in this way When you think that you have a love that can be withered, but it can't last forever. The love that you can't do will eventually disappear. Maybe the person who can't do you can't get along with you in character, but the distance between your heart and soul is very close. Maybe in the dark, you need to use the pain and memories engraved on your bones to pay off the debt of your last life, and then accept it in the plain warmth Another persistent love and pursuit, into the palace of marriage, but did not love very much feeling, just found a physical and mental destination. It's because you see what you lack in him

Xie Fei looked at me with admiration and nodded: "go on."

I continued: "perhaps, love and marriage can never be both, let alone the only one. Just like three equally bright candles put together, when you pick up any one and put it in front of you, you always feel that it is brighter than the others. When you feel that you love someone, you will feel that it is the brightest when you look at it with your heart. When you put it back to its original place, you can't find the brightest feeling. This so-called last and only love is just a mirage.

"People who pursue perfection in their love always expect a perfect marriage. When they walk into the marriage palace hand in hand, they think that the perfect life of snow white and the prince begins from then on. In fact, wearing a dazzling white wedding dress is just a moment of snow white. After the brilliant wedding, we have to face the real life. In the face of marriage brings positive perfect at the same time, but also bear the back of the real.

"As a result, many people find that the prelude to marriage does not necessarily need the love of vows. After aesthetic fatigue, they will find that he or she around you is not the only person suitable for you, but has become the habit of each other and the love that is hard to give up in life."

Xie Fei looked at me intently, his eyes brightened, and nodded: "you understand very well, you speak very well, yes, it is true Marriage is actually responsibility and habit. In marriage, don't expect the unforgettable romantic love. At the moment of marriage, love is gradually fading away

"True love is always outside marriage But just because the essence of marriage is responsibility and habit, there will be countless marriages that can continue even without love. Moreover, many marriages still maintain harmony. "

Listen to Xie Fei's words, I didn't say a word, suddenly thought of a sentence: plants are mutually reinforcing, some are irreconcilable, some are good to me. It's the same with people. For women, there are thousands of men who can be our husbands. Also for men, there are thousands of women who can be your wives Just find the type that suits you.

I think of what Haifeng once said to me: many people are reluctant to get married. They are happy to choose the only one in the vast sea of people. Many people still think they are not happy enough and regret their original choice when they get married. The choice of marriage is also the choice of art. No matter how you choose, you will have regrets. But if you know the art of choice, creatively discover and accept it, and know the iron law of timing, geography, and human harmony, you will know who is the best. Just as: choose the best instead of the most expensive. All these have to be decided by yourself, and wisely take the initiative to discover.

Thinking of these, I can't help feeling that I have some brain damage in love and marriage.

As time goes by, I talk with Xie Fei. I gradually realize that Xie Fei is an elegant intellectual woman who has a lot of self-restraint and understands life. She exudes the charm of a mature young woman, which makes my heart waver

I keep reminding myself that I can't have any indiscreet thoughts. This is my elder martial sister, my teacher, the wife of my senior leader and the minister's wife.

But I can't help but feel that mature intellectual young women do have a different style, especially Xie Fei, a woman with quality and self-restraint.

Before I knew it, I had a few more drinks, but I didn't drink much.

My head is dizzy more and more serious, in front of always confused, some hallucinations, in front of Xie Fei from time to time has become Qiutong.

It seems that Xie Fei's eyes on me are also a little confused

I don't know whether my feeling is accurate or not. My heart beats faster and I dare not watch more."Younger martial brother, you are a wonderful young man and an excellent man." The voice of Xie Fei seemed to tremble.

I'm not sure if the sound is real, but my heart continues to beat faster.

I staggered to my feet and wanted to go to the bathroom and wash my face in cold water.

In front of me, it seems that I can't see clearly. When I enter a room, I find that I enter Xie Fei's guest room instead of the bathroom.

At the same time, a woman's fragrance was floating around me. Someone was supporting my arm. There was a gentle voice in my ear: "younger martial brother, have you drunk too much? Sit down and I'll pour you a glass of water... "

I could not help sitting down, as if sitting on a soft bed.

In a trance, I seem to see Xie Fei's figure go out

My head was dizzy again, and the strength of vodka made long island iced tea was irresistible. I felt extremely psychedelic. My body could not help leaning back, and suddenly I felt a great sense of sleepiness

It seems that I immediately fell asleep

I don't know whether it's in my dream or in reality, but in a trance, I see Qiutong standing in front of my bed with a glass of water.

She put the water on the bedside table and looked at me silently.

I lay on the bed, looking at her with confused and confused eyes, yes, yes, it's really Qiutong.

"Have a rest." She whispered, closing the door, and the room was dark.

I obeyed inexplicably, lying on the soft bed.

Then I felt a pair of tender hands gently groping and touching my body, looking for my face.

Her hand touched my face very gently, bringing me infinite warmth and comfort. Finally, she gently kisses my face and lips

I lay still, half asleep and half awake. Then I trembled, for I felt her hand groping gently in my clothes. Her hands naturally know how to take off my clothes. She slowly and carefully pulled down my clothes. Then she began to touch my hot body and kiss my little rabbit's head, which brought me unspeakable pleasure and made me tremble.

I suddenly want to enter immediately, into the soft and peaceful land in her body.

So I did.

The moment I entered her body, I felt pure peace.

Then, a new and exciting ripple in my body, rippling, rippling, just like a gentle flame, light as a feather, until the wonderful top, perfect, perfect, completely melt me and her hot body. It felt like a bell. The bell was rippling and rippling. In the end, she called out unconsciously.

She involuntarily cried, it was the cry of the dark night, the cry of life.

When the spring of my life gushed, I heard the cry under my body, almost frightened by the sound. As her voice faded, I calmed down, completely frozen, completely unaware, and her tight grasp of my hand gradually relaxed, motionless.

My heart felt extreme tremor, I and autumn Tong do that thing again. Our soul and body are so harmonious and harmonious

My tears came out unconsciously

A wet and soft thing is kissing my face and drying my tears

I fell asleep, as if I felt that she was dressing, and then I felt that she had opened the door

I still don't know whether I am in dream or reality. I don't seem willing to let myself look at reality. I seem to prefer to let myself stay in dream

I finally fell asleep in a daze, a mess.

I wake up again, it's daybreak, I get up all the time.

This is Xie Fei's guest room. I slept here last night.

My clothes are well dressed and there is a glass of water at the head of the bed.

I stood there in a daze, looking back on the fragments of last night. It seemed that my memory was broken, some vague and some clear

It seems that what I did last night is true, but there is nothing to prove it except dream like memory.

I reached out and touched the bottom. Brother Zhu hung there well. It didn't look like he had been used.

In fact, I am comforting myself. Even if I have used it, I still have to hang it here.

It was Qiutong who did that with me last night, and I'm at Xie Fei's house now. I can't help laughing at myself. It's obviously impossible for me to do that with Xie Fei. I just dreamt of a close blend with Qiutong after I was drunk.

Think of and autumn Tung is a dream, my heart suddenly some sad, but also some melancholy and lonely.

Can I only enter heaven with Qiutong in my dream? In reality, it will never be possible.

Thinking like this, I feel even more sad

I'm glad I didn't indulge Xie Fei after drinking, otherwise it's really hard to explain.I don't think I should have done that with Xie Fei. My clothes are well dressed. This is the best proof.

I can't help but feel at ease and open the door.

Xie Fei is sitting in the living room, still wearing the blue dress.