I interrupted Qiu Tong and said impolitely, "no matter how many reasons there are, even if there are 10000 reasons, you should not abandon your child or put her on the verge of death. If you don't plan to raise your child, then you should not give birth to her. Since she was born, she should be responsible for this new life. This is the most basic responsibility of being a woman and a mother. She didn't do her best To their own responsibility, not worthy to be snow's mother I can't understand this, I can't accept it, I can't forgive it. "

Qiu Tong sighed again: "you'd better not be so harsh. You're a man. You don't know the difficulty of being a woman. You don't know the feeling after a woman is pregnant. You don't know the pain of separation between your own flesh and your own flesh."

I suddenly thought of Qiutong's abortion during the Spring Festival, which was the crystallization of the night when she and I were drunk in Dandong.

I stared at Qiutong, and saw a layer of mist in her eyes, with a bit of melancholy and melancholy, and a bit of bitterness and desolation.

I didn't speak for a long time. Qiutong didn't speak either. He bowed his head and said nothing.

It seems that she thought of her abortion, as if she fell into a bitter and sad memory

My heart suddenly felt a huge sadness, and unspeakable sorrow

I got up and left Qiutong's office in silence.

As night fell, I went directly to the family hotel near the people's Hospital, where Yang Xinhua's taxi was still parked.

I pulled the door open and got on.

"What's the situation?" I said.

"The woman entered the hotel room and never came out again!" Yang Xinhua said.

"Oh..." I nodded.

"She's been sleeping in the afternoon!" Yang Xinhua added.

"How do you know?" I said.

"I also opened a room in this hotel, right next to the woman's room. The hotel is very shabby. The two rooms are separated by baffles. They are not tight and there is a gap. I can see it." Yang Xinhua said.

"Oh..." I nodded: "give me the room key, you go back first."

"The penultimate room in the second floor corridor." Yang Xinhua handed me the door key and drove away.

I went straight into the hotel with the key and went up the iron ladder outside the yard.

The hotel is small and messy. People come in and out from time to time. It looks like it's all from the countryside. It's close to the hospital. Most of the people who come here are family members of the patients.

My entry did not attract anyone's attention.

I went straight upstairs and walked down the dimly lit corridor, where there was a damp, musty smell.

Go to the door of the room, I open the door to enter, the room is very small, a bed, a table, a TV, a chair, a washbasin and a thermos, apart from that, nothing else.

The room is very dirty. There are cobwebs everywhere. I don't know how long I haven't cleaned it. The sheets and quilts on the bed are black. I don't know how long I haven't changed them.

I turned off the light, and then there was a light on the wall, coming through the gap between the partitions from the next room.

I quietly one eye close to the gap, this gap is a small hole, very small.

Then I saw the next room.

The light in the room was on. A woman with disheveled hair was leaning against the head of the bed. Her face was pale and her eyes were straight. She was looking at the direction of the door. This woman really has some kind of beauty.

The woman seems to be thinking about something. The expression on her face is fierce, worried, sighed, sad and red

I watched, holding my breath.

After a while, the woman took out the ticket clip beside her, opened it, looked at it, looked at it for a while, and said to herself, "damn I'm here at last. Where's your dog day? For more than seven years, are you still living in this world? "

My heart jumps suddenly. Xiaoxue is nearly 7 years old.

With that, the woman wiped her red eyes, and then said in a cruel tone, "since I'm here, I must find you. If you die, I'll bury you I won't let you go until I die... "

I was shocked at this.

Then, the woman got up, sat down on the edge of the bed, looked a little listless, and then kept yawning.

Then, the woman picked up a bottle of green tea on the bedside table and drank more than half of it at a time.

After that, she took out several slender hoses from her bag on the bed and put them on the table. Then she took out a small fruit knife, took the green tea bottle, lowered her head and pounded it with a knife

My heart a tight, this is not clear is doing curling.

Then, she took out a roll of tin foil from her bag, tore off a strip, reached out and took out a small transparent plastic bag from her bag, opened it, poured some things into the tin foil groove, and then took out the lighter

Soon, a cloud of smoke rose.

Then, the woman raised her head and slowly puffed out a stream of white smoke from her mouthThe woman's face was full of enjoyment and her eyes were closed.

The room began to smoke, my sense of smell is very sensitive, I soon smell the familiar smell.

This woman is skating and taking meth.

She has the same hobby as Li Shun.

The woman continued skating. She took six mouthfuls in a row, and then took a long breath. The whole person seemed to be in a better mood, and her face looked more enchanting.

Then the woman got up, put the curling up under the bed, and put other things in her bag.

Then she took out her comb and combed her hair. Then she opened the curtain, opened the window, held her arms and stood at the window looking out at the night

"Xinghai I'm finally back Finally, it's back. " The woman said to herself, with some psychedelic sadness in her voice.

I watched quietly, and she stood there in silence, no longer mumbling to herself.

I thought for a moment, then crept out of the room, came to her door, and knocked on the door.

"Who --" the woman's wary voice came from the room.

"Boiled water man." I whispered.

"Put it at the door."

I didn't say a word. I continued to knock.

"Damn, I'm sick. I asked you to leave it at the door." The woman's voice was fiery, and then the sound of pedaling came, and then the door opened.

As soon as the door opened, without waiting for the woman's reaction, I went in sideways, covered her mouth and kicked the door.

Then I dragged her in.

There was a look of horror in the woman's eyes, whining.

"Don't scream - I won't hurt you, otherwise." I whispered in her ear.

The woman nodded.

I slowly released my hand. The woman took a long breath and stared at me. Then she sat down on the bed and stroked her hair: "Hey - what do you do? Why do you pretend to be a water man? "

At this time, there was no fear in the woman's eyes. She looked calm, as if she had experienced some occasions.

I pulled the chair and sat down. Then I took a cigarette out of my pocket. Just as I was about to put it to my mouth, the woman said, "give me one."

In a daze, I handed her the cigarette, and then I took out another one. Seeing that she didn't take out the lighter, I lit it for her, and then I lit it myself.

The woman slowly took a puff of the cigarette, then looked at me and looked up and down

I took a puff of my cigarette, looked at her and looked up and down

This woman has a good figure and looks good. Her eyebrows are quite amorous. She smokes very skillfully

Looking at each other, the woman suddenly began to laugh.

Her smile looks strange.

"Big brother, handsome boy, do you want to have a picnic?" She said.

This made me feel a little embarrassed.

"Big brother, don't get me wrong, sister. I live in a shop, not a chicken. I want to play with a woman. You've found the wrong place." She continued.

I gave two dry smiles.

"Although you look good, it's a model that women like, but in my eyes, you're just a greasy little white face, not my sister's type I think you have the wrong person She continued.

I said, "well, what kind of man do you like?"

"You don't care what type you are. Anyway, I'm not interested in men of your size." She said faintly and looked at me with disdain.

I said, "actually You're wrong. I'm not here to look for flowers I'm the tenant next door to you

"The tenant next door?" She blinked. "What do you mean you came in as a water man?"

"I said:" are living in the shop, but also neighbors, a person is OK, very boring, come to talk to you

"Talk? If we don't know each other and don't sleep well in our own room, what can we talk about? " She said.

I said, "first of all, the room is too shabby and dirty. It smells of mildew everywhere. I really can't lie down and sleep."

She then interrupted me: "if you can't sleep, don't stay in a hotel like this. Go to a luxury star hotel It's comfortable there. What are you doing here? Don't be choosy if you don't have money. I think you'll make do with it. "

I ignored her and continued: "second, besides the musty smell, there is another smell in the room that makes me unable to sleep..."

"What's the taste?" She said.

I said: "the hotel rooms are not well sealed. It seems that there is a sweet smell floating from your room to me It makes my stomach feel bad. I always want to vomit. "

"Oh..." Her eyelids jumped, staring at me: "your nose is very sensitive, how can I not smell it? How can you be sure it was in my room? "

I looked at her for a while and said slowly, "in fact, I know what the smell comes from Besides, I know what you have in your bag and what tools you have under your bed. "Her face suddenly changed: "you You're not a hotel guest I don't think you live in a shop like this You Who the hell are you? You Are you a plain clothes policeman? "

She began to look nervous.

I laughed: "don't be nervous, do you think I look like a policeman?"

She looked at me again and said for a long time, "like It's not like that. "

"Where is it like and where is it not?" I said.

"It's like everywhere, and it's not like anywhere." She said.

I said, "actually, I'm not really a policeman."

"But you don't live here either." She said coldly.

"What do you think I am?" I said.

She fixed her eyes on me and didn't speak.

I stood up and walked back and forth for a few steps, then stopped and looked at her: "in fact, you must be very curious and confused. First, I'm not a policeman. Second, I'm not a whore. Third, I don't seem to live in a shop."

"Yes What the hell are you doing? " She said.