"I am I think if If I need to call you, I can call you She said.

I nodded, asked for her mobile phone number and dialed directly.

Her cell phone rang and looked at it: "OK, I remember."

Then, she suddenly laughed and looked at my mobile phone: "Hey, big brother, how can you use such a simple mobile phone with black and white screen? There are not many such mobile phones these days."

I gave a little smile, didn't answer her question, and then walked away.

After coming out, I sat down in the lobby of the hotel, called Fang Aiguo and told him to rush to Bangchui Island Hotel immediately.

Fang Aiguo arrived soon, and I said to him, "that woman is living in this hotel now You wait here. If she wants to leave the hotel, call me right away. "

"Oh..." Fang Aiguo nodded: "no problem!"

I think Fang Aiguo must be very curious about Zhang Mei's identity at this time, but he never asked me. He knows that in his own business, what should not be asked must not be asked.

"Brother Yi, go back and have a rest first. I'll sit in the car at the door of the hotel." Fang Aiguo said.

I nodded, then left the hotel and went back to the dormitory.

Nothing happened that night.

Knock on the door. At once, Zhang Mei comes to open the door.

Seeing me, Zhang Mei smiles and looks better than yesterday, but her face is still very pale.

"Did you sleep last night?" I said, go in.

"I took a sauna and sweat a lot. After I came back, I watched TV and went to sleep. I slept until more than 9 o'clock. Ah, I haven't had such a good sleep for a long time." Zhang Mei said.

"Have you had breakfast yet?" I said.

"Just got to the restaurant downstairs and finished eating!" Zhang Mei said.

"Well, come with me." I said.

"Where to? Isn't it nice here? " Zhang Mei said.

"This is not your place. I'm going to take you to a place that suits you best!" I said.

"Where?" Zhang Mei said.

"Rehab center!" I said.

Zhang Mei's body trembled and her eyes stared at me: "you You want me to go to rehab? "

"Yes! You have to get rid of drugs! " Let me just say it.

Zhang Mei sighed: "I advise you to die of this heart. I've been taking drugs for such a long time, and the toxins are all in my bones. I can't give up."

"Cut the crap. Forget what I said to you last night?" I said: "Zhang Mei, you have no other choice now. If you don't listen to my arrangement, then..."

I didn't go on, but Zhang Mei obviously knew what I was going to say. She bowed her head, bit her lip and nodded: "OK, I'll listen to you But I want to tell you that it's very difficult for a heavy addict like me to give up completely. Besides, it costs a lot of money to give up. I have nothing. I can't afford to pay you back. "

"As long as you promise to listen to my arrangement, you don't care about everything else!" I said.

"Well, I'll go with you," Zhang Mei said.

Zhang Mei and I went downstairs together. After checking out, we got out of the hotel and went to Fang Aiguo's taxi.

"Patriotic, you take another taxi to have a rest. I'll drive this car!" I said.

Fang Aiguo then got out of the car, handed me the car key and took a look at Zhang Mei.

Zhang Mei looked at Fang Aiguo and nodded: "it's you Boy, do you remember me

Fang Aiguo laughed.

"Your vigilance is not low. You report to your elder brother in time..." Zhang Mei said again.

Fang Aiguo continues to laugh.

"Did you stay here all night last night? Did your elder brother let you watch me?" Zhang Mei said.

"It's not surveillance, it's protection!" Fang Aiguo said.

"I mean, almost." Zhang Mei said.

Fang Aiguo stopped talking and went to the neighborhood to take a taxi.

I opened the door, Zhang Mei sat in the co driver's seat, and I drove directly to Xinghai drug treatment center.

Last night, the government set up two kinds of drug addiction treatment centers, which are compulsory drug treatment centers.

In terms of the effect of detoxification, of course, the voluntary detoxification center is better. The compulsory detoxification center can only give up the physical addiction, but not the mental addiction. People who come out of the compulsory detoxification center tend to relapse, while the probability of relapse of people who come out of the voluntary detoxification center is greatly reduced.

Of course, voluntary rehab centers are for people to pay for themselves.

The more important thing for drug addicts is spirit. It is essential to give up heart addiction completely.

Naturally, I'm going to send Zhang Mei to the voluntary drug treatment center.

I was driving a taxi through the city. Zhang Mei was staring out of the window, speechless.

It seems that all the familiar things she saw in front of her recalled the past

When the car arrived at the people's Square, I slowed down and drove slowly close to the roadside.When I went to the hotel to pick up Zhang Mei, I passed by and saw Qiutong playing on the lawn with Xiaoxue. I didn't disturb them at that time and passed quietly.

At this time, on the right front lawn of the car, Qiutong is still playing with Xiaoxue, having a good time.

Naturally, Qiutong and Xiaoxue will not notice me in the taxi, let alone Zhang Mei.

They don't know Zhang Mei at all. What if they notice?

When the car arrived near Qiutong and Xiaoxue, I put on my sunglasses, pulled over and said, "I have a cigarette Just a moment

Zhang Mei didn't say a word, but she looked straight out of the window, at the beautiful people's Square, at Xiaoxue and Qiutong playing happily on the lawn

Then, Zhang Mei's eyes were attracted by Xiaoxue

Zhang Mei's eyes are very focused when she looks at Xiaoxue. I look at her with my side eyes, and her heart beats up suddenly

I let Zhang Mei see Xiaoxue on purpose. I did it on purpose.

I want Zhang Mei to see Xiaoxue, but I'm not ready to let the mother and daughter recognize each other at this time.

This is not the time.

The main purpose of doing this is to consider Zhang Mei's detoxification.

Zhang Mei is staring at Xiaoxue. I notice Zhang Mei's expression from the side.

The expression on Zhang Mei's face at this time was very complicated and changed very quickly. She was maternal, gentle, envious, disappointed, thoughtful, melancholy, regret, guilt

Seeing Zhang Mei's complex expression, I seem to be able to understand her dramatic changes in thoughts and complex mentality at this time. I know that when she sees Xiaoxue, she can't help but think of her child who was mercilessly abandoned seven years ago. When she sees Qiutong and Xiaoxue, she can't help but think of the warm and happy life she once dreamed of

Mother and daughter are so close to each other, but they don't know each other. My heart suddenly feels that I am very cruel and that I am killing goodness and humanity.

However, although I know my own practice is cruel, I still have to do it. I have no choice but to do it.

Fortunately, Zhang Mei did not know that this lovely little girl was her own daughter.

This makes me feel more or less self deceptive.

Zhang Mei stared at Xiaoxue and Qiutong, with incomparable admiration and deep sadness in her eyes. It was hard to bear to see that.

I know what she's thinking right now.

That's what I want.

My effect seems to have been achieved.

At this time, Qiutong occasionally looked up and looked in our direction.

It seems that Qiutong saw me in the taxi, because I saw her walking towards us.

I don't hesitate to drive.

I have to go because I haven't figured out how to introduce Zhang Mei to Qiutong.

I understand the relationship between Haizhu Donger and Xiayu, but I don't understand the relationship between Qiutong and zhangmei. Maybe it's not that I don't understand, but I don't want to understand.

After the taxi left, I saw Qiutong standing on the side of the road in the rearview mirror, shaking his head, then laughing and rushing to Xiaoxue

"What a lovely child." Zhang Mei suddenly said a word.

"What child?" I pretended not to understand and asked.

"I mean the girl who was playing on the lawn when I stopped the car." Zhang Mei said.

"Oh, you said that girl just now, it's very lovely." I said.

"Lovely and beautiful It's like a little angel. " Zhang Mei continued to say: "if If I and his children were alive, they would be so old It should be so beautiful It should be such an angel. "

I didn't speak and drove in silence.

"Her mother is so beautiful, what a happy mother and daughter How simple and easy happiness is, but how profound and rare it is. " Zhang Mei murmured, her eyes suddenly turned red, and then she sighed deeply.

With Zhang Mei's sigh, I sighed in my heart and felt my own coldness and cruelty. This feeling made me feel very uncomfortable and cold-blooded.

"Yes, your child will be as beautiful and lovely as an angel." I murmured.

"But she is no longer in the world Unfortunately, there is no if in life. Unfortunately, time can't go back. " Zhang Mei said with a gloomy tone.

"Perhaps, you should be glad that there is no if in your life, and time can't go back!" I said.

"Why." She said.

"If your child sees what you look like at this time and knows that his mother is a drug addict all day, will he be happy? Will you bring her real happiness? Can you enjoy the dignity and glory of being a mother? Can you feel the ordinary and precious happiness of the mother and daughter just now? " I said.

Zhang Mei bowed her head and said nothing.

"Even if Even if, as you say, the child is no longer in the world, then, even if the child is in heaven and sees you as you are, do you think her soul will be comforted? Will she be happy in heaven? As a woman, as a mother, don't you feel guilty and ashamed for your present state? Don't you feel that you need to be a mother to your children, both in the world and in heaven? " I'll go on.Zhang Mei looked up at me in fear and perplexity.

"Don't look at me, look ahead -" I said coldly.