My heart was throbbing. I opened my eyes and looked at the endless sky. It seemed that I saw life floating like a dream, smiling at me in the dark before the illusory and hazy dawn

If dream, why do you always smile? Why do you always smile when I see you? I asked her silently in my heart.

Hakka, most of the time, it is life that chooses you, not you to choose life. Although you are so reluctant, you have to face it. This is life. I just stand in place, slowly bear, learn not to tell sorrow, yes, forbearance, I will work hard, I will return to the initial indifference, goodbye, self righteous youth, goodbye, imagined beauty When reality tells you naked that you have to face it, in addition to smile, you can only smile

If dream, how can I be a new self? I was silent again.

Hakka, pain, then strong; crossed, then mature; silly, then understand the timely treasure and give up. Only when we lose something, can we learn to cherish something; only when we touch the wall, can we learn to change what and give up what; therefore, only after the pain, can we learn to be a new self

If dream, what do I want to do for you, what can I do for you? There was a sudden bitterness in my heart.

Guest guest, we have a kind of natural inertia, always want to eat the least bitter, take the shortest detour, get the biggest profit. Some things, others can do for you, but can not feel for you, the lack of this mental journey, even if you succeed, the spiritual field is still a desolation. The happiness of success, the satisfaction of harvest, is not in the end of the struggle, but in the process of struggle, you should go your own way, others can not replace you, so do you, so do I.

If dream, I feel I have lost myself, I don't have my own way of life, I can't extricate myself from the mire, I envy those happy people who can love freely around me now.

Hakka, everyone has his own way of life, we don't have to envy other people's life. Some people are beautiful on the surface, but they don't know how many tears they shed in the dark; some people seem to be in a predicament, but in fact they may live a natural and happy life. There is no standard answer to happiness, and there is more than one way to happiness. Take back the envious eyes of others and look back at your heart. The day you like is the most beautiful day; the way you like is the best way to live.

I look at the ethereal air with a melancholy heart and have a silent dialogue with floating life like a dream

Suddenly feel, life is like a dream, looking back, everything is empty. To laugh and scold is life, to bloom and fall is life. People are fickle, and water is fickle. After prosperity, there are clouds and smoke. Mountain, water, through the spring and autumn, see the clouds, eternal just can not see the hope of hope.

I look down on the spring and Autumn period, but I can never look down on the floating life which is not enough as a dream.

Not from a deep sigh.

I didn't go to sleep until dawn, and I slept until 11 a.m.

After getting up, I asked Lao Li out for tea.

We sat in the single room of the teahouse.

"What about the summer rain?" I said.

"Sleeping at home." Lao Li replied.

"Oh..."

"She's not allowed to go out these days Don't go anywhere, just stay at home Lao Li said.

"Well Just cultivate your mind and body. " I nodded and looked at Lao Li: "did you have a good rest last night?"

Lao Li said, "OK, what's the matter?"

I said, "it's OK, just ask!"

Lao Li said, "how was your resting place last night?"

I said: "you can see if you want. I'm very energetic."

Lao Li laughed.

I said, "Li Shun knows what happened this time."

"Oh..." Lao Li looked at me quietly.

I went on to say: "Li Shun believes that this incident is a planned and purposeful act of manipulation and instigation behind the scenes."

"Oh..." Lao Li continued to look at me quietly.

I continued: "Li Shun thinks that the person behind the scenes is his opponent."

"Well..." Lao Li looked at me with great interest.

I continued: "Li Shun also thinks that Xia Yu was kidnapped this time because he and I were implicated. In name, the instigator behind the scenes took Xia Yu and you to attack, but in essence, he was attacked

"In other words, he means that because of my relationship with you and his cooperation with Sanshui group, the kidnapping of Xiayu happened Xia Yu was kidnapped, he also has unshirkable responsibility

Lao Li said: "Li Shun believes that someone is behind the scenes? Do you think the instigator is his opponent

"Yes I nodded.

"Sure?" Lao Li asked again.

"According to his investigation and analysis, he thinks so." I said.

"So, what do you think?" Lao Li looks at me.

I said, "I think it should be the same In my opinion, the mastermind of this matter should be wood. Although others are in Japan, although we have no conclusive evidence, I doubt it is him. I almost believe it is him, and so does Li Shun. ""Then, do you think I should believe it?" Lao Li said.

"The letter!" I said.

"Oh Well, since you say so, I'll trust you and Li Shun for the time being! " Lao Li said with a smile: "that And then what? "

"And then..." I was stunned, as if Lao Li had expected what I wanted to say to him, so he asked me.

"And then..." I have a pause, "said Li Shun. Since you lost 200 million due to his involvement, as a friend, he can't help saying something."

Lao Li's eyes brightened: "how does he express it?"

I stared into Lao Li's eyes: "he said The two hundred million you lost will add to the burden of one family. He is willing to give you one hundred million as compensation He specially asked me to tell you what he meant and wanted to know your attitude. "

"Oh Give me a hundred million One hundred million. " Lao Li said.

"Yes, he wants you to accept it. In this way, he will feel comforted and secure." I said.

Lao Li suddenly laughed, then looked at me and slowly shook his head.

"What? You don't want it? " I said.

At this time, I felt a little nervous and fixed my eyes on Lao Li. According to my previous analysis, Lao Li didn't want the money. It's very likely that he had got back his 200 million yuan and didn't need Li Shun to make up for it.

If so, what happened last night must have been arranged by Lao Li, who seems to be honest and honest. Then the two hundred million dollars did not fall into wood's hands and have returned to the throne.

When I thought about this, I was comforted and shocked. I looked at Lao Li with incredible eyes. Did Lao li really have such great ability? Is this Lao Li in my eyes? Do I want to subvert the image of Lao Li as a weak old man in my mind?

Lao Li suddenly stopped laughing, looked at me seriously, shook his head, and then slowly said, "yes -"

"yes?" I cried out.

"Yes."

"Then why did you just shake your head?" I stammered.

Lao Li slowly put out two fingers and flashed in front of me: "son, because your father, I want this number -"

"ah - you You want two hundred million? " I almost jumped out of my seat.

At this moment, I had a big accident. Lao Li was so powerful that Li Shun could not be satisfied with giving him 100 million yuan. He even opened his mouth to 200 million yuan.

People who have seen a lot of money can't see a hundred million.

I was stunned.

At the same time, I suddenly felt a great loss. Lao Li wanted 200 million, which fully showed that he didn't get his own money back. He really lost 200 million. Because of this, he would not be polite to the lion big mouth.

Since he didn't get it back, wood had the money.

At the same time, it also shows that the robbers and huge sums of money that evaporated last night have nothing to do with Lao Li.

I am self righteous to analyze

I think my analysis is quite reasonable and logical.

Lao Li looked at me and grinned: "what's the matter? Is it inappropriate for me to ask for 200 million yuan? "

I looked at Lao Li with half my mouth open and couldn't speak.

Lao Li took a sip of tea, and then said slowly, "since you just said that this is what Li Shun meant, since you just said that Li Shun identified the so-called behind the scenes instigator, and Li Shun believed that this person kidnapped Xiaoyu because of my relationship with you and your relationship, Li Shun himself also confirmed that Xiaoyu was kidnapped because of your involvement, or his involvement

"Since Li Shun wants to compensate me and show his heart, what else can he do? Since he wants to show his heart, let's be generous and come to my brother. Just don't give me all my losses. Only in this way can he show his courage to be the boss, his sincerity, and his courage to take responsibility What does Yi mean? What's the meaning of two one plus five?

"A hundred million, send me away as a beggar? I'm not rare Therefore, since Li Shun wants to take responsibility, express sincerity and show his courage as the boss, I have decided to help him. There is no way for him to get one hundred million, and I will give him two hundred million. "

"You Are you kidding? " I can't believe my ears and stare at Lao Li.

"Are you kidding? I'm not in the mood to make fun of 200 million. " "Of course, if Li Shun doesn't want to give up, I don't want any money. But if he wants to be a good man and show his sincerity and show his apology and friendship to me, he has to give 200 million yuan. Otherwise, let's not talk about it."

I said, "you Is that true

Lao Li said, "nonsense It's true, of course

I said, "you Really lost 200 million? "

Lao Li reached out and patted me on the head: "what's that? You didn't see it with your own eyes and ask this... "I scratched my scalp and said, "Oh, you mean I shouldn't have asked this..."

"Yes." Lao Li nodded.

I watched Lao Li's face, hoping to see some flaws in it. But Lao Li, as if nothing had happened, drank tea slowly, and I couldn't see anything.

I gave up my efforts.