Everyone can't laugh. Qiutong picks up Xiaoxue and taps Xiaoxue's ass: "girl, don't call it that way, call uncle Jin."
"Hee hee Uncle Kim Xiaoxue changed her mouth.
"Hey, hey..." Jin Jingze smiles and pinches Xiaoxue's face. He inadvertently looks at the clouds and me, and then says goodbye to us.
Seeing off Jin Jingze, everyone goes back to their rooms to have a rest.
Tomorrow, we will leave Korea and return to Xinghai.
Back in the room, I took a bath, sat on the sofa, smoked a cigarette, watched TV, no tiredness and sleepiness, and my heart was in a mess.
At this time, I think of Haizhu. She is now in Taiwan with a tour group. My parents and her parents are together. Tomorrow, it's time for them to finish their tour and return to the mainland. I don't know if they are happy or not. When the four elders are together, they will inevitably talk about my marriage to Haizhu, which is certain.
Thinking that Haizhu and I are about to enter the palace of marriage in two months, I don't know how I feel at the moment, as if my fate will end in my marriage with Haizhu.
I know that my marriage with Haizhu has become a foregone conclusion, which is irreversible. The marriage of Qiutong and Lishun is also irreversible. Qiutong and I are engaged people, and we will all enter into our own marriage in the near future.
Between Haizhu and me, I'm Haizhu's favorite. I'm very clear about this. Although I haven't asked myself whether Haizhu is my favorite woman, I have a kind of emotion that I can't give up. I don't think much about it. In fact, I don't think much about it, I don't dare to think about it.
At the same time, I also know that I have an unshirkable responsibility for Haizhu. This responsibility seems to come from the drive of morality and conscience, as well as the catalysis and promotion of Qiutong.
Between Qiu Tong and Li Shun, I clearly know that Qiu Tong doesn't love Li Shun. Although she cares about Li Shun's life and death for reasons I can't understand, and even dreams about Li Shun's disaster, I'm sure Qiu Tong doesn't have that kind of feeling for Li Shun from the bottom of her heart. But even if she has no feelings, she will accept the fate without complaint and marry Li Shun for the purpose of repaying her kindness.
As for Li Shun, I know he didn't really love Qiutong either. Before Zhang Mei appeared, I seemed to feel that he didn't love any woman. His care and concern for Qiutong seemed to be due to Xiaoxue. On the other hand, it was to protect the honor of his family and his own face.
Zhang Mei's appearance further verified my analysis and judgment. It seems that Li Shun never really let go of Zhang Mei in his heart. Even though he once hated her to the bone, the hatred seemed to be out of some kind of love. Otherwise, he would not come to Xinghai to take her away. Although the reason for taking Zhang Mei away is very high sounding, I still doubt that he has something that he can't say The reason for that.
It seems that Li Shun's taking Zhang Mei away also subverts my opinion that Li Shun never has feelings for women.
Moreover, at the same time, because of Zhang Mei's appearance, I also feel that Li Shun's heart is farther and farther away from Qiu Tong. He and Qiu Tong are married. Qiu tong can only be a decoration, a tool to maintain the family's face and Li Shun's own face. Qiutong seems willing to be such a tool.
I can't save Qiutong. No one in the world can save Qiutong. She is the only one who can save her, but she doesn't want to.
Character decides fate. Will Qiutong's fate be buried in her character?
Thinking like this, I feel great depression in my heart, which almost suffocates me.
I put on my clothes and wanted to get some air outside.
Out of the room, go to the hotel's open platform, look, is Seoul's bright city lights.
At the same time, I saw a lonely figure standing on one side of the platform, standing there silently.
This is the back of Qiutong. I am familiar with it.
I walked slowly to her side.
Qiutong noticed it and looked at me: "you No rest? "
"Well..." I answered.
"Why didn't you rest?" Qiu Tong said.
"Why didn't you rest?" I asked a rhetorical question.
Qiu Tong laughed: "drink a little wine, brain some excitement, can't sleep, come out to breathe fresh air!"
I said, "so am I!"
Qiutong took a look at me and then was silent.
I was silent, too.
We watched the night in Seoul in silence.
"That day Why are you lying to me? " After a while, Qiutong spoke.
I know she was referring to the assassination of Li Shun on the eve of the national day.
"Because I don't want you to worry!" I said.
"When I called you, you knew there was an accident, didn't you?" Qiu Tong said."Yes
"If Jin Jingze didn't mention it by chance, you would never tell me, would you?" Qiu Tong said again.
"Yes," I said without hesitation.
"But I know!" Qiu Tong said.
"There's no way!" I said.
"And I know you lied to me again!" Qiu Tong said again.
"Again, there's no way to do it!" I said.
"You're right?" Qiutong turned and looked at me.
"Not very reasonable, but It's not very guilty! " My tone softened a little.
Qiu Tong looked at me silently and sighed for a while.
"I've been very strange these days." Qiu Tong said.
"Strange what?" I said.
"I wonder why I had such a nightmare at that time!" Qiu Tong said.
"I'm also very strange I was very strange when I got your call that night. " I said.
Qiu Tong turned his head and looked at the autumn night sky of the Republic of Korea. For a moment, he said, "maybe it's all fate. Everything in the dark is actually fate. Everything is predestined."
I don't know how to say it for a moment. My mind is in chaos. Is it really predestined that Qiutong and Lishun will come together?
I feel that, perhaps because of this dream, Qiutong seems to believe that her previous insistence can not be changed, and she believes that fate will dominate everything.
Thinking like this, I feel more melancholy and heavy.
"Do you believe in reincarnation?" Qiu Tong suddenly asked me.
"Well I don't know. " I said.
"A few days ago, I heard a girlfriend talk about something. She said that her cousin's family, who was far away in Shanghai, went on a self driving tour in Yunnan. In a small town on the border of Yunnan, she met a local woman in Yunnan who looked very much like her cousin's grandmother. It is said that there is a mole on Grandma's face, and the woman's face has the same mole in the same place. Moreover, the woman and her cousin's family met very cordially. They were strangers, but the woman stayed with her cousin's family all afternoon in the small town. " Qiu Tong said.
"Really?" I think it's kind of incredible.
"It's true." Qiu Tong nodded: "at the beginning, I didn't understand what my girlfriend said. Later, she added that Buddhism says that human life has reincarnation."
I am a little dazed, staring at Qiu Tong.
"I don't understand Buddhism, and I don't know if there is reincarnation in life, but if there is reincarnation in life, will I have a chance to meet my parents who I don't know where? If I can see my parents again, even if it's only one day, or even just a glance, then I hope time can really turn back! " Qiu Tong's tone was a little melancholy and sad.
My heart a burst of sour, said: "if it can really be like this, I also hope that time can go back."
If it can be that way, if Qiutong can really meet her parents, then her parents will be glad to see that her daughter has grown up. However, this can only be a beautiful dream.
I couldn't help but sigh deeply.
Qiutong murmured: "I hope there is reincarnation in my life, and I hope time can really go back. If it can, I pray that I can meet my mom and Dad, just like my friend's cousin meets my grandmother, so that I can have the opportunity to accompany my mom and Dad, talk with them, or take a walk, even if it makes me look at them from a distance ……”
In the eyes of ordinary people, such a simple thing is extremely extravagant in Qiutong's heart. My tears suddenly burst out. I turned around and looked up at the night sky to prevent Qiutong from seeing my tears
Life is so simple, but so hard.
I don't know why, in my misty tears, the shadow of the chairman's aunt flashed before my eyes
The next day, we set out for home.
When waiting for security check in the waiting hall of Incheon Airport, Xiaoxue is going to the bathroom, and the cloud takes her. Qiutong and I were standing there chatting.
Is chatting, autumn Tong's vision suddenly Zheng Zheng ground looks at me after death, on the face takes the unexpected expression.
I was a little confused and couldn't help turning my head -
the first thing I saw was Guan Yunfei, dressed in casual clothes, wearing a sun hat and sunglasses, with his hands in his pants pocket. Although he was wearing sunglasses, I recognized him at a glance.
Then I saw Qin Lu, dressed in the same casual clothes and wearing the same pair of sunglasses, holding Guan Yunfei's arm.
They were chatting and laughing and walking to a nearby coffee shop. In the eyes of others, this is undoubtedly a couple.
They looked like no one else. They didn't look around at all. They focused on their world. Naturally, they didn't see us.
Unexpectedly, Guan Yunfei and Qin Lu are also traveling to Korea. During the National Day holiday, Guan Yunfei doesn't go with Xie Fei. Instead, he takes Qin Lu to Korea to have fun.Unexpectedly, these two people's courage is really big, have no scruples to walk together intimately in public.
Maybe they feel that they are abroad and they will not meet any acquaintances here, so they dare to be so bold.
Nowadays, it's very easy to go abroad. Even for a senior official like Guan Yunfei, it's not difficult to go abroad for personal reasons. He may have a second registered permanent residence. He can go abroad at any time with a passport in his other identity.
It's also very simple to apply for a passport. You only need to go to the exit and Entry Administration Department of the public security bureau to provide a copy of your ID card, household register, and business license. You don't need to go five or six times. For example, the uniformed policewoman of the exit and entry division of Wuyi County Public Security Bureau in Hebei Province is deliberately tricky in the mass line education from top to bottom It's difficult. He's just a fool. He bumps into the muzzle of the gun and tries to die.
I watched Guan Yunfei and Qin Lu enter the coffee shop, and Guan Yunfei's hand touched Qin Lu's buttocks intentionally or unintentionally.