After a while, Qin Lu said, "Yike, you look very smart when you smoke."
I said: "you really have nothing to say, smoking is smoking, what's cool."
"That's not true. Some men are ugly when they smoke, but you are handsome when you smoke." Qin Lu said.
I had a dry laugh.
"Do you think I love you?" Qin Lu said.
"I don't know." I said.
"You know In fact, I think you are handsome in everything you do, and your every action is very natural and unrestrained in my eyes. " Qin Lu said.
"I'm honored to hear that!" I said.
"It's not necessary to say that. It's the real thought in my heart!" Qin Lu said, "do you believe it?"
I said, "maybe I should believe it. "
"No, maybe, you have to believe it!" Qin Lu said.
I said, "well Why do you have to believe? "
"Because I'm talking from the heart!" Qin Lu said.
I gave a wry smile.
"I'm going to the bathroom. Help me." Qin Lu said.
I went to the bathroom with Qin Lu. Qin Lu went in and closed the door, but didn't lock it. I stood at the door waiting for her to come out.
Soon, I heard that sound coming from the bathroom. It was Qin Lu urinating.
I don't know why, my heart suddenly jumped.
After a while, the sound of water tank flushing came. Then Qin Lu opened the door, and I helped Qin Lu back.
"You just stood at the door and heard me." Qin Lu looks at me, her face is a little red.
I was embarrassed: "I I'm standing at the door waiting for you to come out. "
"I don't want to go in and have a look." Qin Lu had a smile on her face.
I was more and more embarrassed: "No."
"You're shy." Qin Lu said.
I had a feeling of being fooled and ridiculed, saying, "what am I shy about? I'm from here. Of course I don't have anything to be shy about. "
"You may not be shy about women you've experienced, but you're still shy about women you haven't experienced." Qin Lu said.
Qin Lu's words made me feel embarrassed. I admit that what she said is reasonable, but some refuse to admit defeat on the surface, so I said: "I'm afraid you will be shy of men who have never experienced it."
When I said this, Qin Lu turned red again, and then chuckled: "maybe, it should be But maybe, it's not I'm afraid that women will only be harmful to the men they like, and they will be shy in front of the men they like. "
"I'm afraid your words are not comprehensive." I said: "even if you don't like the man, even if you strange man, also will be shy."
"These are two different kinds of shyness, different in nature and different in nature." Qin Lu said.
I thought, "well Maybe you have a point
"I like to see you shy in front of me." Qin Lu said.
"Why?" I said.
"It shows that you care about me..." Qin Lu said.
"Does it matter to you that I care about you or not?" I said.
"Very important!" Qin Lu said.
"But do you think it matters to me?" I said.
"I think it's equally important." Qin Lu said.
"You're confident!" I said.
"Are you laughing at me?" Qin Lu said.
"It didn't mean that." I said.
"Yes, I am very confident. I am very confident in front of many men, but I often lose confidence in front of you." Qin Lu gave a bitter smile.
"You don't have to be confident or not in front of me. It doesn't matter to you or me!" I said.
"Wrong," Qin Lu said.
"I mean, it doesn't matter if you're confident or not in front of me!" I said.
"Wrong - significant, significant!" Qin Lu said.
"If you say so, I can only say that I am speechless." I said.
"You will not be speechless, in fact, you will feel very happy in your heart!" Qin Lu said.
"You're so smug You think you can see through me... " I said.
"I'm not self righteous, and I don't think I will see through you, but I know in my heart that no man will be unhappy with a woman's kindness, which at least proves that I am charming in front of a woman." Qin Lu said.
"Ha ha..." I laughed: "your words are too absolute."
Just then, someone knocked on the door and the messenger came.
I stood up to open the door and put the food on the coffee table between the sofas.
Qin Lu ordered four dishes, which are all my favorite.
I don't know whether it was accidental or deliberate.
Qin Lu looked at me and said, "do these dishes suit your taste?""It's very good. It's all my favorite food!" I said.
"Ha ha..." Qin Lu smiles happily.
"Come and have dinner." I said.
"Good --" Qin Lu stood up.
I went to support her, and she walked slowly to the sofa and sat down.
"It's strange." I said.
"What's the matter?" Qin Lu said.
"How can your ankles be twisted? How can we wring our necks when we collide? " I said.
"You think I'm lying? Are you making a fake injury? " Qin Lu's face pulled.
I said, "no, no, I just feel strange."
Qin Lu said: "what's so strange about this? When you hit me, I backed back. I couldn't stand steadily. My ankle sprained."
"Oh Oh That makes sense. " I said hastily.
Qin Lu's face looked good again. She laughed, looked at me and said, "Yi Ke, it's a snowy night tonight In such weather, does it feel better to drink a little? "
I look at Qin Lu, I don't know what she said. Anyway, my feeling at this time is no feeling.
"Let's have a drink. There's wine in the cupboard over there." Qin Lu said: "it's just that I can also relax my tendons and activate my blood circulation."
I seem to have no reason to refuse, so I opened a bottle of red wine to Qin Lu, I do not want to drink red wine, opened a bottle of Baijiu.
Qin Lu and I were sitting face to face. The outside was dark, windy and snowy, the interior was bright and warm, and the atmosphere was harmonious.
"Here, Ike, to tonight." Qin Lu raised her glass and looked at me. Her eyes were a little free and her tone was a little ambiguous.
Qin Lu's ambiguous expression and words made my heart jump again. I said, "why drink to tonight? Is there anything special about tonight? "
Qin Lu looked at me: "if you want to have it, there will be."
I said, "it seems that I don't want to have I feel that tonight, like countless nights I have spent in the past, is extremely ordinary and has no special significance
Qin Lu's eyes were a little dim, and then she gave a faint smile: "it's just your feeling, but sometimes your feeling may not be right, maybe you haven't felt it yet."
I also light smile: "it seems that my feeling may not be correct, perhaps, I will never feel."
Qin Lu looked at me for a moment and said, "let's have a drink first. It's meaningless to entangle on this issue. Sometimes, some things are natural and can't help themselves."
I laughed and drank a cup of wine first. Qin Lu also did it. Then she poured wine for us.
"Ike, have we known each other for a long time?" Qin Lu said after pouring the wine.
"Yes, it's not short!" I said.
"It's really some days since we took part in the study class together If we didn't have the class of the Party school, maybe we would not have known each other until now, maybe we would not have known each other in the future. " Qin Lu said.
"Yes." I nodded.
"Therefore, we are predestined. We should thank the class of the Party school." Qin Lu said.
"Thank you Is it? Do you need a thank you? " I said.
"Yes, of course. Don't you think it's a wonderful thing for us to know each other?" Qin Lu said: "the vast sea of people, you and I can meet each other, what a wonderful fate Since I met you, I feel my life has a new beginning Life has become so fresh and meaningful. "
"Ha ha That's exaggerating. " I laughed, "why don't I feel it?"
"Because there are too many women around you, because I don't occupy an important position in your heart." Qin Lu said quietly.
"It doesn't seem to have anything to do with this." I said.
"And what do you think it has to do with it?" Qin Lu said.
"I don't know." I said.
"You're cunning, you know, but you don't say it." Qin Lu chuckled.
I really don't know I'm not cunning at all
"The more cunning a person is, the more honest he is." Qin Lu said.
"Since you say that, I'm speechless." I said.
"There are many women around you, but not many men around me. You are the most important man around me." Qin Lu said: "in fact, I always like you very much. Don't you feel it?"
I said: "I'm not a fool. Of course I can feel it, but I think we are just friends. We can be good friends, but we won't break a bottom line Moreover, I also feel that you actually have more favorite men. "
"What does that mean?" Qin Lu looks at me.
I said, "you know very well Ha ha... "
"You say it, I want you to say it --" Qin Lu said stubbornly, with an unpredictable smile on her face.
"Is it interesting to say it?" I said."Of course it's interesting!" Qin Lu said.
"Forget it, I think it's better not to say There are some things that we need to understand in our hearts. " I said.
Qin Lu was silent for a moment and said, "I know what you mean. Yes, yes, there is a man beside me. There are only two men beside me, one is you, the other is him Want to know who he is? "
"No!" I said.
"But I want to tell you." Qin Lu said.
I was stunned and looked at Qin Lu.
"Although I've kept it a secret all the time and haven't told anyone, tonight, I want to tell you that in fact, maybe in the near future, it's not a secret." Qin Lu said.
"You What do you mean I said.
"It doesn't mean much. I just want to let you know. I want to give you a thorough explanation. I want you to understand what I really think." Qin Lu said.
I was silent.
Qin Lu was also silent. For a moment, she said, "the man beside me is actually Guan Yunfei."
Qin Lu looked at me, as if waiting for me to make a shocked expression. However, she was disappointed, and I looked at Qin Lu with a faint smile: "um..."