Chapter 1622

It suddenly occurred to me that Qin Lu, a pregnant woman, was hit by me tonight. Would she Will it do any harm? Will

I feel a little flustered. Looking at Qin Lu's faint expression, it seems that she has no abnormal reaction except for ankle sprained and back of her head touched, such as stomachache.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel relieved. It doesn't seem so clever. How can I be so clever.

The other day, Guan Yunfei intentionally or unintentionally mentioned that their study class was going to go abroad for a few days, so he could take his family with him. He was going to take Xie Fei with him. Is it true that Lao Guan is going to show off with Xie Fei when they are traveling abroad?

Thinking like this, I'm confused.

Qin Lu raised her glass to drink again, and I said, "you You are pregnant and dare to drink You You have a lot of guts

Qin Lu laughed: "I'm in a bad mood. What's the matter with some wine? It's all right

I said, "I suggest you don't drink it."

Qin Lu put down her glass and said, "you care about me, don't you? Well, I'll take your advice and stop drinking. "

I had a bitter smile.

Qin Lu said: "Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei have been together for so long, but Xie Fei didn't give birth to a child. Don't you think Xie Fei is ashamed of himself? Guan Yunfei, who is powerful and has a bright future, how can he do without children? Otherwise, who will inherit his brilliant career? "

"Family property can be inherited, but this official position cannot be inherited." I said.

"Do you think Guan Yunfei has no family property?" Qin Lu smiles.

I won't speak any more. I know that Guan Yunfei has been an official for so many years. Of course, he has a certain family business. Even the number of his family business is quite large and very solid. But I'm afraid only Guan Yunfei knows how many.

I could not help sighing, shaking my head, looking at Qin Lu: "well, Qin Lu, I ask you, do you love minister Guan?"

Qin Lu didn't speak for a moment, but she held up her glass: "Yike, we drank this one."

"I've just finished. You'd better stop drinking."

"Just this one, the last one How about that? " Qin Lu smiles and seems to be glad that I care about her.

I'm speechless.

We dry a glass of wine, and then I pour myself.

Qin Lu looked at me silently: "Yike, look at me..."

I look at Qin Lu.

Qin Lu said slowly, "the one I really love is you..."

My heart suddenly trembled, hand not from a shiver, wine spilled on the table.

"You What do you mean? You don't love minister Guan, but you have to marry him, and With his baby, you How can you do that? " I said impulsively.

"Don't get excited, don't be impulsive." Qin Lu is a faint smile: "I want to marry him, I am pregnant with his child, it must mean that I want to love him?"

"You You want to use pregnancy to increase your chances of success, to increase your chips to take the initiative, right I said.

"Whatever you think." Qin Lu said: "also, there is a very bloody saying that makes a lot of sense. As a woman, she should find someone who loves her to be her husband and find someone she loves to be her lover. Such a woman is a perfect and happy woman and a complete woman."

Qin Jielu looked at you wrongly You shouldn't think that Although I can't stop you from saying you love me, I don't love you... "

"It doesn't matter whether you love me or not, as long as I know that I love you, that's enough Besides, although you say you don't love me, your performance actually cares about me. At least I can think you don't hate me. Even you like me in your heart That's enough. I'm satisfied Besides, as time goes on, who can guarantee that you won't fall in love with me

Qin Lu has a confident expression.

I said: "I will never have any relationship with you, I will never establish a lover relationship with you You'd better understand that I treat you as if we were classmates and friends. "

Qin Lu laughs: "Yi Ke, don't draw a conclusion too early Some things that you think are impossible may not happen in the future. I tell you that in my heart, you are the only man I love deeply, the man I love with my life. Although the object of my marriage is not you, and the object of your marriage is not me, it will not hinder the deepening of our feelings

"There is a saying that true love can only be outside marriage, and there will never be love in marriage. Even if there is love before marriage, after entering marriage, at most the rest is just habits and responsibilities. Marriage is firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, and it is the tomb of love. Real love can only be found outside marriage."

Qin Lu's point of view makes me feel ridiculous, but it seems reasonable to savor it carefully.

Qin Lu continued: "I chose a real marriage, which can be said to be driven by trade or profit, but I am not only for myself. As long as I marry Guan Yunfei, my official career and future will be guaranteed, and my political future will be guaranteed. Then, of course, there will be no problem with yours."Since I love you deeply, I will take your affairs as mine. We will make progress together in our official career. Isn't that a very happy thing? As for Yunfei, he will continue to make progress in the future. The faster he rises, the better it will be for you and me. "

"Shut up -" I couldn't listen any more and interrupted Qin Lu: "Qin Lu, your idea is terrible. You are too realistic and utilitarian How can you be such a person, how can you have such an idea? "

"There's no way. People are social people, and society is human society. It's all forced by the reality. It's all forced by the reality of officialdom. Since we are in officialdom, and we have chosen officialdom, we should do well, develop well, and become human beings. When we get old, we should not waste our time in officialdom, our whole life, and our ideals And pursue Reality is like this, reality and ideal will never overlap, in the face of cruel reality, I can only do this, I can only choose this way Qin Lu said calmly.

"I don't need any help for my career. I rely on myself, my ability and my ability. As long as I try my best, even if I can't get along, I won't regret it or lose heart I don't need you to think about me. " I don't mean to say it.

Qin Lu said with a smile: "I appreciate your personality. That's what attracts me most The more you say that, the more I like you. The more you say that, the more I want to help you prosper. "

Qin Lu's words made me laugh and cry. I said, "Qin Lu, do you really It's incredible We don't seem to be on the same road. "

"Of course, we are all people in the same way. We are all people in the officialdom. We are all striving for our ideals, but the ways of striving are different. If you think about it for yourself, if you have such outstanding talents and my help, will you make progress faster?" Qin Lu said.

"I said, I don't need your so-called help, at any time." I said.

My heart suddenly began to hate Qin Lu, because of her approach and point of view.

Qin Lu didn't speak for a moment. She looked at me silently and pursed her lips.

I felt very depressed and depressed in my heart and drank two glasses of wine alone.

"Ike Do you feel like I'm a woman who's so mean now? " After a while, Qin Lu said.

I look at Qin Lu and don't speak. Although I feel that Qin Lu's behavior is very disrespectful, I don't regard her as a woman of low rank.

"Say --" Qin Lu said.

I still did not speak, lit a cigarette, quietly smoking.

"Do you regard me and Cao Li in your unit as the same kind of people?" Qin Lu added.

I lowered my head and smoked hard.

"I hope you can answer my question!" Qin Lu said.

I was silent for a moment and shook my head gently. Yes, to be honest, I don't think Qin Lu and Cao Li are the same kind of people. There seems to be an essential difference between them. Although there are essential differences, I can't accept Qin Lu's absurd behavior and logical thinking.

It seems that this is a contradiction, but there is some unity in the contradiction.

"I'm really glad you think so." Qin Lu said softly, "I know a little about Cao Li. She is a bus in the officialdom. As long as she wants to achieve her own goal, as long as she is an official who is good for her, she can get on her. She almost refuses all who comes. There are several senior officials who have passed through the customs with Cao Li.

"For her, I always look down on her. Life is too bad. I don't like such a woman, and I won't be such a woman. From a certain point of view, I am very dedicated. I have a dedicated object to marry, and I have a dedicated lover I love deeply I will not indulge and corrupt myself like Cao Li. There is an essential difference between me and her. "

"But you have something in common, do you dare to deny that?" I said.

"I don't deny it, but there are very few similarities. Yes, I take my marriage with Guan Yunfei seriously. After I get married with him, I will be a good wife. I will do my duty as a husband and a son. No matter whether I love him or not, I will play my role well. Of course, I want to have a lover, for the sake of love, that is you, except you With Guan Yunfei, I will never have any relationship with any man again. "

"Shut up --" I couldn't listen any more. I rudely interrupted her words and stared at Qin Lu: "Qin Lu, your idea is ridiculous. You are not only destroying yourself, but also others. In a sense, you are irresponsible to yourself and others. You are playing your own life and destroying your own life I'll tell you again, I won't be your lover. You think you can be wishful thinking. No way, you can't control me... "

"Ha ha..." Qin Lu laughed: "Yi Ke, look, you are so stubborn What do you think is wrong with me? I'm not pretty? My character is not gentle enough? I'm not good enough for you? I'm not inferior to any woman around you. As your lover, you can't suffer any loss. I can give you what any woman around you can't give. What they can give you, I can give you, what they can't give you, I can also give you I know your character, I like your character, but I know more about my own character, I like the man, I must get, I will getI was completely speechless. Looking at Qin Lu, I couldn't speak for a long time.