Chapter 1625

I don't know how long later, the nurse came out and handed me a list: "go and pay for the medicine. It's all for the follow-up prevention of inflammation and maintenance of the body. After the operation, it's very smooth. The patient can come out after a rest Go back and take good care of it. Don't get cold, don't eat cold food, don't eat spicy food. "

I promised to go and pay for the medicine. I took a big bag of medicine and things to maintain my body. Then I came back. After a while, Qin Lu came out and walked out slowly. Her face turned white and bloodless. She looked very weak.

I rushed up and helped Qin Lu: "you Are you feeling better? "

"What painless abortion, almost killing me..." Qin Lu said in a weak voice and suddenly cried again: "the child is gone I What do I do? What do I do? "

Qin Lu cried very sad.

I quickly said: "don't cry, it will hurt your body. Go back first and have a rest We'll take a long-term view of the future. "

In fact, what I said is a bit of a jerk. It sounds like I'm helping her with something.

But as soon as the words came out, they couldn't be taken back.

At this time, I said this mainly to comfort her, first to stabilize her mood.

"Well..." Qin Lu looked at me, nodded and stopped crying: "thank you, Yike, thank you. Thank you for being here tonight."

I can't help but feel ashamed. Thank me? Should you thank me or hate me? If it hadn't been for my impact, maybe it wouldn't have happened.

Yes, without my impact, her ankle won't sprain, so she won't fall in the bath, and it won't happen.

There is no doubt that I am the culprit for her abortion tonight

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault that caused you tonight." I said with guilt.

"Now it's all like this. Besides, are these still useful?" "I want to go back to rest first," Qin Lu said

"Well, go back first." I said, supporting Qin Lu: "you Can you walk? "

"Not bad, my body is not so delicate I think it's just two days off and it'll be all right soon. " Qin Lu said.

"Oh..." As if I had been comforted, I helped Qin Lu out of the hospital carefully, and then took a taxi back to the hotel.

Go back to the hotel room and check the time. It's more than 2:00 in the middle of the night.

Qin Lu lay on the bed and looked at me: "can you help me change my dirty clothes?"

"Did you change your clothes?" I said.

"In the locker where the clothes are hanging." Qin Lu said.

I quickly opened the cupboard to find out her underwear, and then went back to the bedside to help her change clothes. Qin Lu didn't seem to have any pinching and shyness in front of me.

After changing clothes, I sit on the sofa beside the bed and stare at Qin Lu. Qin Lu's eyes are a little dull, lying there staring at the ceiling

Obviously, I know I can't leave tonight. Not only tonight, but also tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I will be here to take care of her. I'm going to serve the confinement. I'm going to serve Guan Yunfei.

It seems that I'm duty bound to serve the confinement. Although the lost child is not mine, it's me who caused her abortion. I'm the culprit of her and Guan Yunfei's child's abortion. If Guan Yunfei knew that it was me who caused it, would he kill me like thunder?

At the same time, I felt a little relaxed. I don't know why I feel relaxed.

In fact, I know why I have a little bit of relaxation, but I dare not face it, dare not think about it.

"Ike You killed me You're about to ruin all my hopes and dreams. " After a while, Qin Lu spoke and continued to look at the ceiling, but her voice choked.

Maybe I can understand Qin Lu's mood at this time, and I should be able to understand the meaning of her words at this time.

"I'm sorry Sorry I I'm sorry for you... " I bowed my head and deeply apologized. I really felt deeply sorry in my heart. Anyway, I caused her physical pain. I certainly did harm to women caused by abortion. Moreover, it's not only the physical injury, but also the spiritual injury. For Qin Lu, the spiritual injury to her is far greater than the physical injury.

"What should I do if the child is gone? How can I explain to Guan Yunfei? How can I realize my ideal and pursuit? I What am I supposed to do? " Qin Lu's voice with a bit of despair and deep pain.

"I I... " I don't know what to say at the moment, so I can only keep apologizing, deeply apologizing.

"I know you don't mean to do it, I know you don't mean to do it, but You ruined me after all... " Qin Lu added.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I continue to apologize: "I am willing to be responsible for my behavior, I am willing to compensate you, as long as I can do, I am willing to do."

At this time, I don't know what else to say, I can only say these.

Qin Lu lay there looking at the ceiling and didn't speak.I watched her carefully.

"The doctor said that according to my physical fitness, I will recover soon. He said that the fetus is very small and will not do any great harm to my body or affect my fertility I estimate that my body will recover in two days Tomorrow I'll call my unit and ask for a few days off. I'll have a good rest here for two days. " Qin Lu said.

"Oh That's good It's for a good rest I'll take care of you these two days. " I said hastily.

"I don't need you to take care of me..." Qin Lu said.

"This No one can take care of you. I have to take care of what I have done. " I hastened to speak, and I was constantly complaining.

"I'm not being polite to you." Qin Lu said: "I will call my cousin from the countryside tomorrow to take care of me..."

"Oh..." I look at Qin Lu.

"Tomorrow, you can do whatever you want, don't show up here again, and don't come to see me Remember what I said, don't come here again. " Qin Lu's words don't seem like a joke.

"This..."

"Remember what I said? Don't come here again. " Qin Lu accentuated her tone.

"I remember, but..." I said.

"Don't ask why, just remember me If you don't want to continue to hurt me, if you don't want to make trouble for me, then remember my words. " Qin Lu said.

I nodded: "well, I remember."

"Don't call me these two days." Qin Lu said.

"Oh..." I nodded again.

Qin Lu took a breath and turned to look at me: "Yi Ke, actually In fact, I still want to thank you tonight. Without you, I might be really bad tonight Maybe something big will happen. "

I can't help feeling a little afraid, said: "don't say thank you to me, you should scold me, I really feel very guilty."

"No matter when, I can't scold you and hate you. I can never hate you." Qin Lu said.

I didn't know how to answer.

"I don't want you to be here these two days, and I don't want you to call me. It's also for your own good, of course, for my own good It's really good that everyone is good. " Qin Lu said.

I guess something from Qin Lu's words, but I'm not sure.

"I don't need you to do anything for me, but there is one thing you have to promise me..." Qin Lu said.

I looked at Qin Lu nervously. I didn't know what she was going to offer. I was afraid that she would tell me to leave Haizhu and be with her.

Qin Lu looked at my nervous expression and pursed her lips: "I'm afraid you think too much I know where you want to go

I smile dryly, but I'm still a little nervous.

"Don't worry, I won't ask you too much. You can do what I ask you easily, and it won't hurt you or make you embarrassed."

My heart a wide, busy said: "that you say."

Qin Lu gently breathed again and looked at me: "I want you to promise me that you will keep a strict secret about my abortion tonight. You can't tell anyone. I'm talking about anyone. Can you understand me?"

Of course, I can understand that Qin Lu wants me to keep a secret about her abortion. Anyone she emphasizes, I think, should be directed at Guan Yunfei. She doesn't want Guan Yunfei to know about it, including Xie Fei.

It seems that I can vaguely guess what Qin Lu's intention is. Although it's not clear, I have a general hunch.

At this time, Qin Lu promised that I had no choice but to sink.

"I understand. I promise you..." I said.

"I believe you are a man who keeps your promise. I hope you won't let me down I trust you and hope you can keep your promise. " Qin Lu said.

I gritted my teeth: "don't worry, since I promised you, I won't tell anyone!"

I really decided not to tell anyone. I don't want to be involved in anything about Qin Lu and Guan Yunfei in the future. I don't even want to hear about it.

Qin Lu was slightly relieved: "thank you..."

I feel very uncomfortable, I caused her physical injury, but she once again thanks me, did I help her or hurt her? I couldn't help feeling a little confused.

This night, too much for me, was almost a night of terror.

"Ike, do you think I'm pathetic?" Qin Lu said.

I looked at Qin Lu and didn't speak.

At this time, I not only feel that she is very poor, but also very helpless. The sadness I felt for her seems to be gone for the time being.

"I know you feel sorry for me." Qin Lu said: "however, I never want anyone to pity me and sympathize with me. I don't need anyone to see me like this. Even if I'm in a desperate situation, I don't want anyone to see me as a pitiful person. I have such self-esteem. Although my self-esteem is stubborn, I'm used to this self-esteem. For so many years, I rely on this self-esteem to support my spiritual world I will cry in front of you, but I won't shed a tear in front of any other man, including Guan Yunfei. "My heart slightly move, watching Qin Lu weak and resolute expression.

"So, I don't want you to pity me, sympathize with me No, even if you don't say it, don't have it in your heart. " Qin Lu said.

"All right." I said.

"Life is destiny. Everything about people may be predestined. Maybe my experience today is predestined It's a blessing, not a disaster. It's a disaster. Maybe it's my destiny. " Qin Lu gave a bitter smile.

I didn't speak.