Dong'Er said: "I can speculate that after you find Kong Kun's hiding, you get Li Shun's authorization to deal with it. Your kindness leads you to hate Kong Kun's work on the one hand, but on the other hand, you think about her previous contribution to Haizhu. At the same time, you will think that once Kong Kun's identity is exposed to wood, he will take decisive measures Kill people
"So, in the end, your kindness prevailed. You let Kong Kun go. That is to say, although Kong Kun is missing now, she has not disappeared in the world. She should have gone away and hid in a safe place."
I can't help but admire the clarity of Dong'Er's thinking. At this time, Dong'Er is really not the former one. Character decides fate, but environment can also change a person. Donger's change should be due to the existing character, but more to the influence of environment.
Dong'Er continued: "reasoning on this basis, then, I should be able to guess why Alai came to you today A Lai must want to get the news of Kong Kun from you, catch or kill Kong Kun, and get a big reward from wood. A Lai is a man who loves money. He can do almost anything for money
"Since he didn't find Kong Kun in ningzhou, the only thing he could think of to provide him with clues was you. He guessed that you might have made arrangements for Kong Kun before him, so he only came to you in private. He must want to make a deal with you. As long as you tell Kong Kun's whereabouts, he will share the expensive reward with you."
I look at Dong Er quietly.
"But you won't easily tell a Lai where Kong Kun is. It's also because of your character, but a Lai doesn't understand your character. He thinks that people all over the world love money as much as he does. He can do anything for money. It's because of his character. At the same time, he won't understand your real character, that is, he doesn't realize what's in your heart Kindness
"Because of this, you can fool Alai. Of course, if you don't tell me, I won't know how you fooled Alai, but you must have fooled Alai, otherwise he won't get off your car easily Ah Lai thinks he is very smart, but in fact he is stupid. Many people in the world are like this. The more he thinks he is smart, the more stupid he is. Ah Lai is such a typical person. " Donger continued.
Donger's analysis is brilliant, and I can't help sighing.
"Although you can easily fool Alai, wood is not so easy to be fooled. I think you know what wood knows about your character and work style." Dong er's breath is a little chilly.
My heart trembles slightly, looking at Dong'Er.
"So, I advise you not to be proud too early and not to be too self righteous. The reason why I come to you today is to verify some things I want to know. Secondly, I want to remind you not to regard all people as fools. There are more intelligent people than you in this world, especially those who are more cruel than you. A person who is not cruel is a bone People with a good nature in their lives will not escape the conspiracy of others and will suffer a great loss after all. " Donger's breath is colder and colder.
My heart is trembling again. I admit that Dong'Er's words are reasonable. Indeed, I am not as ruthless as wood. This is my Achilles' heel.
Now that I realize this, maybe I should make some changes to make myself really cruel and learn to be cruel.
"Again, I won't tell anyone what I'm talking to you today, what you're talking to me today, and at the same time, I hope you remember what I told you." Dong'Er said: "although Kong Kun is still alive, I believe that after this shock, she should be restrained. She should know how to do things in the future. She is such a yellow haired girl who doesn't know the heaven and the earth. It's stupid to dare to go into such a deep water."
"She shouldn't get involved in the deep water. Do you think you should get involved?" I said.
"Me?" Dong'Er paused and gritted his teeth: "I can't help it. I'm forced."
"Forced by money?" I said.
"You --" Dong'Er looked directly at me and didn't speak for a long time.
I look at Dong er.
"Xiao Ke, you should feel your chest and your conscience when you speak." Dong'Er's voice was a little resentful and a little bit oppressive. Then he turned around and said, "I'm gone. You can do it yourself."
With that, Dong'Er went to his car.
I stood there motionless, looking at her.
After getting on the bus, Dong Er rolled down the window and looked at me: "just now you asked me if I wish Kong Kun were dead or alive. Just now I didn't answer you Well, now I'll tell you, I'll answer that. "
I look at Dong er.
Dong'Er said word by word, "I tell you, I hope Kong Kun will disappear in this world, forever."
My body shivered.
"Want to know why?" Donger said.
"Yes," I said.
"The reason is very simple, because her previous actions may kill you, because she may be a disaster before or in the future, your disaster." Donger's voice was cold: "all the people who threaten you are my enemies. I hope they will all die."Donger's voice is a bit murderous, I can't help but shiver.
Then, Dong'Er starts the car and leaves.
I stood in the same place, watching Donger's car disappear into the night
On the one hand, Dong'Er hates Li Shun, on the other hand, she hates all the people who are against me, but she is also working for the people who are against me, helping wood deal with Li Shun.
It seems that Dong er's behavior is contradictory, but there seems to be an invisible unity in this contradiction.
Back in the dormitory, I had a simple meal and sat in a daze in my study, thinking about Dong'Er's words today
There are three clay dolls sent to me by Xia Yu on the desk. Looking at this group of vivid clay dolls, I can't help thinking of Xia Yu. At this time, what is the summer rain doing? Is she OK?
Suddenly feel uneasy and remorse for this idea, the summer rain has gone, she should have faded out of my life, I should not think about her, I should wish her a new happy happy life on the other side of the ocean.
Think of summer rain, Haizhu, Donger, clouds and Qiutong
I can't help feeling tangled in my heart. I can't help feeling that life is so complicated and profound
Open the computer, login button, see the floating life like a dream.
"Here you are." I said.
"Well You're here, too. " She answered me.
"What are you doing?" I said.
"Read a book." She said.
"I'm reading with a hook." I said.
"Well what about you? What are you doing? " She said.
"I I'm thinking about life. " I said.
She sent a smile: "it's very tasteful Mr. Yike. "
I sent a dazed expression: "do not want to have such taste, the heart can not help themselves."
"What's the taste?" She said.
"No It's just that life is really complicated. " I said.
"Yes, life is really complicated, but from another angle, life is really simple." She said.
"Oh..."
"The so-called life, in fact, is just a sentence: come naked, go when a wisp of smoke!" She said.
My heart moved and I didn't speak.
"If you have time, go to the crematorium." She said.
"What do you mean?" I said.
"I'll tell you a story: a famous industrialist would take his wife and children to the crematorium every once in a while. Some people are puzzled and ask why. Industrialists say that as long as you get to the crematorium, your impetuous heart will soon calm down, and you will look down on fame and wealth. Only in this way can we stay in the noisy and flashy world, but always stick to the pure land of our soul, and be good at both favors and disgraces. Only in this way can we face all kinds of temptations with a heart like a flat mirror, concentrate and concentrate
"Oh..." My heart can't help but move.
"Crematorium -- the last station of life. Here, no matter you are a high-ranking official and noble, a rich man with a lot of money, a poor civilian, or even a notorious and hated sinner, you will finally come here, lie there quietly in the same posture, and then be pushed into the burning furnace When he came out again, it was just a small square box wrapped in red cloth. " She added.
"Well..." I looked at her words over and over again. Yes, I come here naked, and I go there with a wisp of smoke. Maybe life is really that simple. All splendor and wealth are like smoke and dust here, but for a moment; all love and hatred are wiped out here. Living in a materialistic world, we are always full of temptations: power, status, money, beauty If you are not careful, you will stir up waves in your heart. The original clear, pure and peaceful heart will become noisy, impetuous and utilitarian
"When you feel that there is a gap between reality and ideal, when you feel aggrieved and sad, when no one understands you, when you are worried about gratitude and resentment, when you haggle over gain and loss for benefits, when you bow down in the face of power, when you are intriguing for the position, you might as well go to the crematorium. In the face of a small pile of ash with Mars, what else can't you put down and open? " She added.
My heart can't help a little commotion. Yes, yes, life is short and changeable. To put down and not to see is to treat life negatively. On the contrary, to treat every day well, to cherish every day and to live every day well is the right choice. It seems that I should take every day as a lifetime. Instead of spending time worrying, worrying and sighing, I should seize the time to enjoy life, health, happiness and happiness!
The idea is beautiful, but in reality, can I really do it?
I can't help feeling a bit depressed and lost in my heart.
"Send you a word, cherish love you and you should love people, because next life will not meet again!" She said.
My heart is pounding. Who are the people who love me? Who should I love?Thinking about it like this, I suddenly felt an indescribable tangle and bitterness
I fell into a long and bitter meditation in my confusion and melancholy