Chapter 1657

At this time, I firmly adhere to an idea in my heart: no matter what, I can't let Zhang Mei know the true identity of Qiutong and Xiaoxue, otherwise, the world will turn upside down.

Although it's cruel not to let Zhang Mei's mother and daughter recognize each other, there's no way, at least not now.

Taking a deep breath, I calmly looked at Zhang Mei: "Zhang Mei, before I answer your question, you first answer me a question."

"Ask!" Zhang Mei said.

"Are you smoking again?" I said.

Zhang Mei's face suddenly became very embarrassed. She bit her lips and nodded: "HMM..."

"After all, you didn't control yourself. You broke the promise you made to me, and you let yourself degenerate completely:" I felt a great loss and disappointment in my heart, and said: "it seems that you are incurable. You will be with drugs all your life."

My heart completely firm, can't let Zhang Mei know autumn Tong and snow idea, an addict mother, is not worthy to do Snow's mother, absolutely not worthy.

Zhang Mei looked ashamed and bowed her head and said, "I'm sorry, yi Ke. I failed to live up to your expectations and kindness. I know I'm very depraved and shameless, but I can't help it. I can't resist the temptation. I With him, he has been smoking, I really can't control myself I can't resist the fatal temptation of the ultimate joy in heaven. "

I said, "if I'm not wrong, you're smoking again today!"

Zhang Mei bowed her head and said, "well..."

I said, "both of you are smoking!"

"Well..."

I took a deep breath and said, "well, I'm going to answer your question now." you should say that you have an illusion in front of your eyes, an illusion after skating! " I said coldly.

"Hallucinations? Is it an illusion? " Zhang Mei murmured.

"You know the symptoms after skating better than I do, you know better than I do!" I went on speaking coldly.

"Is it true, is it true, is it true that I read it wrong, is it true that I have another illusion in front of my eyes?" Zhang Mei continued to murmur.

"Do you need to say that? I'm afraid you don't have hallucinations once or twice, do you? " I pressed step by step and said, "you're just hallucinating now. At least you can see it. If you continue to slide down, I'm afraid you won't even have hallucinations at last. I'm afraid you won't see anything at last!"

I caught Zhang Mei's illusion after skating, and a burst of true and false accusations made her dizzy.

Zhang Mei looked at me in perplexed eyes, half opened her mouth and said for a long time: "it seems that it is true It seems that I'm really hallucinating again. Once before, I saw a girl after skating, and I thought it was the girl I met in Xinghai that day So I was wrong again. "

"Yes, yes, it is!" I say for sure.

I feel a pain in my heart, for Zhang Mei, for Xiaoxue.

I know clearly that Zhang Mei's addiction can't be given up any more. As long as she works with Li Shun, it's impossible for her to give up.

If Zhang Mei can't get rid of her addiction, I can't let Xiaoxue recognize her or let Xiaoxue know that her parents are addicts.

It's cruel, but it can only be so.

And Zhang Mei's expression at this time seems to be very painful, as if, in this snowy day, she was in a hazy dream to think about her own daughter who was abandoned in the same snowy day. It seems that she is grieving and regretting for her fall again and completely.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Zhang Mei's voice sounded like crying, and then she turned and walked slowly to the car.

I don't know why Zhang Mei is saying sorry or to whom. It seems that it's not just for me.

Watching Zhang Mei enter the car and hearing the sound of the door being pulled up heavily, my heart spasms.

I didn't go back to Lao Qin's car. I went to the steps in front of the building and sat down.

The steps were cold, but I couldn't feel them.

I feel numb all over.

At this point, my feeling is no feeling.

At this time, my mobile phone rang, the fourth brother called.

"Where is it?" Fourth brother asked me.

"In the hospital, Li Shun's father was hospitalized!" I said.

"Well Is Li Shun here? " I said.

"Yes, how do you know?" I said.

"I just drove past the gate of the hospital and saw Fang Aiguo and some suspicious looking people around."

"Those are all Li Shun's people. Li Shun is in the ward now!" I said.

"Well, I see!" Fourth brother said: "pay attention to safety."

"All right!" I said.

Then the fourth brother hung up.

I sat on the cold steps, lit a cigarette and smoked silently.

I don't know how long Li Shun will stay in the ward. If he doesn't leave, I can't leave. Everyone has to spend time here.Anyway, it's still a long night.

Let me see the time. It's a quarter past ten in the evening.

I looked at the van that Zhang Mei was sitting in, thinking about Zhang Mei in the car. I don't know how she felt at this time.

She must be very depressed when she can't go to the ward.

However, without Li Shun's consent, she did not dare to go up. Let alone those security guards who stopped her, even if she couldn't stop her, if she broke in hard, Li Shun would not spare her lightly.

She is very aware of Li Shun's character, although followed to the hospital, but did not dare to further.

Thinking about the fright Zhang Mei brought me just now, I was relieved. I was afraid, but then I sighed again.

It was more than 11 o'clock before I knew it. I went into the hall and found a chair to sit down. I looked around. Except for a few family members of the patients, they were all Li Shun's.

I sent a short message to Qiutong: "did you sleep?"

Soon received Qiutong reply: "not yet, Xiaoxue just fell asleep, just told Xiaoxue the story. How about you, still in the hospital? "

"Well..."

"Thank you so much!" She said.

"Are you speaking politely to me from the standpoint of your family?" I said.

"You think too much again!" She said.

"I didn't think much!" I said.

She was silent for a moment and said, "it's strange."

"How strange?" I said.

"Grandpa Xiaoxue has always been in good health. I've never heard of blood pressure problems before. How can he suddenly have high blood pressure?" He said.

I said, "I guess I was stimulated by something, or I was over excited!"

"What can he be stimulated by? What can make him over excited? He has nothing to do with the big storm before. What else can excite him more than before? " She said.

"Maybe you'll know later!" I said.

"What do you mean?" She said.

"It's not interesting!" I said.

"You Do you know? " She said.

"I said, do I know?" I said.

"Then why do you say that?" She said.

"Do I have to know to say that?" I said.

She was speechless.

"And I'll tell you something!" In a moment, I said.

She said, "well..."

I said, "this afternoon, Jin Jingxiu was in her office and suddenly fainted!"

"Ah - is it serious?" She said.

"It's not serious. I woke up after I was sent to the hospital. Jin Jingze said that the doctor had checked and said that there was no big problem. It was caused by excessive pressure, mental tension and overwork. It would be better to have a rest in the hospital for a few days!" I said.

"Since aunt Jin and we went to Dandong, I feel that she is not in a good state of mind. Especially that day, I sat with her for a long time at the riverside of shantun. Her mood seems very low and her body seems very weak It seems that her fainting this time has something to do with her trip to Dandong. It's too tiring to travel so long! " She said.

Qiu Tong's words are only half right, but I don't want to correct the other half.

I said: "that day, on the beach, you sat there for so long, she didn't say anything?"

Qiu Tong said: "she was silent for a long time. She didn't say a word. She just looked at the river with a dazed look. It seemed that she was recalling something, recalling something, and suffering something. I saw her look, and I didn't dare to speak much, so I accompanied her I was really worried about her at that time, and I was also very curious. It was really strange. "

It just feels strange.

I said: "in fact, in the eyes of outsiders, everyone has something strange, because you can't go into other people's hearts!"

"Maybe you're right." She said: "after a long time, aunt Jin began to speak. She said, Qiutong, do you know? The other side of the river is my home, the place where I was born, and the other side of the river is my motherland, my hometown. "

"Oh, how did you respond?" I said.

"I nodded, but I didn't tell Aunt Jin. In fact, Jiang is also my motherland and the place where I was born. In fact, I almost wanted to tell her, but I didn't tell her in the end."

"Why not?" I said.

"Because I don't want to let more people know my life experience. I don't want others to look at me with pity. I hope everyone can treat me with normal eyes. I didn't take the initiative to tell anyone my life experience except you. " She said.

My heart trembled and said, "after that, what did aunt Jin say?"

"She said slowly, when I was young, by the river, I was waiting for someone who was willing to walk into my life and share my joys and sorrows, who knew that I had been waiting endlessly and therefore knew how to cherish me, who was not able to participate in my yesterday but was willing to walk through every tomorrow with me, who knew that I was not perfect yet I like people who appreciate even my imperfections. " She said."Oh..." My heart continued to tremble: "and then."