After listening to my words, Qiutong was silent and looked out of the car.

All the way, we didn't talk any more and went directly to the unit.

Sitting in the office, I lit a cigarette and filtered everything from the beginning to the end of last night. I pondered over every detail and link and thought of Lei Zheng's visit to the hospital early this morning. Suddenly, I felt a little uneasy

I don't know why, but there is always an ominous premonition.

After receiving a report from Fang Aiguo at noon, Li Shun and his party have safely and smoothly returned to the winter training base.

I was a little relieved, but my heart was still heavy. I knew that Lei Zheng had suffered a great loss and suffered a great humiliation. He would not give up. Although he was so calm this morning, his heart must be extremely angry and resentful. Li Shun and his gang ran away, and I was the one who could vent his anger in front of him. Maybe he would seize the opportunity I'll do it. Once he has an operation, it won't be a trivial matter, it won't be easy, it won't make me pain or itch.

It seems that in recent times, I have to be careful. I have to be careful with the way of Lei Zheng and wood.

I reminded myself.

In last night's incident, wood did not appear from beginning to end, it seems that everything last night has nothing to do with him. But I clearly feel that wood is in a dark corner, paying attention to every process of the incident, and even Ray's being hijacked can't hide his sight.

As ray Zheng, maybe he will tell wood the truth, maybe he won't, but not telling doesn't mean wood doesn't know.

I know that between Lei Zheng and wood, they are not monolithic. Wood may not know something about Lei Zheng, or let Lei Zheng know something about wood. They are not completely open to each other without reservation. It depends on their respective interests to let each other know.

There is a typical cooperation based on interests between them. I absolutely don't believe there will be a real friendship between them. Their so-called friendship is just a relationship of mutual utilization and being utilized.

When Li Shun asked me about Qiu Tong and me going to Dandong, and asked me about Lao Li going to Dandong, it seemed that Jin Jingxiu and Jin Jingze had unconsciously come into Li Shun's sight. Li Shun was full of doubts about Lao Li's sudden trip to Dandong. Since he didn't get a complete and reasonable answer from me, he would continue to analyze the suspicions.

I don't know where he will think and where he will go.

Once Li Danbo or his mother knows his real purpose.

Pray secretly that they won't know.

Can't let Li Shun and her mother know, also can't let Qiu Tong know.

Unconsciously, between Lao Li, his wife and Li Shun, I stood on Lao Li's side.

I feel very contradictory. Between Lao Li and Jin Jingxiu, I am on Jin Jingxiu's side, but at this time, I am on Lao Li's side again.

I don't know whether I'm defending Lao Li's interests or Jin Jingxiu's.

Lao Li and Jin Jingxiu didn't meet this time. I don't know what role I played, what role I played, whether I played a key role, and whether I played a glorious role. I don't know whether I did wrong or right.

But one thing I feel very real is that in the whole process of Lao Li and Jin Jingxiu's incident, I always feel that my heart is full of cruelty and coldness.

This kind of feeling makes me very uncomfortable, even makes me feel a little melancholy.

A thrilling event that almost touched the earth shaking war has thus quietly subsided. It seems that neither side has gained anything, neither side has lost anything, and both sides are waiting for the next more fierce contest.

As long as we don't decide the outcome thoroughly, the contest will never stop.

The contest is life and death. I have a hunch that there must be only one person alive between wood and Li Shun. As for who can win in the contest and who can survive, it is unknown at present.

As for me, it seems that I am just a pawn in their competition, a tool to be used. Li Shun wants to use me, and wood also wants to use me. My fate in the end may have nothing to do with the outcome of their competition. No matter who wins, my result does not seem to be good.

In other words, I am doomed to be a tragedy.

Tragedy, margobi, I became a tragedy.

I can't help feeling great sorrow for myself.

For a whole day, I have been immersed in self brewing pessimism.

In the afternoon, when I attended the middle-level cadres' meeting of the group, I looked at Zhao Dajian, Cao Teng and Cao Li who attended the meeting, and sun dongkai who was speaking at the meeting. I even thought that their fate would not be better than mine, and they would be tragic. But I thought that maybe my fate was even like them, and my final outcome might be the same They don't have to be nice. So, in the past, I seemed to be a little arrogant about them, and I felt good about myself.Absentmindedly meeting, inadvertently looked at Cao Teng, see he is staring at me.

My heart beat and I laughed at him.

Cao Teng also gave me a natural smile.

Cao Teng seems to have been very calm recently, and he has always been very self-contained.

In the group, Cao Teng has always been the person I feel most able to see through, but also the most difficult to see through. No matter how humble and submissive he is in front of me, I can't get rid of his vigilance and doubts.

I actually feel that his city is deeper than mine. But this kind of feeling often makes me confused, because it is difficult for me to feel this clearly. Cao Teng's actions seem to have been intentionally or unintentionally diluting this feeling.

This feeling bothers me.

Zhao Dajian has been very calm recently. It seems that he has been working hard as the director of his own printing factory. After a joint investigation by the economic management office and the audit department, he did not find any financial irregularities in the printing factory. This makes me a little confused.

I don't believe that Zhao Dajian won't be able to hold out his hand on this fat issue, but he can't get anything from him. It seems that he is more careful. It seems that he is always on guard against me. His experience and experience are enough for me not to catch his pigtails.

Of course, he is not only wary of me, but also Qiu Tong, and even Secretary Ji, who is ruthless and doesn't pay attention to sun dongkai.

It doesn't mean he didn't do anything, it just means he is more cunning. Of course, his cunning is not necessarily his own. Maybe there is sun dongkai's advice behind him, and even other people's cooperation and cooperation behind him.

Zhao Dajian and sun dongkai's interests are closely related. He will never forget sun dongkai when he reaps huge benefits. Of course, maybe the benefits he reaps are not as much as sun dongkai. Sun dongkai takes the big one and he takes the small one. Only in this way can he be a good factory director.

In fact, people in the newspaper industry all over the country know that there is a huge amount of oil and water in newspaper printing. Among other things, the purchase of printing press and newsprint alone has its own advantages. Newsprint, in particular, has to be printed every day. There is a huge demand for newsprint. There are so many domestic newsprint manufacturers, which newsprint to use and when to deliver How much money is paid to the printer has the final say.

In order to make their own newsprint can be purchased, in order to get payment in time, each paper factory will try their best to do something about the director of the printing factory, and the secret transaction is inevitable.

Zhao Dajian, who has always been addicted to money, is in this position. I don't believe that he will have a clean conscience. I absolutely don't believe that.

And Cao Li. Recently, the group began to carry out large-scale infrastructure construction. As an assistant to the president, she was decided by the Party committee of the group to assist the president in charge of infrastructure business in addition to the office she was in charge of before. Infrastructure construction is also a huge capital inflow and outflow project. Sun dongkai asked Cao Li to assist him in charge of infrastructure construction, obviously with her own consideration and purpose.

Before he knew it, sun dongkai arranged his most trusted person to take charge of the group's most critical capital flow, the largest and easiest position to make money. Of course, they were all carried out in the name of work. They were dignified and aboveboard, and no one could raise any objection.

I look at Cao Li with a cheerful look, sun dongkai who is talking about the education of honesty and self-discipline for Party members and cadres on stage, and Zhao Dajian who seems to be a bit of a fool and never wake up. I keep thinking about

As soon as I raise my eyes, I see Secretary Ji with cold eyes beside sun dongkai, and Qiu Tong with calm expression beside Secretary Ji.

It seems that in the group, the contest between the two forces is surging in the dark, is accumulating, is quietly brewing in a school of harmony.

And I, it seems, have been involved in it and participated in it without hesitation. But it seems that I am on the outside again, because I can't know what Secretary Ji and Qiu Tong have been doing, or what sun dongkai and others are doing or what they have done.

After the meeting, I was about to go out when Cao Li came to me: "director Yi --"

"President Cao!" I looked at Cao Li: "what's the instruction?"

"Secretary sun asked you to go to his office!" Cao Li said.

"Oh..." I nodded and asked casually, "what can Secretary sun do for me?"

"Good thing, hee hee..." Cao Li gave me a wink and a smile, then left.

I really can't think of what good things sun dongkai would do to me. I went directly to sun dongkai's office.

Sun dongkai sat on the sofa, drinking tea and calling me to sit down. He looked at me and said, "Xiaoyi, Minister Guan is going to study abroad, do you know?"

"I don't know!" I shook my head.

"Ha ha..." Sun dongkai laughed: "I really don't know?"

I said, "I didn't know before you told me. Now I know!"

Sun dongkai continued to smile: "well You don't know it's normal, but I already know The study class that minister Guan attended also needs to organize students to go abroad for investigation. He will leave this Saturday. ""Oh That's good, good thing! " I look at sun dongkai and can't figure out the reason why Sun dongkai and I said this. This Friday, I will drive Xie Fei to the provincial capital to meet him according to Guan Yunfei's advice. Why does Sun dongkai say this to me at this time?

"The leader wants to go abroad, according to the Convention, our subordinates can't be without any reaction." Sun dongkai said: "I think about it. This Friday, I decided to go to the provincial capital to see minister Guan off and do my best."

"Well I want it! I want to get it I said: "when you go abroad for inspection, I'll take the leading group of the economic management office and the distribution company to see you off. It's superior but inferior!"

"Ha ha, I'm very happy that you have this intention. But now, instead of saying that, let's say goodbye to minister Guan." Sun dongkai said: "this time I'm going to the provincial capital to see minister Guan off. I don't plan to take more people, just Cao Li and you!"

With that, sun dongkai looked at me with a smile, as if waiting for me to make his expected expression.

When I heard that, I was confused. Damn it -

it's too bad