I continued: "OK, you can believe in fate, you can submit to your destiny, you can go your way of life in your fatalism, you can let fate arrange your future life, you can face your reality, sooner or later I think you will be destroyed in your fatalism."
"You..." Qiutong's voice trembled and said, "you What's wrong with you! "
"I'm crazy, I'm crazy, OK?" I rolled my eyes.
"You roll your eyes at me again?" Qiu Tong said.
"What else can you do to me?" I rolled my eyes again.
Qiu Tong touched a book on the table, raised it and looked at me with a stare: "if you roll your eyes again, I'll beat you --"
"you -- I --" looking at Qiu Tong's appearance, I suddenly couldn't help laughing: "I thought you had so much ability, that's it. Why don't you beat me with cotton?"
Qiu Tong snorted, put down his book and glared at me: "what's your bear's temper? Am I wrong? "
I was a little discouraged, said: "yes, you are right."
Qiu Tong's eyes were dim: "although something happened between us, it should not be. You and I, we can only be two parallel lines. Even if we are close to each other wirelessly, we can never cross Even if there has been a cross in the past, we can't You are a man. A man should remember his responsibility, his responsibility to your family and his responsibility to your wife. A responsible man is the real man.
"My destiny was predestined before we knew each other, even when I was born. Our initial understanding was actually a mistake. Whether we met on the Yalu River cruise ship or met in the air, it was a mistake. Although it was a beautiful mistake, no matter how beautiful it was, the mistake was still a mistake We are predestined to have no share. Since we have no share, we have to face the reality and treat life rationally. "
I sighed, "I understand I know I will really marry Haizhu I know what I'm responsible for. I know what I'm going to do. "
"Haizhu is a good girl. She is devoted to you. You should treat others well..." Qiu Tong said.
"What are you and he going to do?" I said.
"I don't know, step by step, step by step!" Qiu Tong said.
"He is wanted now and can't live in the sun. Even if Xiaoxue's grandparents want you to get married, they can't do it!" I said.
"I know But I have no choice. Even if I can't get married all my life, I'm also a member of their family. Even if he doesn't come back all his life, I'll serve his parents all my life. These are the reality that can't be changed. "
Qiu Tong said calmly: "I am now a boat in the ocean. I can only drift with the current, and I have no power and direction of my own He and I are engaged. From the secular point of view, I am a member of their family. I have to fulfill my obligations and responsibilities. "
"You are destroying yourself. You are destroying yourself step by step." I said.
"Maybe destruction is another kind of rebirth, maybe destruction is another kind of happiness, maybe destruction is a kind of liberation." Qiu Tong said.
"You - bullshit!" I said, a pain in my heart.
"Ha ha..." Qiu Tong laughed: "well, don't tangle these, I don't tangle, why do you have to tangle."
"You are lying when you say you are not tangled!" I said.
"It's up to you, believe it or not!" Qiutong made a indifferent look.
"How do you use that tone to talk to me?" I said.
"I'm your leader. Why can't I say that?" Qiu Tong said with a smile.
"You still laugh?" I said.
"Why not laugh? Do you have to cry? " Qiutong is still smiling stubbornly, with a trace of pain in her eyes.
"You - stop laughing!" I sighed.
Autumn Tong really don't smile, silent ground sighed tone, low head silence come down.
At this time, her cell phone rings and she answers the phone.
"Hello Oh It's Xia Dong... " Qiu Tong said.
As soon as I heard it, I called Qiutong again.
"Ha ha I'm sorry, I'm busy. I really don't have time... " Qiu Tong said: "in the evening, there is a customer reception in the evening, but I still have no time. I'm sorry, Xia Dong, ha ha Sorry Thank you for your kindness... "
Qiu Tong hung up.
"You were invited to dinner in the summer?" I said.
"Well..." Qiu Tong said.
"If I were not here, would you promise him?" I said.
Qiu Tong said: "recently, he called me almost every day to invite me to dinner, but I didn't go. Were you here all those times?"
I was asked for a moment, and suddenly I laughed a few times."Laugh at you!" Qiu Tong said.
"In fact, I have a taste of interfering in your private life. Do you feel disgusted?" I said.
"What do you say?" Qiu Tong asked me.
"I said I looked at Qiutong: "I said You don't resent it. "
Qiu Tong pursed his lips: "what else do you know about?"
I said, "I don't know why. I did it on purpose. So why don't you resent it? "
Qiu Tong said, "no comment!"
I said, "why?"
Qiu Tong said: "because you are still asking clearly!"
I grin.
After a moment's silence, Qiu Tong said, "who else did you invite to attend your wedding in ningzhou this time?"
I said: "Haizhu's meaning, invited you Xiaoxue Yunduo, Laoli summer, others, no more."
Qiu Tong frowned and nodded: "Oh, didn't you invite fourth brother?"
I patted my head: "forget, Haizhu did not mention, she must have forgotten."
I immediately sent a short message to Haizhu: "you seem to have forgotten to invite fourth brother here?"
Haizhu immediately replied: "aha, dear, yes, how can I miss my fourth brother? I'm so sorry, you remember to inform my fourth brother to come together..."
After reading Haizhu's message, I said to Qiutong, "if she is really careless, my fourth brother went with us."
"Good I'll handle the ticket, so you don't have to worry about it! " Qiu Tong said.
"Oh Thank you, Mr. Qiu! " I said.
"Go where you want to be cool, and squat on it!" Qiu Tong said.
I got up and went to the corner of the window and squatted down.
Qiu Tong looked at me and said strangely, "what are you doing?"
I said, "don't you want me to squat to one side?"
Qiu Tong laughs.
I laughed, too.
Qiutong and I are both laughing, but how bitter, how helpless, how depressed and how confused are we in this smile.
Thinking that I'm going to enter the wedding hall with Haizhu soon, somehow, there is an indescribable loss and confusion in my heart. It seems that I have no feeling for the new life I'm going to start with Haizhu in the future, and I can't see the tomorrow.
I don't know why, a sentence suddenly burst into my mind: feelings between people are like knitting sweaters. When they are established, they are needle by needle, careful and long. When they are demolished, they just need to be pulled gently
Suddenly, I was startled by what I thought of. I don't know why I thought of such words.
Back to the office soon, received a call from the summer, he asked me to dinner in the evening.
I didn't make an appointment to Qiutong. I did.
Summer promised me immediately.
In the evening, summer and I eat hot pot in a Sichuan restaurant.
I looked at the appearance of summer several times, and said: "brother Xia, what do you want to say, but it's OK to say!"
Summer ha ha laughs: "there's something I want my brother to know in advance."
As I picked up my chopsticks and picked up a piece of bacon, I said with a smile, "ha ha What's the matter? "
Summer looked at me, sat up straight body, slowly said: "I am ready to Qiutong formal proposal!"
On hearing this, my hands trembled and the bacon fell onto the table.
Simply, I put down my chopsticks, picked up the bacon with my hand, put it in my mouth and bit it hard. Then I looked straight at summer. Summer's sharp eyes were watching me closely.
I give summer a smile, some skin smile meat does not smile.
Summer also gave me a smile, smile some sentimental.
"You mean you're going to propose to Qiutong?" I said, swallowing in my throat.
"Yes." Summer said.
"Is it too urgent?" I said.
"Why do you say that?" Summer said.
"What do you say?" I said quietly.
Summer was silent for a moment, and said: "Qiutong and I have known each other for a long time. Since I first met her, I began to like her. After that, with the increasing contact, I actually fell in love with her deeply."
"Do you think she likes you? Do you think she'll love you? " I said.
"I think she will like me and love me, just..." Summer stops here.
"Just what?" I said.
"It's just that she has a mental disorder, a mental disorder As long as there is no such psychological barrier, she will certainly accept my courtship! " Summer confidently said: "every time I ask Qiutong out for dinner, she always finds all kinds of reasons to refuse. In fact, I know that it is because she has obstacles in her heart that she will refuse me. If not, she will never refuse."
"What's the psychological barrier?" I said.
"Li Shun!" Summer simply said: "because of the existence of Li Shun, because she and Li Shun are engaged, this is her biggest psychological obstacle, as long as she can overcome this psychological obstacle, as long as she can solve this psychological obstacle, there will be no problem between me and her!"Summer is still very confident.
"Why are you so confident?" I said.
"I've always been so confident." Summer said.
I was silent for a moment, looking at the summer: "you come to me for dinner today, just want to tell me this?"
"It's not just about telling you that." Summer pause: "in fact, I want you to do me a favor, I do not know whether my brother is willing or not."
"Help? What can I do for you? " I said.
"I know that Li Shun and Qiu Tong have been engaged for a long time. I know that Li Shun is a black boss in the Jianghu. I know that Li Shun is wanted now and he is on the run. I know that although he is on the run, you have always kept close contact with him. I know that your relationship with Li Shun is extraordinary." Summer said: "I think if you can be a middleman and talk to Li Shun, let him take the initiative to break the engagement with Li Shun."
"You -" I was stunned. Looking at summer, I didn't expect that summer would think so. He really dares to think that he wants me to be the middleman to let Li Shun quit.