Ray is continuing his eulogy: "we can't believe, we can't believe this heavy fact. Once so vivid, how can she say she's gone? Old naive is not long eye ah! The past is vague and the eyes are dim. A thousand words can't tell us how much we miss her

Since working in the political and Law Commission, comrade Qin Lu has been full of enthusiasm for her work, diligent, hardworking and selfless. To colleagues: she is not deceiving, approachable, modest, cautious and amiable. To her parents: she devoted herself to filial piety, ate bean soup, showed kindness and filial piety, and always felt grateful. "

Lei Zheng read very affectionately, almost choking, below came the sobs of some people.

Lei Zheng continued to read: "the tree wants to be calm, the wind is not enough, the son wants to be raised, and the parents don't want to wait. It's not enough to live for a hundred years. Unfortunately, heaven has given up and left us with a desolate sight. Comrade Qin Lu has gone away forever with his boundless attachment to a better life. Since then, parents have lost a filial daughter, friends have lost a sincere friend, we have lost a good colleague, Gao FengChuan village, Bright Festival enlightens future generations. Although her voice and face are gone, her virtue is forever.

"Since ancient times, who has no death in his life? Let's keep it in mind. Comrade Qin Lu's young life is the eternal regret and pain of all acquaintances. However, his loyalty to the cause of politics and law, his dedication to work, his filial piety to the elderly and his honesty to his friends will always be remembered in the hearts of his relatives and friends. Green mountains will always be there, and our reputation will last forever. Let's always remember such an ordinary and great man.

"If you die before you succeed in your career, you often make heroes cry. If you die, you will be good. Comrade Qin Lu, you can go with ease. You should believe that your parents must be stronger and your relatives and friends must be more harmonious.

"Heaven is a long way, I wish you a safe journey..."

At the end of the reading, Lei Zheng's voice finally choked. He took out a towel to wipe the corners of his eyes. There was a sob below.

No matter whether Lei Zheng's performance is true or false, the sobs around him are real. My heart is wet and my eyes are wet

After the memorial service, I stayed at the end and walked out of the funeral home alone, feeling very heavy and sad.

Seeing that the people around me were almost gone, and seeing Qiutong also got on the bus and left, I stood at the door of the funeral home, looking up at the gray fog in the cloudy sky, took off my mask and sunglasses, wiped my eyes, and breathed heavily

Staring at the sky, Qin Lu, is that your soul in the sky? Where is the way to heaven?

A lot of miscellaneous thoughts are hindering my body and stirring my soul.

At this time, I can't help thinking, I hope all the souls in this world can find the way to heaven

Suddenly I heard a slight movement behind me, as if someone was approaching me.

Looking back, I was surprised.

It's Xie Fei.

She's taking off her mask and her sunglasses.

Like me, she also came to attend Qin Lu's memorial service.

Like me, she wore a mask and sunglasses.

Looking at Xie Fei, I think of Guan Yunfei, and I think of my previous analysis and speculation.

A quick decision was made in my heart.

"You're here, too." I said.

Xie Fei nodded silently, looking very gloomy.

"Back from abroad." I said.

Xie Fei nodded again, then sighed softly.

"Have fun traveling abroad?" I said.

Xie Fei wanted to smile, but he didn't laugh out and said, "it's OK."

We walked out slowly.

"I didn't expect this happened to Qin Lu." Xie Fei said.

"Yes, I didn't expect that. No one thought that such a thing would happen to Qin Lu." I said.

"I didn't expect your wedding to be." Xie Fei said.

I didn't speak.

"never thought you'd be caught as a criminal suspect." Xie Fei said.

"I didn't expect that I signed Qin Lu's abortion, did I?" I said.

Xie Fei stopped and looked at me: "yes, I didn't expect I didn't know about Qin Lu's abortion, and you didn't tell me... "

"I didn't tell anyone." I said.

"Now there are so many rumors that you have that kind of relationship with Qin Lu But you know it in your heart Why don't you clarify? " Xie Fei said.

"Can I clarify? How can I clarify? Who would believe it? You know better than me who did Qin Lu's pregnancy. I clarify that no one will believe it. On the contrary, they will say that I framed a good man, which will be more unfavorable to me. " I said.

"Yes, I know who Qin Lu's pregnancy has to do with." Xie Fei said.

"So would you like to clarify?" I look at Xie Fei.

Xie Fei was slightly stunned, and then said: "I clarify, will anyone believe it? Besides, i... "

"In fact, it's secondary for you to clarify whether someone believes it. The key is that you dare not come forward to clarify. The key is that you lack enough courage. Of course, maybe no one believes your clarification, but you will say that you are framing up, because you also don't have enough evidence But at the same time, do you know what it means if you come forward and clarify? " I said."Yes, maybe what you said is reasonable. Now, I don't have enough courage and courage to be sure." Xie Fei said: "I know that if I come forward to clarify what it means, it means a complete break between me and him, it means that either he will be punished for his lifestyle problems, or no one will believe what I say, but will be charged with framing a good man, and the latter may be more likely Because I really don't have any evidence in my hand I can only say There is no basis for saying so. "

"So you won't come forward to clarify this matter, and I can't do it myself, so I can only carry on with this black pot." I said.

Xie Fei was silent for a moment, his face was a little embarrassed and ashamed, but also embarrassed and helpless.

I lit a cigarette and smoked it slowly.

"As for who Qin Lu's pregnancy is related to, it seems that it has nothing to do with Qin Lu's death." Xie Fei said.

From her voice, it seemed that she was looking for some kind of excuse and comfort.

"Yes, it has nothing to do with it! It doesn't matter! " I went on.

"Is Qin Lu really suicidal?" Xie Fei added.

I looked at Xie Fei: "it's not suicide. Do you want me to be a murderer? The police have come to a conclusion. Don't you believe it? "

"I Of course, I would like to believe the conclusion of the police. Of course, I don't want to see you as the murderer. " Xie Fei's words flickered and his eyes drifted.

I've been watching the subtle changes on Xie Fei's face, saying: "I'd like to believe that Qin Lu died of suicide, so I'm free The fact is that it has nothing to do with me. I was just mistakenly suspected by the police And, indeed, Qin Lu really committed suicide! "

"Oh..." Xie Fei took a breath and looked at me: "well, why do you think Qin Lu committed suicide?"

"My analysis, the biggest possibility is that because of the adjustment of the middle level of the unit, she didn't get promoted. She couldn't think of it at the moment." I said.

"You think so?" Qin Lu said.

"Yes I think so. Of course, some people outside say that it's because Qin Lu couldn't want to commit suicide when she learned that I was going to get married. But that's just an outsider's idea. Because the outsider didn't know, she would say so, but you don't think so, do you? " I said.

"Well, yes, I don't think so. I know you don't have that kind of relationship with Qin Lu." Xie Fei said: "in this way, Qin Lu really committed suicide because of her promotion?"

"I'm sure of that, and if I'm not sure of that, I can't get rid of the suspicion that I'm a homicide suspect." I said, "so I'm quite sure Qin Lu died of suicide."

"It's not worth killing yourself for such a thing!" Xie Fei said.

"Yes, it's not worth it I also feel very sorry, a good person, so left I said.

"I'm really sad about Qin Lu's departure." Xie Fei said.

"But do you feel relaxed, too?" I said.

"I..." Xie Fei looked at me and said nothing.

"I'm afraid you're not the only one who feels relaxed, are you?" I said.

"This..." Xie Fei pursed his lips: "although I have a problem with her, I didn't expect her to end like this As for Lao Guan, I believe he thinks the same way. "

I watched Xie Fei's eyes closely, hoping to see a flaw, but I didn't see anything.

"No matter how entangled with Qin Lu, the world is gone." I said.

"You Don't you doubt that Qin Lu's death has something to do with me and Lao Guan? " Sheffield, keep an eye on me.

"I doubt you? How could it be I said, "you are all traveling abroad. How can I doubt you? Aren't you kidding me? Even if I doubt people all over the world, I can't doubt you! "

Xie Fei took a breath and said, "thank you..."

"Why thank me?" I said, my heart jumped.

Xie Fei pursed his lips again: "no why. Just because of what you said just now, just because of your trust in me, including Lao Guan. "

"You are my elder martial sister, and Minister Guan is my leader. I have no reason to doubt you. This is very natural." I said.

"But it did great harm to you, ruined your wedding, and made you bear the black pot of unclear relationship with Qin Lu In fact, I really want to help you clarify, but it's just that I have difficulties, and even if I say it, no one will believe it On the contrary, "he said

"On the contrary, it will make you lose everything in front of you. On the contrary, it will make you bear the bad name of framing good people!" I said.

"And even On the contrary, it will make people doubt my relationship with you. " Xie Fei said softly, "if so, it's not good for you, me and everyone."

I was stunned. Xie Fei was so thoughtful that he even thought of it.

According to her idea, because she has difficulties, unspeakable difficulties, because she wants to be good for me, for her and for everyone, so I will continue to carry on this black pot. In other words, no matter how, no matter how, she will not come forward to clarify for me.This is understandable. From her point of view, I can understand.