Li Shun said: "revolutionaries should have the spirit of being cosmopolitan, not indulge in the love of their children, have the sense of the overall situation, be prepared to give everything at any time for the revolutionary cause, and have the spirit of giving up their small family to take care of everyone. Today's absence from home to celebrate the new year with their relatives is for more people to reunite with their families and for themselves to better live with their relatives in the future You know what I mean? "
"I understand."
"Although it seems calm now, I have a premonition that during the Spring Festival, something unusual will happen and there will be a bloody war. Since the war is inevitable, we should face it bravely and not have any psychology of avoiding and escaping. I want to live in peace for a few days, but if someone doesn't want us to live, we can't help it Not afraid of
"At such a time, I need you very much. At such a time, you have to fight side by side with me. You are my deputy commander in chief, my right-hand assistant and even my brother. Who can you be with when you are not with me? So, you have to come. I want to know about your parents who are on duty for the Spring Festival. "
I know that in front of Li Shun's orders, I have no choice. Li Shungen did not give me any choice. He arranged everything.
I can only obey.
I called my mother and said that I had to be on duty at work this Spring Festival, so I couldn't go home for the new year.
My mother sounds very sorry, very disappointed, but very helpless, I then told my mother Qiutong and Xiaoxue to come to our home for the new year, my mother was happy again. Qiutong and Xiaoxue spent the new year with them, which made up for the regret that I couldn't go home in a certain sense. It was also a comfort to them and made me feel some comfort.
Then, the next day, I told Qiutong about it.
Lao Li and his wife have left Xinghai under the secret escort of special combat team members at this time. Qiutong already knows about it at this time.
Listen to me finish, autumn Tong silent for a long time, said: "no other choice?"
"Yes, I must." I said.
"This Is it his arrangement? " Qiu Tong said.
I was silent.
"For safety?" Qiu Tong said.
I nodded.
Qiutong was silent again. For a moment, he sighed, looking very worried and helpless, and said, "OK."
I was relieved.
Qiu Tong continued: "in fact, I am willing to take Xiaoxue to your home to spend the new year with your parents, but I just don't want to because of this reason."
I gave a wry smile.
"You can't go home for the new year, can you?" Qiu Tong said.
"I called my parents and said I would be on duty at work during the Spring Festival!" I said.
"You lied to your parents. You're not on duty. You're going there, aren't you?" Qiu Tong said.
I continued to smile bitterly.
"Is that what he wants you to do?" Qiu Tong said.
I don't speak English.
Qiu Tong bit his lip: "what does he want to do? Why does he want you to go there?"
"I don't know!" I lied to Qiutong again.
"You really don't know?" Qiu Tong's eyes were fixed on me.
I bent my head and nodded.
Qiu Tong said, "what if I don't listen to his arrangement?"
I was a little worried, said: "you have to consider your safety, as well as the safety of snow."
Qiutong's body trembled, as if she thought of what happened during the Spring Festival last year.
"You have to arrange the holiday duty of the group, and find a substitute!" I said.
Qiu Tong sighed and nodded: "I know, I will arrange it You I hope you will be fine no matter where you spend the new year. I don't want you to have any problems. Similarly, I don't want him to have any problems. I hope everyone will be fine. "
I nodded: "well..."
Qiutong looked at me silently, with deep helplessness and uneasiness in her eyes, and a kind of uneasy look.
It seems that she is not only worried about my safety, but also about Li Shun. At the same time, she is also worried about whether the new year's holiday at my home will cause other troubles and unnecessary misunderstandings.
But at this time, no matter how much worry and worry, she seems to have no other choice. She may not think about herself, but she must think about the safety of Xiaoxue.
It was the deciding factor that she had no other choice.
On the morning before New Year's Eve, I put Qiutong and Xiaoxue on the plane to fly to ningzhou. Qiutong has arranged the work of the unit in advance.
After arriving in ningzhou, someone will pick them up and send them to my home. I've arranged it.
Seeing off Qiutong and Xiaoxue, I also boarded the plane to Kunming that morning.
South, South. Mr. and Mrs. Li are going south. Qiutong and Xiaoxue are going south. I'm also going south. It's just that I'm the farthest to go south and will go abroad.Sitting in the plane, looking at the deep blue boundless sky outside the window, my heart is empty.
Feel at a loss, a lot of things, not to be able to get. A lot of people are not able to stay. Just like the sunshine between fingers, warm and beautiful, but can never be grasped. Walking in the desert of love, I lost my way; the scenery along the way, I can only walk and forget. No more struggle, no more entanglement. Time is like water, always speechless
At 1 p.m., the plane landed smoothly at Kunming airport.
Got off the plane, just opened the mobile phone, received the call of Qiu Tong.
Qiutong told me two things. First, she and Xiaoxue arrived at my parents' house in the morning and just had lunch happily with my parents. Second, after discussing with my parents, they all made a decision.
"What decision?" I asked Qiutong.
"We decided to go out for the new year." Qiu Tong said.
"Going out for the new year? Why? " I said.
Qiu Tong suddenly told me the news, which surprised me.
"The first reason is that your parents are in a very low mood because of what happened during this period of time. The absence of your son and daughter-in-law during the Spring Festival at home will aggravate this sense of depression. Therefore, I think it's better to go out than to do so." Qiu Tong said.
What Qiu Tong said is reasonable. I agree.
"Why else?" I said.
"And That is... " Qiu Tong stopped and said, "I didn't know your mother was hurt until I got to your house."
"I'm afraid I didn't tell you." I said.
"But I still know now. Your mother said that thanks to Donger's meticulous care during that time." Qiu Tong said.
"Well, yes, thanks to her." I said it from the bottom of my heart.
"When your parents talk about Dong'Er, they are both grateful and upset." Qiu Tong said.
I understand this kind of mood. In fact, I also have this feeling about Dong'Er now. Of course, in addition to these, I still have indescribable entanglement.
"Although your mother's legs can walk normally, they still haven't recovered completely. They still need to be taken care of slowly." Qiu Tong said: "I checked the weather in ningzhou during the next spring festival. It's cold and humid with rain and snow. It's very bad for your mother's leg recovery. The cold and humid air will make the injured leg very uncomfortable."
"That's the second reason you said?" I said.
"Yes Qiu Tong replied.
"You Decide where to spend the new year? " I said as I walked to the exit.
"Go to Xiamen for Chinese New Year and stay in Gulangyu." Qiu Tong said.
"Oh Xiamen Gulangyu. " My heart move, this is really a good place, autumn Tong really can choose.
"Yes, I checked the weather over there during the Spring Festival. It's sunny and the temperature is not low." Qiu Tong said.
"Well, yes, it's a good place. Would my parents like to go?" I said.
"Yes, we all agreed to go there. I have already reserved a family hotel on Gulangyu." Qiu Tong said.
"Since you are all willing to go, go!" I said.
"We'll fly directly from ningzhou to Xiamen in the afternoon. I've already made a reservation!" Qiu Tong said.
Qiu Tong is efficient enough.
"OK, good." At this time, I know that once they move, the fruit vendors around my home will follow and move to Gulangyu. Living on that island, the security work is relatively easier and easier to protect them. All in all, Qiutong has made good arrangements and thought very carefully. It's a good idea to go to Gulangyu for the Spring Festival.
I don't know if Qiutong has this idea in mind. Although she didn't say so, I feel that she seems to think of it.
A lot of things, I can think of, Qiutong can also think of, but she often kept silent.
"You just arrived in Kunming?" Silence for a moment, she said.
"Well, yes, I've just got off the plane. I'm heading for the exit." I said.
She didn't speak any more. She didn't feel the need to ask any more. She was silent for a moment, then sighed and hung up.
I know why Qiutong sighs. At this time, she seems unable to do anything except helplessness and worry.
After all, in front of the overbearing Li Shun, she is doomed to be a submissive role, only in a dominant position.
Even in the whole family of Li Shun, the future fate of Qiutong can be imagined now. With the powerful old lady Li, Qiutong can't stand up straight and is destined to be a recipient.
This is the fate of Qiutong. She thinks that she is doomed and she is not willing to fight. In her view, she can not fight against such a fate arrangement, and she has no capital and moral basis to fight.
In my opinion, it feels different.
Suddenly I think of a sentence: everything is saying.
Everything is saying, it depends on how you look at it. Everything is a prism, different angles, see different results. An apple, some people like to enjoy its color, some people want to taste its delicious. What you care about, for you, is good. Time has changed. What we have been looking forward to may be worthless today. Perhaps, I should think like this: prosperous 3000, look pale is smoke; worry countless, want to open is sunny. If you look down, you will be in a good moodPut away the phone, I take a long breath, and then go straight to the exit.
After coming out, there was no one to connect with me. Looking around, no one seemed to pay attention to me.