Chapter 1779

Both Li Shun and Lao Qin were aware of my shivering. Lao Qin gave me a silent look, while Li Shun directly asked, "what's the matter? You won't tell me you feel cold here, will you? You don't say you shiver because you feel cold, do you? "

I said: "of course, it's not cold here, but I still seem to have a cold. Who knows how I got a cold?"

Li Shun looked at me with suspicious eyes.

"It's not only from hot places to cold places that you catch a cold," Lao Qin said calmly. "It's not surprising that you come to the subtropical south from the ice and snow North in one day. The temperature changes too fast, your body temperature doesn't adapt, or your clothes drop too fast."

Lao Qin's words inadvertently relieved me.

Of course, I don't know whether Lao Qin meant it or not.

Li Shun seemed to believe Lao Qin's words and nodded: "maybe."

I also said, "Oh So it is

Li Shun looked at me with concern: "do you want to take medicine? I'll have someone buy you some cold medicine? "

I said: "I never take medicine for a cold. I can fight it by drinking more water Besides, my body seldom catches cold. Maybe I didn't necessarily catch a cold just now, but my body hasn't adapted to the change of temperature. "

"Well Ha ha, that's good, then drink more water! " Li Shun handed me the water cup.

I took the cup and drank a few water, and suddenly I was very depressed.

Think of Qiu Tong and I said: sometimes, the same thing, we can go to comfort others, but can't convince ourselves. Don't forget to promise what you want to do and where you want to go, no matter how hard or how far. Don't forget the promise you made to yourself. In fact, loneliness is a kind of sentiment, more reliable than commitment

If you cry, you can only cry alone, no one cares about your cowardice, only slowly choose to be strong. If the world smiles with you, the world will smile with you.

Most of the time, we are walking and thinking in loneliness. Don't expect others to interpret your mind and identify with your thoughts. You just walk on the road of the world, but the world gives you all the sky

Slowly thinking like this, the mood slowly settles down.

Li Shun suddenly yawned, one by one, and began to shed tears.

It seems that Li Shun is addicted to drugs.

Sure enough, Li Shun's addiction broke out, and he waved to Lao Qin: "give me the curling quickly..."

Lao Qin then stood up, took out the key from his pocket, opened a cabinet, took out a curling bottle from inside and handed it to Li Shun. Then he went straight to the door, closed the door, locked it, and opened the window.

I know why Lao Qin did this. He can't let anyone under his command know that the commander-in-chief is taking drugs. This is the top secret of the revolutionary army. Li Shun ordered the revolutionary army to stop taking drugs. No one is allowed to take drugs, but he himself is taking drugs. How can he explain it to everyone if it is spread out? How to make the discipline of the revolutionary army binding?

Li Shun took out a pack of ice, opened it, poured some on the tin foil and folded it into strips. Then he said that the groove of the tin foil was aimed at the air inlet of the curling bottle, started to bake the ice with a lighter and a straw holding the air outlet

With a gurgling sound, the air began to be filled with a strong smell

I felt a surge in my stomach. I stood at the window and looked out.

It's very quiet outside the window. The night sky in the south is full of stars

After a while, Li Shun took a long breath and said, "cool It's so cool. "

I look back at Li Shun, who is so cool. He is closing his eyes, with a dreamlike expression on his face. I don't know if he is cruising in heaven at this time

Lao Qin quickly put away the curling and opened the door to let the air flow faster.

The smell of the room soon disappeared. Li Shun was still sitting there, his head on the sofa, his eyes closed, and his face was still comfortable. It seemed that he was still enjoying the pleasure of a dream paradise

I took a look at Lao Qin. He gave me a bitter smile and shook his head with a helpless expression.

Since Li Shun told me that he had given up drugs, although he later admitted that he had relapsed, this is him. I don't know how Xiaoxue would be hit if she knew that her biological parents were like this one day, and how it would affect her future growth.

I also don't know if Li Shun and Zhang Mei think of Xiao Xue when they skate together, and if Zhang Mei think of her own flesh and blood in the world although she met.

How would they feel, how would they feel, how would they feel?

Thinking in this way, my brain is in chaos, which makes me more determined not to let Zhang Mei and Xiaoxue recognize each other, not to let Zhang Mei know that her children are still alive, and that she has seen them.

I know that as long as I don't say it, Li Shun won't even say it. He is even more strict than me in guarding against it. Once Zhang Mei knows the consequences of his or even Xiaoxue's affair, he will never tell Zhang Mei.Li Shun won't, neither will Lao Li and his wife, and Li Shun won't even give Zhang Mei the chance to see them.

Perhaps, this secret will be hidden for a long time, maybe forever, or maybe Zhang Mei will never know that her daughter is still alive in the world, and under her own eyes.

This is undoubtedly very cruel, but even if not from the perspective of Li Shun, I am also very helpless, how can I let Xiaoxue see his own mother is like this, how can I let Xiaoxue know that his mother is an addict? This will affect Xiaoxue's life, which will cause great harm to her.

I sighed at the thought.

"Chief of staff." At this time, Li Shun made a sound of somniloquy and still closed his eyes.

"In --" old Qin answered softly.

"I I want to be alone with my second brother. " Li Shun said.

"Good." Lao Qin agreed, then walked out of the room and closed the door gently.

As soon as the door was closed, Li Shun suddenly opened his eyes, straightened up and looked at me.

I was very uncomfortable when I was seen by Li Shun. I always felt that his eyes were not normal, but I couldn't tell exactly what was abnormal.

"Can you not look at me like that?" I looked at Li Shun and said.

"Good." Li Shunxin agreed absent-minded, but still looked at me with straight eyes. It seems that he didn't understand what I was saying. It seems that he was thinking about something.

I frowned and repeated.

This time, Li Shun heard clearly, looked at me and nodded, "OK."

After that, he lit a cigarette and began to smoke. He said, "you've had a lot of trouble these days I've also suffered a lot. "

I know what Li Shun is referring to. When I think of Haizhu and my wedding, I think of the crime I was caught in the Bureau, I think of Qin Lu's unexplained death, I think that I have been reduced to the base of life. I take a deep breath, and I feel speechless for a moment.

"It seems that these things are very strange. Damn, they even arrest you as a murderer and torture you severely. The police are confused. The leaders of the unit are also dizzy. They even send you to the mountains to reform through labor. I don't think many of them have brains. They're all losers and idiots." Li Shun murmured and then said, "Oh It can't be said that all the people who eat public food are fools. You and Qiu Tong are not You are the exception. "

Li Shun's words made me angry and funny. I said, "these things have passed. I don't want to mention them."

How can we not mention it? Fuck Of course, I have to mention such a big thing about you. " Li Shun said: "I was arrested at the wedding, and it was disclosed that I had relations with other women at the wedding. It's very cheap and shameful, isn't it? You're not the only one to lose face, but Haizhu is even more shameful?"

I look at Li Shun and don't talk.

"Damn, this is a disgrace. This fuckin 'policeman can't do anything. I guess he did it on purpose. He wanted to ruin your reputation and your wedding He did it on purpose

Li Shun took a few puffs of cigarettes: "the police of this dog day not only disrupted your wedding, but also arrested you in the bureau to extort a confession. The police of this dog day are blind, and dare to fight against you. It's hard to swallow. The loss is too bad, and the revenge must be avenged. Although I asked Fang Aiguo to do it that day, the police avenged you and you stopped it, but I didn't know it I think it's going to have to be done sooner or later. Otherwise, I won't be able to swallow it without talking about you. "

I said to Li Shun, "don't continue to operate this matter The police Now I find that he doesn't seem so bad, and I don't resent him so much

"Oh..." Li Shun looks at me.

"Keep him, it may be useful later." I said.

"What's the use? What can he do for us? " Li Shun said.

I shook my head: "I don't understand the details. Anyway, I have this feeling."

Li Shun turned his eyes: "I ask you, the woman who was killed, Qin Lu, didn't you do it?"

I shook my head: "no..."

"I don't think it's you. How can you lay hands on women?" Li Shun said.

"But I don't believe she committed suicide, either?" I said.

"Oh, you didn't kill her. You didn't commit suicide. So who killed her?" Li Shun said.

"This..." I shook my head: "I don't know."

"Then why do you think she died of homicide?" Li Shun said.

"Because I believe she won't commit suicide." I said.

"That's it?" Li Shun said.

"Yes, that's it." I said.

"You believe so much that she won't commit suicide, so you know her well?" Li Shun said.

"I can't say that I know a lot, but I know a lot." I said.

Li Shun turned his eyes cunningly and said, "you You don't really have that relationship with that woman, do you? Have you done it? "

I said, "No.""Really not?" Li Shun said.

"Not really." I said.

"Then I should believe you?" Li Shun said.

"Yes." I said.