Chapter 1812

Finally, my parents and I went home with Haizhu.

The passing daughter-in-law finally arrived at her mother-in-law's house.

After so many days, this wedding storm finally has a result. It's a long way to go.

After entering the door, Haizhu made an unexpected move for me.

Haizhu asked my parents to sit on the chair in the main room. Then she knelt down respectfully and kowtowed three times.

"Dad, mom and daughter-in-law are unfilial and have not been able to spend the new year at home. These three leaders, on the one hand, will compensate you for your two elders, and on the other hand, will give you a new year's greetings." Haizhu said.

My parents were greatly moved. My mother came to help Haizhu: "ah Zhu, good boy, don't say that. It's not your fault. It's all Xiaoke's fault Mother is very happy that you can come home

Mother said, eyes red again.

Haizhu stood up, looked at her parents, and looked at me, her eyes were red.

I stood aside, feeling something unspeakable.

It seems that Haizhu did this for my parents on the one hand, to make up for the guilt of not being at home for the new year, on the other hand, to show me, in order to alleviate my complaints and resentment.

That night, the family had a happy Lantern Festival.

When eating, my mother kept wiping the corners of her eyes. I don't know if it was because she was happy or something else.

After dinner and watching TV, my parents are tired and have a rest.

Haizhu and I are going to have a rest.

Haizhu went to my room first.

I smoked a cigarette outside, and then entered the room. Haizhu had already taken off her clothes and went to bed. She was lying in the quilt. Half of her face was covered by the quilt, and only two big eyes were showing. She was looking at me blinking.

Looking at Haizhu at this time, I suddenly feel a little strange in my heart.

This feeling scares me.

I slowly undressed, then went to bed and uncovered the quilt.

Haizhu's body moved inside.

I went into the bed, put on the quilt, put out the bedside lamp and lay down.

My body doesn't touch Haizhu's body.

I was lying on my back, so was Haizhu. In the dark, we didn't speak. I could hear Haizhu's subtle breathing. Although we were lying in a quilt, we still kept a very close distance.

I looked at the ceiling in the dark for a long time and let out a breath. Immediately, heard Haizhu also gently out a breath.

"You're not happy." In the dark, there came the faint sound of sea beads.

"Why? When you come back, why should I be unhappy? " I said stiffly.

"Of course you have a reason to be unhappy." Haizhu said: "in fact, I know if you don't say it."

"What do you know?" I said.

"I know today and before What my parents did to your family embarrassed your parents and you Especially your parents, especially today. " Haizhu said with a sigh.

I didn't say anything. Thinking of the difficulties my parents suffered for me, I felt a burst of bitterness and humiliation. But I didn't seem to have any reason to be dissatisfied with Haizhu's parents. I can only blame myself for all this. I am the origin of all this.

"I don't agree with my parents, but I I can't help it, I can't stop it, I can't help it It's not just about us anymore. "

"I know that it's a matter between the two families. It's a matter of the family's face, honor and disgrace. It's beyond itself when it comes to this." I interrupted Haizhu: "now that it's up to me, I'm not dissatisfied with anyone. I'm not qualified to express dissatisfaction. I can only attribute all this to myself. It's all caused by me. I'm the root of all this. I'm sorry for everyone. I'm sorry for everyone, including you..."

When I say these words, my heart is heavy.

Haizhu was silent for a moment, and said: "I feel a little relieved and relieved that you can think and say this. After the nightmare scene at the wedding, my whole body was destroyed, and my spirit was about to collapse, not only me, but also my family I would never dream of such a thing happening. I never dreamed of it

"Ah Zhu I'm sorry I feel guilty to say that there is still some pain in my heart.

"However, I also know that since things have happened, we have to face them. We can't escape them. We can't escape them if we want to I have to face it, and my family has to face it. "

Haizhu continued to whisper: "at the beginning, I couldn't accept this reality, I couldn't help believing it However, after arriving in Australia, I gradually calmed down. According to my understanding of you, I really can't believe that you killed Qin Lu, but I don't know whether I should believe or not about your affair with Qin Lu Because I know Qin Lu is interested in you. I'm not sure if you have ever had that kind of relationship with her. "

Listening to Haizhu's words, my heart continues to sink. At this time, I don't want to make any excuses. I know that all explanations are futile.Haizhu continued: "however, in the face of our reality, I have no other choice. Under the guidance of Haifeng, Yunduo and my father, I finally decided to let myself think like this, that is, no matter whether it has happened or not, I have to let myself not believe that there will be, I have to think like this, I have no choice, I can only believe

"Besides, Qin Lu has already left the world. It will not be good for me, you and all of us, nor will it be helpful for me to entangle in this matter again Of course, I also know that I believe you are useless. The key is that my family's relatives and friends should believe it. For my parents and my family, this is perhaps the most important thing, which my parents can't let go of

"What happened during the day today is not that my parents have to have a hard time with your parents, nor my parents have to have a hard time with you. They have no choice. They want to maintain the family's face and reputation. In order to achieve this, they can only do so. There is no choice

"Of course, I know, it's embarrassing for your parents. I am very sorry for your parents in my heart. I feel very sorry for them. If you have any complaints, you will send them to me. No matter how you scold me, I will not reply. If your parents have any complaints, they will send them to me. I accept them all. "

I was afraid and sighed: "it's over, and you've come back. At least you've been at home for 15 years. Now that it's over, don't mention it Life goes on, look ahead I won't complain to you, and I won't complain to your parents, neither will my parents It's too late for your parents to be happy that you can come home for 15 years

"In fact, it's me who should say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for you, your parents and even my parents Without me, none of this would have happened. In the final analysis, it was all my fault Are you willing to believe my previous explanation about Qin Lu and me? "

"What can I do if I don't believe it? Qin Lu is dead. What's the meaning of this? Now, do I have any other choice?" Haizhu's tone is somewhat helpless and sad.

Haizhu's words make my heart a little empty. I know that although she said so, she still can't let go of the scandal between Qin Lu and me. Although she doesn't want to believe that there is such a thing, she can't believe it. Her heart is still full of doubts.

I don't know when the doubts in her heart will be dispelled. I don't know how long she will keep it in her heart. It seems that I have a bad premonition.

"From what happened to now, I had a lot of thoughts, and even thought of the worst outcome. However, after all, I still couldn't get out of that step. After all, I still came back to you. After all, I still can't let myself give you up. I'm already your person, and my body and mind are yours. Although this storm makes me exhausted, I'm still here Have to face the reality, face the reality of the past

"Maybe you're right. Life has to go on, life has to go on, and we have to look ahead We have gone through the season of love, we have started a marriage life, marriage is what, perhaps is to live, is the firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce and tea, is two people together for a lifetime, two people together to go so long road, this road may not be so smooth.

"Maybe I should learn to enhance my ability to resist the wind and waves, maybe I haven't reached the point of complete despair and collapse, so I still came here, so I came back." Haizhu said with a sigh.

Haizhu's words let me not from some moved, my hand, touched Haizhu's hand, and then hold, her cold hand in my palm.

Haizhu's hand trembled gently, and did not refuse.

Then, we were all silent.

I know this silence can not continue, the night is still long, I am not sleepy, Haizhu does not seem to, we can not be so silent night. It's not normal to lie together for such a long time.

"Zhu." I said.

"Well..." Haizhu agreed in the dark.

It seems that her voice is a little nervous and expectant. She seems to know what we're going to do tonight, and she seems to know that it's not normal if we don't do something.

"We Live a good life in the future. " I said.

"Well, I have no other extravagant hopes. I just hope to live a normal life. I only hope to live an ordinary life. I only hope to make my marriage and life peaceful and stable. I only hope that I can enjoy what ordinary women can get. I only hope that I can enjoy my marriage in a plain and peaceful way." Haizhu said.

Haizhu's words moved me a little, and my heart hurt a little. I couldn't help letting go of Haizhu's hand, stretching it under her neck and embracing her.

Haizhu's body is slightly trembling, it seems that this short separation also makes her feel a little strange, which makes her nervous.

I contracted my arm and tried to bring Haizhu's body over, but her body didn't move and seemed to be passive.

I took the initiative to move my body close to her body and my face close to her face.Feel Haizhu's body a little stiff, slightly trembling, but some hot cheeks.

Suddenly feel Haizhu's face wet hot things, I put out my tongue to lick, salty.

I sighed in my heart, and then I turned over to kiss her face, the salty things on her face, and her eyes