Past four
"We will always be together, we will be happy to live our small day." Su Lun nodded.
Not long after Lin Hui gave birth to her baby, she found migraine. In fact, Lin Hui had experienced it before, but it was not so serious. In front of Su Lun, Lin Hui never showed it.
Lin Hui's migraine is inherited, and Lin Hui's mother committed suicide by hitting a wall because she couldn't stand migraine.
Because migraine is not related to medicine, it was also discovered by Su Yankuan who invited a quack doctor to check Lin Hui.
At that time, Lin Hui was only 28 years old. Before the onset of the disease, it was only because she was too young that she suffered from migraine a few years in advance.
But because Lin Hui has been raised very well recently, so migraine did not come on, and Lin Hui has a very relaxed life every day, and nothing can disturb Lin Hui, so migraine is only occasionally.
After su Lun knew that Lin Hui had migraine, he doted on Lin Hui more. Su Yankuan and Yuan Yi knew that, they doted on Lin Hui more.
Almost the whole family is worried about Lin Hui. Su Yankuan also asked the quack doctor if there is any way to cure the disease. But the quack doctor shook his head and said that the disease is very difficult to cure, and it can't be cured in medicine, and it can't be found out at all. What's more, with the current medical level, it's impossible. If it's 10 years later, it's still possible. Now... Ah.
The quack doctor just told Lin Hui not to think so much, to keep an optimistic attitude, and to let her family accompany her when she has migraine, so as to avoid her doing anything self injurious.
"Ah Lun, my mother died because of migraine... When I was a child, I saw that my mother had a disease. It hurt so much. I saw that my mother hurt so much that she took her head to hit the wall... At that time, I was so scared that I called for my father. My father hugged my mother and didn't let her hurt herself. But one day after I came back from school, I found my mother killed herself by hitting a wall. At that time, I collapsed. I didn't know what I could do. At that time, I watched foolishly, with scarlet blood coming out of my mother's forehead. It was the nanny who found out that she called an ambulance and contacted my father, who was in a meeting in the company. Why... Why didn't my father accompany my mother? When I knew that my mother had this kind of disease, I left my mother alone at home. My mother was in great pain, so she would hit her head against the wall. How painful it must be... If my father had accompanied my mother at that time, my mother might not have died. In fact, I couldn't blame my father. I was also wrong. I watched my mother die with my own eyes, It's my fault that I haven't called the ambulance in time... Wuwuwuwu... "The memory that Lin Hui didn't want to be touched was awakened. Her mother's bloody face appeared in her mind, and she couldn't forget it. It's clear that she hasn't thought about her parents for a long time. Why do you want her to remember? Why? Why remind her of such a cruel fact?
"Ah Hui, don't be sad. It's not your fault. Don't always blame yourself. What's more, your migraine didn't come on, did it? " Su Lun comforts Lin Hui who is crying.
"It's not my fault. If I come back early, if I don't get silly, if I call an ambulance... It's a pity that there is no regret medicine to sell in the world. It's my fault that I indirectly killed my mother... This matter has been kept in my heart. People outside always think that my mother died of illness, and it's really because of illness, But she did commit suicide because of illness... "Lin Hui buried her head in Su Lun's arms, and her tears drenched Su Lun's suit.
"Ah Hui, don't be like this. I feel sorry for you..." Su Lun hugs Lin Hui tightly and feels Lin Hui's uneasiness, discomfort and fear. Su Lun feels that his heart is hurt by such Lin Hui.
In the past, no matter what grievances Lin Hui suffered, no matter how sad he was, he would not collapse like now. He did not dare to imagine how Lin Hui came out of this nightmare. Su Lun never blamed fate. Now he began to complain about fate. Why didn't he meet Lin Hui earlier? In this way, he could give Lin Hui a little comfort, support and warmth.
"Ah Lun, do you know that after my mother died, I didn't sleep well for several days. In my dream, my mother was covered with blood. Or I dreamed that my mother and I were chatting together, and suddenly turned into blood all over and came towards me. I knew that I shouldn't be afraid... She was my mother, but I was afraid and went back desperately, I saw my mother show a sad expression, I also regret, but I want to run to hold my mother, I wake up, wake up after I sweat all over, no one is dry. And then for a whole year, I didn't come out. " Lin Hui took a sip of the water on the table and continued.
"At that time, my grades plummeted, and I was in low spirits and listless every day. The head teacher also contacted my father. My father also told the head teacher about my situation, and the head teacher was very distressed. When I was free, he asked me to come to her and talk with her. Later, the head teacher said, ah Hui, you see your mother died, and your father is also very sad, but he is still working hard, isn't he? No matter how sad you are, you can't let yourself degenerate like this. Your mother will be very sad to see it in the sky, right. It's time for you to try to come out. I remember your mother said at the previous parents' meeting that I hope you can become an excellent child and don't let your mother down. Ah Hui, even if it's for your mother's wish, you should come out and live your own life. Your studies have fallen a long way. If you go on like this, you will not be able to keep up. I can ask the teacher to make up lessons for you alone, and then you should study hard to live up to your mother's expectation, you know. Since I had a heart to heart talk with the head teacher, I began to study hard. I thought that since my mother was the same, I would be an excellent child, cheerful, happy and carefree. Unconsciously, I began to study hard. Every day, I learned in the middle of the night, and then had a rest. The next day, I got up early and went to school day after day, I've also raised my grades. " Lin Hui said.