In the past two years, Li Xueer always remembers her mistakes in that year, so she is almost abnormal in her study. She is extremely strict with herself, and every detail forces her to be perfect.
She's used to criticizing herself and thinking hard, but she knows the truth... It's not really forbidden medicine, it's just that she's tampered with the packaging. The formula and the pharmaceutical manufacturer are all regular.
Knowing that grandma's death is not directly related to this medicine... It won't make her happy, but helpless.
This truth has been two years late. If only it had come earlier.
But there is no regret medicine in the world.
Li xue'er took a deep breath and sucked her nose again. She asked helplessly, "why, why..." "yes, I'm sorry..." finally, Feng Xin could only say these three words.
"..." Li xue'er shakes her head helplessly. She doesn't accept this kind of apology. At that time, everyone regarded her as an enemy. She was treated coldly by everyone, and she was also rejected outside the funeral door. At that time, if Feng Xin really couldn't hold her breath, maybe she would kill herself.
Because of a misunderstanding, she lost a relationship and was exiled abroad. In the past two years, she blamed herself and lived in pain... She tried to commit suicide several times, but it was Chu Chen who saved her.
After she was rescued from her last suicide, Li xue'er told herself that no matter what happened in the future, she would never commit suicide again, nor would she... Return to Fengxin's side, she would never approach this man again.
"Well, I'm all right now. Actually, knowing the truth is not bad for me. I should laugh loudly instead of crying hypocritically. I can be a doctor in the future. I can face those patients confidently. I'm very happy..." Li Xueer also thanks those patients who are willing to cooperate with the treatment again. Her research object is tumor, Also hope to be able to cure these patients as much as possible.
Feng Xin stood aside and observed silently, only to find that she was not so relaxed in her words.
She's... Really emotional.
Feng Xin didn't know what had happened to her in the past two years. What's more, she didn't know the position of Chu Shen in her mind
During Li Xueer's working hours, Feng Xin doesn't mess around, but once she gets off work, Feng Xin rushes into the office and forcibly pulls her out.
"Feng Xin, what are you doing?" Li Xueer Si is not afraid. She is not the murderer who killed her grandmother. She can finally refute him.
"Take you to a place..." the place in my heart is Grandma's tombstone.
Li Xueer is not surprised at all, but very naturally, reaches out and caresses the black-and-white photo of grandma, "grandma, I've come to see you! I'm very happy to see you today. I'm very happy... "
"I'm sorry!" In front of grandma's tombstone, Feng Xin once again, and solemnly apologized to her.
"Oh." Li xue'er just laughs, he apologizes so, just want to get her forgiveness, so his heart will be better, he has always been so selfish.
"Feng Xin, you are really selfish, I forgive you, and then..." Li xue'er said jokingly, "can't change anything."
"I told you that I want to be with you again. Now that the truth has come out, do you think I can let you go?" Seal heart bottom of a sudden loose, also Xinkui, he had mentioned before compound, otherwise Li Xueer will think, he just because know the truth, will be willing to choose her.
"In fact, the truth is not important... The important thing is that we have been separated for two years, which has really changed too many things. You and I have been impossible for a long time. In fact, I can slowly accept your apology, but I can't do anything superfluous!" Li xue'er stepped back. "Chu Chen and I will be fine. Please don't make trouble again."
"Oh, I know..." of course, he knew, and Chu Chen was the number one person. He lowered his eyes and continued, "well, be a friend first."
"Didn't I hear you wrong? In the past, you didn't like to be friends... "Li Xueer was very surprised.
"But I can't help it. Being a friend makes us closer, doesn't it?" Feng Xin asked with a smile, then stepped forward and grasped her wrist, "let's go, I'll take you home."
"No, you send me down the mountain, I let him pick me up..." Li xue'er grasps the scale accurately.
"You don't have to show off your feelings to me. I just feel that since I dragged you in person, of course I'll send you home."
Later, Li Xueer did not struggle any more, but went home with ease.
After getting out of the car, Li Xueer turned around and just said goodbye.
Feng Xin lowered the window at the right time. "I will continue to support the medical expenses of the patients you have. If you want to set up a welfare home, I am willing to contribute... Grandma will be happy when she knows."
"I thank you for the patients." Li Xueer has also considered that Liu Ye's support for those cancer patients, together with Feng Xin's help, can at least help some people.
"I heard that in addition to the urban areas, there are also some remote places with this kind of patients..." Feng xintiaomei said, "when I'm ready to have time, I'll go to the mountains to have a look... If you don't have time, it's OK."
Frankly speaking, Li Xueer doesn't want to go away with Feng Xin alone. Soon, Li Xueer comes up with a plan that she can take several colleagues from other units together.
”Well, when you go, please let me know... "After Li Xueer said that, she turned around immediately, without any more nonsense.
He would rather stay up late to work and adjust his time to increase his chances of contact with her than delay for fear that she would change her mind.
He knows better than anyone that a doctor's mind is more proud only when he treats and helps more people.
Just like a storyteller who can get more people's support is the biggest gift.
The next morning, Li Xueer unexpectedly Chu Chen had been waiting at the door.
He and Feng Xin are obviously different, one likes to make big noise, and he is so low-key.
Li xue'er frowned and asked, "when did you come here and wait for a long time?"
"Nothing, just want to send you to work, this is what I should do, can't be lazy every day, let others help me?" Chuchen refers to Fengxin.
"He and I are just ordinary friends..." along the way, Li Xueer said the recent events again.
Chu Chen listens patiently and understands the dispute between Feng Xin and Li xue'er. In short, Feng Xin once misunderstood her.
At the moment, Feng Xin knows the truth
The car stops in front of the hospital, and Chu Shen's face is cold.
Just as Li Xueer got off the bus, he suddenly asked, "Xueer, will you separate from me?"
"What?" Li Xueer asked in surprise.
"Didn't you find out the truth?" Chu Chen side head, "you will break up with me?"
"You're... Stupid." Li Xueer can't laugh or cry, "we are already together. I will choose you after consideration."
"You don't let go this time, and you don't let go later. Cher, you won't be separated from me, will you?" After getting out of the car, Chu Shen hugged her and asked, "I don't want to be separated from you. What's wrong with me? Just say... Don't break up with me."
"No, we will... Always be together..." Li xue'er's heart aches.
They are the same kind of people.
Chu Chen and she used to be very similar.
In this world, there will not be such a man, such as Chu Chen, who tolerates her and loves her.
She is willing to choose a man who loves herself more
"Will you pick me up after work?" Li xue'er said with a smile, "your salary is so high, you should invite me to dinner“
”No problem“ Chu Chen converged and showed a rare smile.
hospital.
After a morning's work, at lunchtime, Li Xueer asked the vice president to call him.
"Well, after reading the report you wrote last time, I think the content is pretty good, so I decided to publish it. At that time, many experts will see this article, which should cause quite a stir. Dr. Li, I'm very optimistic about you!" As soon as the vice president's voice fell, Li xue'er only felt that she had won the prize!
"Really?" Li Xueer can't believe it, "I'm new here, and I'm not qualified enough. I think..."
"You don't have to worry about the rest. There are some details that I need to explain to you..." the vice president coughed for a while, and then said, "at that time, the signature side will use the names of other directors."
"What does that mean?" Li xue'er was blinded.
"Oh, you don't mind. It's a trade rule. It's all like this... With your current qualification, it's not enough to publish an academic research report alone. Moreover, even if you sign your name, you don't know many people, and it won't attract much attention at that time. The main purpose of my arrangement is to make this report more widely concerned."
Vice president said at any rate, but Li xue'er couldn't listen.
The vice president immediately said, "you can rest assured that you will have the right to sign after you have been in this industry for a long time."
"Dean, I don't agree to do this..." Li xue'er really can't stand this kind of taste. It's clearly her own thing, but her signature is not her own.
Li xue'er once heard of a similar situation, but she didn't expect that she would encounter it. It's so sad.
Shouldn't the so-called academic community pool their wisdom? Does it depend on the reputation of doctors?
”I decided not to agree... "Li xue'er stood up straight and put down her cruel words." if I can't sign it, I won't publish it“
”Dr. Li... You“
”Dean, I'll go down first“
"That... Report has been published. I'll let you know. OK, you can go down now." Dean Where is Li Xueer willing to go?
"Didn't I let you down?" Vice president has never met a new doctor like Li Xueer!
"But..." without waiting for Li xue'er to make a sound, someone pushed the door in. It was no one else. It was the first investor of the hospital, Feng's consortium, Feng Xin!
"Well, I just said, you go and think about it..." vice president just wants to support Li Xueer as soon as possible.
Li Xueer just won't go!
Vice president has no way, "you..."
Feng Xin interrupts the dean's words in time, reaches out and pinches Li Xueer's palm, "you go out first, I'll tell him..."